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Another Ramble from Me
You know sometimes I forget that not having an audience has its benefits cause you don’t have to hear people accusing you of shit that never happened or were interpreted the wrong way. That kind of stuff would probably drive me insane cause knowing people who don’t know you, they’ll just take it for face value and just instantly assume that what they believe is the truth. People can take advantage of others I know that but not all people are monsters and some people grow and change especially when they apologize to shit that isn’t that bad to begin with. Idk I just hate the concept ingeneral of drama unless it’s something really bad but even then that’s hard because people are fucking liars.
Because I was now a man, I could not speak about what it was like to be a woman. Because I had been a woman, I could never really speak about what it was like to be a man. Do the math: I could not speak. It was a double erasure, a double bind, in which every experience I had was false, and so nothing I said was credible. I could no longer derive authority from my experiences before transition, and shouldn’t even cite them — I had never “really” been a woman, so those things hadn’t happened — but those experiences could always be weaponized against me to prove I wasn’t “really” the man I claimed to be. They call it erasure, when this happens. I wasn’t prepared for how literal the term was. Every day, I could feel myself disappear.
— Eraserhead: On writer's block and being a gender traitor by Jude Doyle
you may ask yourself, what? and you may ask yourself, huh?????
Me: I don't have commitment issues
Also me: *Gets a quarter of the way through any WIP and suddenly feels the intense urge to delete it all*
writing:
10% of the time: Ideas, planning and actually writing.
the other 90% of the time: SYNONYMS!!!!
me: yes! i have finally read all of the fic in this fandom! me: ...well shit, now i gotta write new stuff if i want to see any new stuff
MOOD
hermione: you need to make a choice!
harry: how about i…cry instead
have you ever started reading a book and just put it down and thought “i have read better fiction by fifteen-year-olds with microsoft word and a fanfiction.net account”
i miss savathun saying deeply unsettling things to me in her sultry sultry voice