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Xaden and Violet arguement
Angst
Summary: one of the arguments between Xaden & Violet of him trying to keep here safe ( for example her sneaking off to teceruss to get the luminary.)
From violets POV:
‘Why can you not just stay here so your safe from all harms way?’ Xaden raises his voice a tiny bit,with annoyance ringing in his tone, ‘just like everyone else’s here for dunne‘s sake!'
How could he say that when he puts himself in danger all the time? That’s an unfair question to ask of me and especially from how far I’ve come.
'How is it different from you going out there each day or for Maleks sake for a nearly full week while I wait crossing me fingers at the morning formation begging,pleading for your name to not come up,’ or Mira’s but this conversation is about us,about him being a too stubborn arsehole to let me actually do any real help other than staying behind these walls and reading, I let down my shield for him to hear it all down our bonds hopefully to see how unfair this is and how he is being a prick. ‘Reciting the same 3 words in my head like my own mantra,mourning the loss of seeing ur chest raise each morning in bed to see ach breath contains a heart beat.'
I tell him with my voice breaking into a graspy hollow sound, to tell him how unfair it is to see him in dangers and not by side me with his heartbeating my own motivational of life, to tell him it breaks micro scabs of my heart to watch him go gradually leaving me with a hollow wound nothing can fill but his gaze back on me,my hands on him in a tight grip of comfort as I hold him in bed to make sure he won’t leave me once again in the mourning to see the awful view of his side,his side clear as air will let it with the weight thundering on me for him for 2 different but interlinked reasons. For him leaving me and leaving me.
‘You cannot expect me to simply let you into harms way never mind lead you into it.’
‘What because my life is intertwined to yours and you can’t trust me to defend my own or your life!’ … that wasn’t at all fair to say to him of course he trusts me,… I think, but I need to do some thing more useful out of here actually save and protect lives- like his.
‘That is not the truth and you know it Violet. Of course I trust you with my life as you said just a couple of months ago,the only thing you could trust me with was yours, then let me keep that trust and defend your life!’ He says desperation leaning into his eyes with a flicker of gold sway in to the storm of arguements and emotions he’s building. For once please don’t build those damn walls.
‘Yes of course u know that it was an error to accuse you of that but you treat me like less of all the survivors of Resson like I wasn’t one,like I wasn’t the one that killed one,you are sending all of them out there but me for Dunne crying out loud I wish you treated me as careless like at Gauntele-'
‘For fucks sake you weren’t mine then and certainly you then you weren’t nearly not gong to be a survivor for 3 fucking miserable days! Why won’t I let u risk your life every grateful day that u did become a survivor and one of us,on our side is because I can’t risk u because very clearly have I put it that I can’t risk the one thing that keeps me alive not literally my life through our bond but the life you push me to proceed with your heart crashing around doing malek knows what risking you life out there,everywhere u go that ISN’T behind these walls,’ he empathises on each words trying to let me understand his heartbreaking confession of the greed of my security of being protected behind and beyond these ward less walls that u have not succeeded once.
‘You cannot simply ask me to not risk my life with you doing so it is insultingly unfa-' I fail at my arguement with the little one I have..or had
‘Why won’t you let me keep you safe, Violet?Why don’t you just let me keep you safe?’ He pleads in shout that I bet everyone can hear from behind the doors of the sparring room, ‘For once, one time! ’ he contorts to plead with a punishable look of desperation flooding his eyes a storm to let me understand how unfair this is on him.
‘Let me keep you safe,for not for you, Violet, for me, selfishly me!’ he screams at me with desperation and as he drops to his knees infront of me his head hangs low for a second before snapping up to me with mercy in his eyes as no walls stands as they have been penetrated beyond control he can fathom now.
He looks me dead in the eyes as a slither of something comes out from his left side his face threateningly to slither down his cheek
A tear.
It follows it route before I drop down onto my knees and kiss it away the salty punishment burning on my lips of what I have done cradling him in a crushing grip as u do one hand in his soft hair one on his back as he leans his head initi the dents of my necks holding onto my back as his voice cracks into a million apologies none that I take as I tell him my own his hands pull me in in my back as he kissing behind me on the back of my shoulder crying, apologies running down my back from his throat like a fountain broken beyond measures nothing holding back.
