It Huuuurts - Tumblr Posts
I got sick of feeling everything so deeply. So I just shut it all off. I don’t feel anything now. :)
RSD (rejection sensitive dysphoria)
just found out that i probably have RSD as well as ADHD and fuck. That explains so much. Like why I get anxiety over almost every post I make on here, why I am terrified of public speaking when I used to be fine, why I can't imagine ever asking someone out unless I'm sure they like me back because what if they say no? Why i feel self conscious and weird in front of random strangers i will never see again. So much shit that I thought was rejection trauma or something. I wish I'd known this earlier and I hope more people can learn about it earlier than I did.
In the last ten hours I have I’ve hurt the same 2 fingers multiple times.
I didn’t do anything special, doors and beds just decided to hate me today.
ibuprofen is the best midnight snack, nobody can convince me otherwise
Why I'm still here? What's the reason? I'm 22 years old with nothing to lose.
I don't have friends, I don't stand my family, the only speck of light in my life is gone and I'm supposed to still keep fighting? What bullshit is that?
Don't get me wrong, sometimes life it's too beautiful to just give up, but, I mean, why me? What did I do to deserve all of this? I don't think I'm bad person, I think I loved and loved deeply, I think all I did was loving and in return I get this? WHAT?! All I have is this room?
Nah, it's not fair and I don't want to become the villain. I don't want to change for the worst, but I don't even want to be this.
This stupid piece of skin, this shattered mind that is in constant pain. I really don't.
I don't, I'm just a girl, I'm just scared. I'm just me and it hurt if I think it's not enough.
Please, I'm serious, don't let me drown, please
I can’t tell if it’s my stomach or my lower back that hurts because I’ve been sat hunched over for a while now :/
Ice Bear:First off we’re not brothers. We’re like three different types of bears
I mean he didnt have to call them out like that.
GUYS I HAVE A NEW FAVORITE CHARACTER NOWW!! KATSUKI BAKUGOU WHO? NEITO MONOMA? WHO'S THAT? I ONLY KNOW TOUYA TODOROKI!! (jk I still love my blondes)
