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The Summer Job
It was the Summer 2002 in Southern California and I was film student eager for experience. Landing an intern position at a major studio was becoming a difficult task. It definitely was a case of not knowing anything, but also not knowing anyone to get in. I became increasingly frustrated seeing peers land spots at studios I applied to. I realized I needed to change my strategy.
Back then craigslist was the defacto to turn to, so I applied to anything I could find. Within 2 days I started receiving calls back. The majority of call backs were from adult studios, to which I declined. Though after a few weeks of getting no where. I began to wonder, could I handle working in the industry. Knowing how my mind would latches on to the perverse. To the point I have to snap myself out of it.
The side of myself that I had been repressing for the majority of my life to this point. Was the animalistic need to fuck, watch others fuck, and hear hear others fuck. I felt I wouldn't be able to control that in the industry atmosphere, so I shied away from it. Then I landed a spot at a major studio and was super excited. The excitement lasted all of about 3 days. Doing basic bitch work of grab me some coffee, make me some copies, and go pick up some food for the team. I was over it. After 3 weeks of that, I called one of the adult studios back.
One studio in particular had me come over to their office the next day. Asked me of my experience, which wasn't much and how I was with nudity. After a few minutes of banter they asked if I was available that night for shoot. Being that a boom operator called out and they asked if I could fill the spot. In my head saying "ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY!" Yet calmly replying, "I'd love to join and help out this team." They said "Great here is the location and be there at 8PM for prep." We exchanged hand shakes and off I went back to my apartment.
Sitting on my the couch thinking how fast I landed that position, I started to worry. They didn't background check me, W-2, I signed nothing. What if it was some kind of set up? I started having second thoughts. Then through my wall I could hear the faint sounds of my next door neighbor having sex. I chuckled, thinking this is the universe's was of telling me to fallow the path.
I made it to the location in the hills 10 minutes early and no one was there. Here I was thinking, damn man I got played. While looking out over the city and "enjoying" the smog filled evening view. I figured screw it I'll smoke my last doob. With the jay sitting between my lips and about to light it. I get a call saying that traffic was crazy and they were not far. Another 10 minutes later they showed up with the equipment.
Once the set was prepped I had a brief introduction with the talent. A run down of the takes and positions for the evening. There was no table read or scenario to be played out. While this was going on the talent were doing their own prep. Off to the side I could see the male performer stroking his cock with some lube. Getting as hard as possible. The female performer was receiving the final touches of hair and make up details. A small zip lock bag containing ice was applied to her nipples to perk them up.
The in home lights were dimmed, set lighting received its final adjustments, the talent stepped into frame, and I was in awe. So much so the director said, "Hey mic guy get your fucking boom up!" I still had it rested on my shoulder with my headphones half on my head. Soon after, pouring into my earphones were the sounds of sucking, throating, and moaning. Then feeling the heat of the moment, the humidity, the smell of cum in the air. Bodies writhing in various positions. Eyes rolling back in orgasmic pleasure. It was a surreal moment and it felt right.
All the repressing years leading up to that, I suddenly felt stupid and annoyed. Stupid for holding myself back from wanting to seeing those things unfold. Annoyed that I put myself through unfulfilling job experiences, even relationships that meant nothing to my soul. I stayed with the studio for almost 3 years. With a front row seat to all various forms of vanilla to taboo sex. It was an amazing chapter in my life that I'm glad I lived.
The Ravenous
My time in the industry taught me a lot about people. Their motivations and drives. The cornucopia of things that turns one on and off. Traumas past and present. Chemistry, rapport, and humility within those.
Yet there are small percentage of outliers that are hypersexual, and ravenous. I found that in most cases. It was almost always women in their mid 30's and up. While back in the 2000's the industry deemed them as "too old". Which always found ridiculous and antiquated. Their endurance was far greater of men the same age. The orgasms stronger and more electric to film. When their kink demands were met, they became almost animalistic and carnal in a way.
Still the age range was typically reserved for gonzo style shoots. The studios didn't care about making her a star. They just wanted content to keep them in business. Feeding into stereotypes about the adult world. I voiced my opinion on the matter on a few occasions. Which led to me ultimately being fired.
Back then I never understood why certain women were able to tap into this versus others. I thought, surely there are other women who feel this way that are not in the industry. Perhaps they even felt ashamed to admit it due to familial or societal pressures.
Now fast forward to this modern age. And after years having my nose buried in various university studies. We find the answers are in a persons blood. To be specific hormonal imbalances, leading at times to depression. Imbalances so bad, where in certain cases locking a persons true self away. I encourage women not to hinder themselves. Seek out an endocrinologist and have your levels checked. Perhaps it will unlock a side of yourself. Even your own ravenous side. What you choose to do with it is your own. Embrace it.
Once you little tyrants realize I do, think, feel and support who I want, the better off you’ll be.
You run nothing. Delete me and I’ll just keep coming back to make you more and more mad you can’t control me through the DNC, women/feminsm, sexual shame, gaslighting, blacklisting, gang stalking or financial abuse. I do what I want BITCH. https://linktr.ee/rainbow_raven27
Above is 2024 me…
Someone ask me was I 24? Oh love I’m 32 and homeless baby…
Darlings
2020-2021 me…
I love me smooth everywhere…
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If you raw DOGGIN 5-10 new people weekly or monthly, stay tested every month or weekly.
Legit boys, prep “truvada” ain’t enough to blindly trust your cum dumps… some dude literally still got it. I’m not on prep, never trusted it and since tumblr deleted me 3 times now I’ll share how I treat my herpes ( HSV2 ) while remaining HIV NEGATIVE tested multiple times a year!
