Focusing On Myself - Tumblr Posts
When you find yourself not being attracted to that person anymore and realizing that they will never meet your needs or give you the love you deserve that’s when you know you’re finally letting go! It’s scary in a way because a part of me wants to hold on to what could have been but when God keeps giving you signs that it’s time to let go then it’s time to let go!!
Daily Reflection: 28 Nov. 2023
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What I did today:
♡ Physical/Social Health
- I drank 4 glasses of water.
- I was outside my room more than I usually am.
- Stretched after I woke up.
- Ate breakfast and a health-ish dinner.
♡ Emotional Health
- Nighttime guided journal.
♡ Mental Health
- Completed a section of "how to win friends and influence people" by Dale Carnegie.
♡ Intellectual Health
- Finished lesson 1 and 2 and practiced those two lessons on MochiKana.
♡ Self Care
- Did my AM skincare and also brushed my teeth AM.
- Did my PM skincare (also used a cleansing oil which I haven't used in a while.) and also brushed my teeth PM.
- Took a long shower PM.
- Checked-in my emotions on Moodee (app)
♡ Personal Projects
- I worked on 2 of my writing projects.
- I almost finished a section on one of those writing projects.
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Reflection:
I am very proud of myself for what I did today, and even though it might not seem much to others it is more then what I would usually do when I have no school.
Hopefully tomorrow I can stay on track, but also rest my eyes and give them a break(I have really sensitive eyes.).
I am going to go to bed in an hour or so because it is a bit too early to go to sleep and everyone in the house is awake and they are probably going to wake me up.
I will see you guys tomorrow and I hope you have a great rest of your day/night.
Til next time 🩰
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Daily Reflection: 29 Nov. 2023
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What I did today:
♡ Physical/Social Health
- Went with my mom to pick up my little brother.
- Went to the beach after and then also went to a restaurant to eat lunch.
♡ Mental Health
- Read a few chapters of "how to make friends and influence people".
♡ Emotional Health
- Checked-in on Moodee.
♡ Intellectual Health
- Did two units on HeyJapan.
♡ Self Love
- Did AM skincare and brushed my teeth.
- Did PM skincare (just wet my face and toner, because I was so tired) and brushed my teeth.
- Spent a lot of time outside and in the sun.
♡ Personal Projects
- Worked on 2 of my writing projects.
- I finished one section of one of the writing projects. (didn't really work a lot on the other one).
![Daily Reflection: 29 Nov. 2023](https://64.media.tumblr.com/d21f60951ec5b747dced24cae97a7a7b/b20e878b44b56ac2-c7/s500x750/1c6c378c31cb124986f836cdb99ec1a28bd6dd57.jpg)
Reflection:
I doesn't really feel like I did a lot, but I think that's because I spent majority of the day at the beach (4,5 hours).
But I am going to go to bed earlier than what I usually do because I'm so tired and I also have a massive headache, and also because I have to wake up earlier tomorrow as I am going to school and the power is going to be out.
So the only thing I will be posting tomorrow is my end year exam results, and also how I felt about it and blah blah blah.
So I hope you enjoy the rest of your day/night.
Til next time!
![Daily Reflection: 29 Nov. 2023](https://64.media.tumblr.com/d21f60951ec5b747dced24cae97a7a7b/b20e878b44b56ac2-c7/s500x750/1c6c378c31cb124986f836cdb99ec1a28bd6dd57.jpg)
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Day 1 of 16
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♡ Physical Health
○ Took an ice cold shower because it was so hot and we were unable to go to the beach today.
○ Watched a "how to start running" by Amelie Desai.
○ Did a 8 min posture fix by Yuuka Sagawa.
○ Drank 6.5 glasses of water.
♡ Mental Health
○ Nothing.
♡ Emotional Health
○ Checked in on Moodee.
♡ Intelectual Health
○ Duolingo daily streak.
○ Finally decided what languages to commit to learning.
