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Damn, don't you just hate missed opportunities? Like, bitch I need a rewinddddd
Your soft boy Michael Shelley probably didn’t exist. Hear me out.
Looking at how Helen acted before The Distortion and after, her personality pretty much stayed the same. (from what we know about her before The Distortion)
And look at Michael. He probably wasn’t as sweet and nice as y’all want him to be.
⋆⸜ 🎧✮ dami!
Nothing is actually better.
You know it, I know it and him 2. But here I am letting the starving beast in me take any scramble of affection, intimacy and closeness while denying my self the forbidden fruit.
The price is too expensive, you know it , I know it and him 2. That's why we are playing the game. He got nothing more to offer than a couple thrust and moan. Which is good since I can' t receive something I was forbidden to have.
Unlike Eve, I actually listen. Leaving ''love'' hanging pretty on the forbidden tree.
so give them your body, give them your word, give them anything—anything to make them stay—to make them love you, at least for a day. because the words, albeit hollow and insincere, are better than nothing at all, right?
🎀Update🎀: Ok, I got my nails done first thing in the morning. It was my first time with that nail tech and .... I LOVE HERRRRRR. She did her BIG ONE. Plus her pricing was low so I had to tip BIG. Since I was walking around with 200$ cash and I saved up on my nails since it was not expensive ... I DID MY BACK TO SCHOOL SHOOPING !!! (very mindful splurging) . Yes, school already started a week ago but is MY world ... so I decide.
🎀 Yours Truly🎀
Lana Del Rey instrumental + intense love making = Shit... maybe I do care about him ...
🎀 Yours Truly 🎀
I vow to be a maneater, forever
🎀 Yours truly 🎀
Them : What's your fav horror movie ?
Me : No degree, over use body because of pregnancies, emotionally unavailable anger issue husband, distant kids, avoidant wife and ignorant mother ...
Even if the setting is in a mansion and I have an amex card in my hands ...
SHIT STILL SCARY ASF !
Answer quick : Do I let my mom hire a cleaner ?
I would love 2. Even though she years overdue, since I'm probably going to be living abroad for my studies... But I would hate for someone to even enter my room.
Y'all don't get it. My room is the only place that I am ME. Just the though of someone entering even with a reason is sending me back 5 years before my healing journey.
From the bottom of my heart ... one of the most romantic thing, I love to receive.
I can’t stop looking at you I can’t stop jerking off & making such pretty sounds as I cum for you
One broken promise at the time ...
I actually have to move out. I did not intentionally push it for so long but now is getting embarrassing. Let me get out of this mad house. So I can peacefully go insane in my own place and finally give a break to the 4 walls that is my room.
One manifestation at the time ...
I'm soon reaching my full potential. Back than, I did not know how to deal with it so I use to self sabotage. As of now, I'm going for it. I actually have things worth fighting for.
First thing on the list body ....
May, I say ... she's eating....
But I know is only the beginning.
🎀 YOURS TRULY 🎀
I CONFIRM (after an analyst of my sexual history)
The only thing that ACTUALLY made me go naked is a WHEALTY aura.
and all of the sudden ... I'll be there for u with open arms, open legs and an open mouth...
I’d sneak into a library late at night with you
One broken promise at the time...
I don't understand people that say : '' I can't do freaky stuff with my partner I have to much respect...'' WTF do u mean ? You are ready to let a random weirdo hit it raw going for round after rounds and nut in while u are crying for a random one nigh stand... Y'all need to be FUCKING FRL. The stuff I WOULD DO TO MY FOREVER is actually crazy and the way I can't even get moist a front of a random handsome man because I'm not HIS.
🎀 Yours Truly 🎀
Y'all pray for my future husband, he has no idea how feral I will get after saying ''yes'' in white dress.
One broken promise at the time...
Maybe putting MY desires first was the answer all along.
🎀 Yours Truly 🎀
I don't know if I should pray for someone with kinks crazier than mine or someone that will make me enjoy love making only ....
The ULTIMATE broken promise !
Is crazy founding comfort in everything my mental health took from me. The only thing that help me going was sleeping. The only time I did not have to interact with reality or deal with the mess in brain. Now I can't wait to wake up in the morning. Scared that all the time that I begged for whoever in power to take me the fuck out is actually going to catch up with like a sick joke. Because I know too well when someone is making fun of me.
🎀 Yours Truly 🎀
And all of the sudden I find my WILL back...