A sharp pain shoot up my right shoulder blade as he bites onto it unpleasant tears stream my back still ac it ur my head and his eyes scrunched as tight as they could. With an unfathomable amount of pain I have endoured.
'Im so sorry all I want is you safe I can’t breathe when your not nevermind when we fight I can’t stand the thought of losing you in anyway all I want is you safe,it’s all I want.'
'I know, I know, unknown , I have been unfair on you no need for apologies, Xaden, it okay really I’m here I’m the one who is sorry but we are as you have said before difficult people we need to get through this nervend which one of us needs to be sorry.‘
' …I love you, Xaden.'
'I love you , Violet.'
Incorrect quote I thought of from TikTok audios:
Violet getting assassination attempts: what! This place is crazy!
The literal god she told she was going to build a temple in aretia for if Sloane survived the parapet: this might be a bad time right now but you owe me 250 dollars
Watching dead poet society and thought of Xaden…being a poet.
Xaden being poet as he wrote her a poem of how he feels and how he would "watch the ambers of ash fall into the flecks of his darkest of hair to be able to see her stare with her hair down off end so fare that they are envied by a vein venin daher s as Silver as a basgiath war college cadet rarity having one in their palm infront of a traitor to defenceless of none bravery is found in their soul, for you dear couple have become a slither of silver saviour our defenders hold to gratitude and respect but a stare from those wonders of palest blues flickered with armed flames if amber to rain terror on those who betray or prey on the defenceless we only try to save. So dear wow my treat with a kiss as I do you and let me have you lay in my bed no sexualities to be loved by you just let down your hair and look at me and I’m loved by you, now smile and watch me be devoted and devoured by you.“
For poet Xaden be chased down by Garrick to have a read as Imogen is surprised to just hear what he would do
For Xaden bring post bring Violet nothing but her heart melting as she loves them to death and tells jesina to not add it in the history book she writes
For Xaden being a poet and Violet wanting someone to do a surgery when she died to dig the poem with her [as she also loves book’s, literal works,poems] and all his letters(even a drawing of her and a storm, a storm from bashiath room one with an unshattered and one shattered, one in his room in aretia, and finally one in his room in the eastern wing of the Samarian outpost.) and for her to be diverted into her heart and buried with them.
For Xaden being a poet and next time Violet sees him asks him to read it out loud to her as she states at him saying each word with such care and asking him to repeat the whole poem as she lays down on his bed eyes closed taking each cursive syllable in
For Xaden being a poet as Violet trying to re create one for him
[(Xaden being a poet is just so aaaaaaahhh)]
Wait imagine jesina wrote in the book of how long Xaden and Violet screamed in agony about Liams death:
“Time by tairnanaerch the black Morningstar for Xaden Riorson cried in an ‘agonising' scream for Liam Mairi, his fosteredbrother and a great marked one cadet, for 56 seconds, Violet Sorrengail screamed in 'agony' for her shadow,her protector,a marker on but a great friend of the woman and a msn she loved as a brother,a bestfriend, for a full 52 seconds before her voice went hoarse.
We commend the beloved souls of the marked one, Liam Miari, to Malek
May all his belongs be set on fire but not his influence in the people he has left behind in his death, an insultingly,inscrutiating sacrifice to Malek, an unfortunate death we all will miss and grief."
Quote from skullduggery pleasant book that u think would fit these two:
As Garrick spoke, Xaden took a fresh t-shirt from his bag and took off the one he‘d been wearing. Every time he moved,his muscles rolled beneath his skin. It was astonishing. He was a gleaming marvel of musculature. A scattering of scars crossed his perfect torso,evidence of a hard-lived life, each scar a signature of a different battle or enemy. Her ex belonging in the infantry quadrant had never been like that. Dain had never been like that. Xaden Riorson was something brand-new and wonderful.
“Mmm,” said Violet.
Garrick looked at her. “Yes?”
Her eyes snapped towards him. “What?”
“You have something to add?”
She stared. “Nope. Just… agreeing.”
Tairn sighed throughout her bond and towards Xaden’s too. “Xaden,please put your shirt on. Violet’s getting distracted.”
“I’m not,” she argued, then gave a subtle smile at Xaden. “You don’t have to put your shirt on”
Xaden laughed through the bond a tainted smile crossed his lips but before being able to drown in the desirable taints of its looks, being covered as he pulled the t-shirt over his head.