♡ Spiritual Health
○ Read the verse of today.
♡ Self Love
○ AM skincare + brushed teeth.
○ PM skincare + brushed teeth.
○ Read for a bit.
♡ Personal Projects (wip)
○ Wrote 162 words today.
![Day 1 Of 16](https://64.media.tumblr.com/d21f60951ec5b747dced24cae97a7a7b/0e211b0d47ac1fab-57/s500x750/79de8ddf819b69cebdedc1c32671b01f53d55487.jpg)
♡ Note ~ Happy new year!!!! I hope you have a wonderful year full of happiness.
I als started a new 16 day challenge to try to get my shit together before school starts.
today's photos: from pinterest
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Some of My 2024 Goals
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I've been thinking about my 2024 goals a lot recently, so I thought I'd share some it with you
having good grades i know 2023 was my first year back in my home country and I did do pretty decent but i didn't give my best due to personal reasons, and I don't want that for 2024.
improving self-love/care because i am going to be really busy with school I want to take some time every week with no school work and just relax.
taking care of my appearance taking time out of my day to do my skincare, haircare, eat healthier and exercise ect.
Thank you for reading ♡
Day 2 of 16
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♡ Physical health
○ Drove around for a bit.
○ Swam for 1.5 hours (more or less).
○ Drank of water and Energade.
♡ Mental health
○ Nothing.
♡ Emotional health
○ Recorded an emotion on Moodee.
♡ Intellectual health
○ Daily duolingo streak.
♡ Spiritual health
○ Nothing.
♡ Self love
○ AM skincare + brushed teeth.
○ PM skincare + brushed teeth.
○ Read for a bit.
♡ Personal projects (wip)
○ Wrote 291 words.
○ Completed a chapter.
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Note: Today was really hot were I live and it is going to be for the rest of the week.
photos for the day: from pinterest
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Day 3 of 16
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♡ Physical health
○ Found 2 pairs of running shoes (and I can't decide which one's to buy).
♡ Mental health
○ Nothing (need to work on this).
♡ Emotional health
○ Recorded an emotion on Moodee.
♡ Intellectual health
○ Bought stationery for school.
○Sorted out all the school things (book + stationery) that I have so far.
○ Made some things for my locker.
○ Daily duolingo streak
♡ Spiritual health
○ Read the verse of the day.
○ Decided what Bible books to read (the order in which I will read it).
♡ Self love
○ AM skincare + brushed teeth.
○ PM skincare + brushed teeth.
○ Bought toner and moisturizer.
○ Bought a pretty white dress (and it was the last one!).
○ Painted my nails.
♡ Personal projects (wip)
○ Planned the next chapter of one of my wip.
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Note: Today was pretty chill and so hot. But hopefully tomorrow wil be a better day.
todays photos: from pinterest
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My Glow Up Plan
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Okay so there is about 12 days left of term 1/autumn vacation, and I decided why not glow up?
my daily check list
♡ Skincare (x2).
♡ Brush teeth (x2).
♡ Floss (x1).
♡ Any form of excersise (x1).
♡ Drink water (x5 - 8 glasses).
♡ Read the Bible (x2)
extra
♡ Keep my room clean (e.g making my bed).
♡ Academics (e.g french lessons).
♡ Read.
♡ Socialize.
♡ Check-in on any mental health app.
At the end of every day I will post a check in to keep myself accountable in actually doing this and not be lazy.
![My Glow Up Plan](https://64.media.tumblr.com/0e0fedf57bd71dc709bf86c9aa2dacfd/d02661481fdfb433-22/s500x750/1a47ebfab7a17c82724f7635a368aef9ffd3cf50.png)
Day 1, day 2, day 3, day 4, day 5, day 6, day 7, day 8, day 9, day 10, day 11.
Glow Up - Day 1
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Checklist
♡ Skincare (x2).
♡ Brush teeth (x2).
