Autocannibalism - Tumblr Posts
cant believe Hua Cheng ate his own EYE. unhinged behaviour. I love him
Hunger.
Posted 21st January, 2024
Erysichthon type post
So hungry I could eat myself
Isn't it ridiculous how when you get a body part surgically removed they don't let you keep it?
I'm planning on getting an orchiectomy and I don't want to preserve them or anything like that, they've brought me nothing worth celebrating.
I'm also the cook for my house. Sooooo.....
What if I thinly sliced and sauted my own testicles? How would they taste? What seasonings would be best to use?
What does it feel like to have smooth fingers? To have smooth nails, maybe even long ones? To be 8 years old and not have to hide your toes in shame during gym/P.E class because they're chewed and incomplete and ugly? To not be scolded and called gross when you don't even notice what you're doing, told that you'll just grow out of it?
To try everything you can think of to stop it. Gloves, nail polish (even the kind that's disgusting, because even that will be ripped away), everything. And to have nothing work.
What does it feel like to not have the nails of your little toes grow in two? To not have a flappy little extra nail that gets caught on everything and hurts you? To not sometimes be missing such a large amount of skin on your big toe that you can't walk without wrapping it in bandages?
To let your scabs heal normally, to not have them last for months and months and months because you just keep picking at them everytime, to not have open bleeding spots on your arms, to not know the way they crunch in your mouth.
To not suffer with infections; on your toes, your back, hardly ever being aware of them because they're just par for the course?
What does it feel like to look at the newly-healed skin on your big toe, and see anything other than a snack?
I don't know. I don't think i'll ever know.
Arthur never quite forgot the taste of flesh.
CW: blood, gore, autocannibalism/cannibalism, suggestive imagery(?)
i told yall i was gonna do something with the whole "arthur ate someone" thing