“As I was saying,” Garrick continued…
In the next book I beg as I’ve seen ppl say this might happen for Garrick and Violet to get to know one another and build like a friendship
And for Sgaeyl to get along with Violet to know her more
And no one has said thsi but PLEASE give Imogen and Violet tobe friend and like the baddass duo ever 🙏
Incorrect quotes off TikTok audios
That scene where Violet is in his room taking off his shoes:
Violet: alright, I’m about to blow your mind
Xaden looking down at her: blow me
Violet:
Xaden:
Violet: …
Violet: your mind
Xaden: oh… okay
I just thought of something Liam could have said to Violet. When she was getting tortured:
‘Violet, my death was nothing of your fault. Malek always had it out to me,to take it from yours and my brothers grasp as you both blame yourselves. You only delayed the inevitable of Malek’s intentions for my life. You gave me a few months more of life to be grateful,thankful and love the people around me just a bit more. You got me to be able to take care of the e people I live and bask in their happiness more as they are around me. It’s not your fault as you gave me life,Violet’
Like😭
Nahh just thought of something that Xaden could have said to Imogen while she still hated Violet and Xaden was starting to fall for her
‘Riorson, we should still not trust her, she is the daughter of the traitor of our parents lives’ Imogen argued with him after a training sesh with Violet, Imogen was ready to argue Afters hours of sitting and argueing with her to push her limits. She started to warm up to Violet and was trying to convince ways to hate her as she tried to make Riorson too.
‘She is the traitor’s daughter something you should remember before you think to even trust her.’ She whispered with a silent sharp edge to it hissing at her next words, ‘ you may have life with her but she could and can take yours if you trust her within all of our secrets not just yours, but that’s a blade against your throat.
She is unworthy of trust might I remind you of her words that she freely told me of how her moth-
‘Enough,Imogen,’ Xaden raised his voice a n inch above his normal calm tone as he took his foot of the stone wall, statues next to his other leg as his eyebrows creased, a tense posture among his face she has never recognised thrown her way through out their friendship,
‘She is a daughter of a traitor against our parents trust, judgement and lives, that Malek’s taken from within our grasp from our age,’ he hissed four words out, ‘ I have not forgotten.’
‘For everyone’s lives every day I am reminded every day when I turn around and glance in a mirror, or any flashbacks of the reminder of the agony I felt after the cold shower I took after the woman’s deal, and when I with-drawled from the temperament with a rub of a towel and materials against it for the last few days afterwards’
‘I have not forgotten.’ He whispered with a jagged edge to his tone an icy glare walked her way.
‘But for us she not a traitor for being by our side and looking for our backs for us as we are to her as we have our own ‘dealings of plans’ that we have committed and will continue to do for outsiders if the borders and insider safety as out parents have done, but do not forget she is as a traitor as we are,’ he confused to lay down his last argument with her before he planned to walk away and hit the showers.
‘And for her mother, their relationship is complicated beyond mending or betraying us for her, I have found out she hates her, and the only reasons she spit those comments at you is the obvious was to undo us your anger but as well all know,’ he threw his left arm to Imogen’s side, the one Violet got mended,‘ it didn’t quite work for her, now did it.’
He left her standing their shocked and rethinking of how to adjust to filet within reach of security of safety as Xaden hit the showers to get the sound of violets name of his body as cold as it could be to take off the warmness she left on him without her presence even there.
At times like this he always shot the question through the feathering silence in his mind.
‘Oh father what should I do’
Quotes of TikTok audios because I need to write them out part whatever:
This one from 10 thing I hate about you-arhehahhrhehshdhhd.
Violet-drunkleaning on like in the scene leading her back to her room past where they first kissed(idc when this is your imagination):You don’t care if I never wake up.
Xaden- subtly smiling: sure I do.
Violet- being turned around to face him: why?
Xaden: well then because then I’d have to actually try and take care of never mind keep alive a woman who actually likes me.
Violet-smiling drunk now: like you could find one.
Xaden-pushing hair behind Violet’s ear and points only for a slight money before laying down by his side-oh see, that there who needs affection when I have blind hatred ?
Incorrect quotes because I love these:
At the end of iron flame:
Violet-in Xaden’s room,telling him in an outraged tone sliced through it: That’s dishonest, Disrespectful, and deceitful.
Xaden:..So… your in?
Violet-blinks at him: I thought that was clear