♡ Floss (x1).
♡ Drink water (x4).
♡ Watch a video about The Old Testament (x1).
Extra
♡ Went out to buy dinner.
♡ Read.
♡ Edited a chapter of my WIP.
♡ Made a new outfit for autumn.
Recap
I did not feel good, I had constant headaches. So I couldn't do much but I tried my best.
Til next time!
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Term 2 Goals
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So these are the results I want to see on my report after the exams are done.
HL Afrikaans ~ 70 - 73%
FAL English ~ 75 - 78%
Life Orientation ~ 80%
Math ~ 65 - 70%
Drama and Design ~ 78 - 80%
Economic and Management Sciences ~ 73 - 75%
Life Sciences (Biology) ~ 80%
Physical Sciences (Physics) ~ 63 - 65%
Geography ~ 60 - 63%
History ~ 83 - 85%
Technology ~ 88%
I don't want to set my expectations too high because I don't know how difficult the curriculum is going to be and I also don't want to disappoint myself.
Til next time!
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My Fitness Plan (sort of)
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Okay so it isn't actually off season but it is for me and school was hectic so here I am.
Last term I went to netball trials and since I haven't played this sport in like 5 years, I didn't expect to do good (I didn't). I am in the team E/F. I mostly want to get more fit and familiarize myself with netball drills and things like that.
Running
I am mostly going to run with time. For example, one day I am going to run for 5 minutes nonstop and the next day I just add 1 or 2 minutes. Something like that.
Drills
Since I am a Wing Attack (WA) I want to do drills mainly focussing on my speed, agility and balance. I also want to focus on my footwork and fundamentals of ballwork.
And I think also refreshed my knowledge of the rules and other things like that. I will also update every day on what drills/workouts I did that day.
Til next time!
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Glow Up - Day 2
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Checklist
♡ Skincare (x2).
♡ Brush teeth (x2).
♡ Drink water (x4)
Extra
♡ Organized my Milanote.
♡ Posted some posts for this blog.
♡ Ate a little bit more because my appetite came back.
♡ Prepared the song I want to sing tomorrow.
Recap
Today (yesterday) was pretty chill, I was very tired so that's why didn't do much. Hopefully, I'll be as good as new so I can do more.
![Glow Up - Day 2](https://64.media.tumblr.com/2c33fc55d98c093fb1318476aecfb69d/d944ceca4cd1a73d-fc/s500x750/14f264604ec8424a429b257296ec84a2d4eaa073.png)
Glow up ~ Day 3
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Checklist
♡ Skincare (x2)
♡ Brush teeth (x2)
♡ Run for 2m30s (x2)
♡ Footwork (Figure 8s)
♡ Drink water (x3)
Extra
♡ Worked on some of my WIPs
♡ Read
Recap
Was very proud of myself for doing more yesterday.
![Glow Up ~ Day 3](https://64.media.tumblr.com/27a4d0d1637dd3adbb3b728ab209bb61/594d1669da62f4ae-e9/s500x750/1df4fd542a9ec9e17a672e8120e9bc2863417bd1.png)
Glow up - Day 4
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Checklist
♡ Skincare (x2).
♡ Brush teeth (x2).
♡ Drink water (x2).
Extra
♡ Went to a rugby festival my brother was playing at.
♡ Read for a little bit.
Recap
Didn't do much because we were at the rugby festival but itfas really fun! And I got a foto with a rugby player that played for our national team.
![Glow Up - Day 4](https://64.media.tumblr.com/27a4d0d1637dd3adbb3b728ab209bb61/76c59d7daea2bd0c-29/s500x750/18f846bfa975fad0f6cb7255390f54ad3d79a0fd.png)
Glow up - Day 5
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Checklist
♡ Skincare (x2).
♡ Brush teeth (x2).
♡ Drink water (x3).
Extra
♡ Read.
♡ Wrote/worked on one of my WIPs.
Recap
I honestly don't remember what I did that day but it was pretty chil.
![Glow Up - Day 5](https://64.media.tumblr.com/27a4d0d1637dd3adbb3b728ab209bb61/8780d76d821b77d8-ad/s500x750/7257735d0e8695df9046d21fecb5a01770410348.png)
Glow up - Day 6
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Checklist
♡ Skincare (x1).
♡ Brush teeth (x1).
♡ Drink water (x2).
♡ Prayed (x2).
♡ Read The Bible (x1).
Extra
♡ Wrote.
♡ Went shopping.
♡ Went with my mother to her nail appointment.
♡ Went toget my eyes tested.
♡ Did nail care on only my left hand 💀.
Recap
Wasn't that busy yesterday but last night I had a massive headache so I just went to bed. But was kinda proud with what I did.
![Glow Up - Day 6](https://64.media.tumblr.com/27a4d0d1637dd3adbb3b728ab209bb61/4352dd3fb9fccaec-da/s500x750/8534ac16d961653a5e440d14ca35792fb15b48d5.png)
Glow up - Day 7
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Checklist
♡ Skincare (x1).
♡ Brush teeth (x1).
♡ Drink water (x2).
Extra
♡ Went to a family friends house.
♡ Finished a chapter of one of my WIPs.
Recap
Didn't do much because we were at the friends house most of the day. I haven't seen her since last year. We have been friends since we were 4 but then she moved away so we aren't that close anymore, but it was good to see her again. And that night I (again) had a horrible headache so I just went stright to bed.
![Glow Up - Day 7](https://64.media.tumblr.com/27a4d0d1637dd3adbb3b728ab209bb61/7d84dafc2f9e3d51-65/s500x750/957db9e87d6ed60dc3babd50c4d50c9faa34d03b.png)
Glow up - Day 8
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Checklist
♡ Skincare (x2).
♡ Brushed teeth (x2).
♡ Drink water (x2).
Extra
♡ Washed my hair.
♡ Went on a roadtrip to Hermanus.
♡ Completed 2 lessons on Semantic HTML.
♡ Ate out and swam at a different beach.
♡ Took a long nap.
♡ Did my nail care on my other hand.
Recap
Yesterday was really fun. Hermanus is really beautiful but kinda overrated. Spent some time with my family and ate some really good food. I did spill something on my shirt but! I did get a new shirt out of it.
![Glow Up - Day 8](https://64.media.tumblr.com/27a4d0d1637dd3adbb3b728ab209bb61/a863a6d40d84422b-1e/s500x750/91b5f77c103f4719cd07339d8951e43f5fd9878c.png)
Glow up - Day 9
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Checklist
♡ Skincare (x1).
♡ Brush teeth (x1).
♡ Drink water (x2).
Extra
♡ Edited and posted a chapter of one of my WIPs.
♡ Planned out the outline for my second chapter of one of my WIPs.
Recap
Literally did nothing today. It's a sunday and school starts on wednesday. So that's why we all decided to do nothing because there wasn't a day during this vacation when we didn't do nothing (we were always busy, going places ect.).
![Glow Up - Day 9](https://64.media.tumblr.com/27a4d0d1637dd3adbb3b728ab209bb61/def8040d73337b6e-b8/s500x750/479cdf9a1a37e45b91726ff774e40394e4443edc.png)
Glow up - Day 10
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Checklist
♡ Skincare (x2).
♡ Brush teeth (x2).
♡ Drink water (x4).
Extra
♡ Went shopping with my family.
♡ Planned out the Japanese lessons I want to do in the future.
Recap
Yesterday was super chill. Just spent the day savouring my second last vacation day.
![Glow Up - Day 10](https://64.media.tumblr.com/27a4d0d1637dd3adbb3b728ab209bb61/63ee48cf533b2273-6b/s500x750/b7faa8ca6270e90a125c083da5213607aa87d879.png)