Be smart, be picky, stop trusting that people care about their own bodies enough to care about yours bruh. Same with vaccines, I stayed unvaccinated because I didn’t trust the science or the Eugenicist behind it.
Before I engage in sex because I have herpes (HSV2) but am HIV negative … I firstly flush out my system meaning I empty my bowels, gut and ass of any waste from days prior that hasn’t digested with a SHOWER HOSE to prevent scabs from forming internally to prevent shedding and outbreaks externally…I also use my coconut oil, castor oil and my old 10inch silicone dildo to get deep up inside the intestinal lining to really clear out waste while coating the skin and the castor oil soothes internal inflammation in that area while helping you enjoy the RIDE. Health and wellness happens to PLEASURABLE MEN, don’t be afraid of your ass women have lied for centuries, it’s the secret to great health and ultimate pleasure.
Anyway, upon doing all that before I shower I have my favorite tea, I can’t tell you all my formula yet but I can share 4 of the 13 full formula I combined over 9yrs to test my theory that “if I increase the ribosomes during Protein synthesis internally while maintaining organ function I need natural herbs and remedies to do so.” Did some research and discovered the L-lysine amino acid has promising results but noticed it wasn’t strong enough by itself, so through trial and error I discovered my formula…
1. L-lysine - 10,000-20,000mg
2. Ascorbly palmitite VITAMIN C - 10,000-20,000mg - power form to get to the blood stream then to the infected area faster, same with lysine.
3. Organic aloe Vera juice - Gallon! Helps with absorption of the nutrients so your pancreas, liver and kidneys isn’t overloaded like with big pharmaceutical meds for herpes that I’ve avoided for 9yrs now ALL NATURAL!
4. Low low low dose silica, bone health and its rumored herpes may hide near the base of your spinal cord so this was a no brainer - by low dose I mean 25mg-50mg.
I’ve added 9 others to this formula over 9yrs but I can’t share that yet, it’s gonna be on the market once my sex work career takes off. Bahahaha 😆 in my dreams but anyway, TRY it men living with HSV1-2. I’d never take a herpes vaccine for a skin condition/nerve condition, not ever!
A week of this, your outbreaks will go back in hiding… I like to think of herpes as an alien. It’ll destroy other parasites and bugs in your system btw, many percs I’ve learned to having it plus their is a lot more to this but these bitches will delete my tumblr eventually because I play by MY OWN RULES in every aspect of my life. Write this down, don’t be a fool and pass herpes and you don’t need to. HIV is blood, HERPES is nerve and skin… never compare the two as the 1970s tried to do. I love being smooth, smooth means you can always see my skin, always check pubes for scabs boys. Trust but verify is a way of LIFE!
I need men pampering me…
Legit. Sore but moving the bod!
They’ve been unsuccessful controlling, manipulating ( well they got me once during woke riots ), claiming my booty as theirs and spreading 75% of their collective agenda to monopolize the most beautiful men all ethnicities with their “BBC” and “Thug rape fetish” implemented in everyone’s psyche …
The Nubian. Tricky ones ay? So the grift was cry about racism to monopolize for resources fun sexual favor, I’ve always had you CLOCKED… why you stay mad at me for not picking you ever. lol they really got privilege huh? Now they gotta apologize to White men.
Think about it… before they colonized the America’s, they fucked their way through the native populations, you think that’s because of religion or because they were proud pervert conquerors.
Smallpox, duh… they traveled the world “crusading” which I just see as FUCKING foreigners. lol not to be vulgar but let’s keep it real. Religion for most… is a cover. 👀
The secularist and kinks keep trying to tell them this, the founding fathers of America weren’t religious zealous cockless, sexuality hating cuck SEXLESS men. Idk why they think their G O D S are… They were proud pervs and some even crossdressers. The founding fathers and me are on good terms, sure I have Native American roots also but I embrace the U S A as it WAS and COULD BE. I don’t hold onto resentment and vengeance, though I could.
Adam smith, father of capitalism famously said “ America was by no means built on the Christian faith”. No hatred as a proud sexually liberated gay man but I just agree. Same for Islam or Judaism… that’s why America could be the best place ever.
The mgtow sexually liberated men don’t want a global war, whoever can stop that we support.
We want to P L A Y.
If I’m out here all fall and winter imma need the heaviest duty winter tent and slightly bigger also damnit!
You boys gonna leave me out here again huh this year? lol
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Gangubai Kathiawadi (2022) - Movie Review
I just finished watching "Gangubai Kathiawadi" and it was phenomenal. It deserves all the praises it gets. If you want to feel something from a movie, go watch it. (And also it's on Netflix)
How a woman was sold to prostitution and slowly raised to gain power? Though lengthy, the plot was paced perfectly. It didn't rush to complete the story.
The dialogues hit hard as they are so powerful. For example, in a scene where Gangu was trying to get the children of the prostitutes admitted into a school, she was asked the identity of their father mockingly. And she replied with, "Isn't mother's name enough?" She even put humour to it and asked to add the name of a famous actor as the father of all the children. If you've already watched it, you know what I'm talking about...
And about Alia Bhatt, I think she did a great job and deserves all the praises.
But I think the character of Raziabai should be played by a real life eunuch. Apart from this, I overall enjoyed the film.
Prompt 77
Geralt is no stranger to brothels. He's not some blushing virgin. He's had many a tumble with whores. He has his needs, sue him. The women are usually very polite, even though they reek of fear and disgust beneath all the demure smiles they so carefully crafted. It's all an act. They're putting on a performance. Geralt tends to just ask them to get on with the sex so he doesn't have to hear them try to lie to him about what they find attractive, though this just sours reputations of him further. He'd have a quick fuck with a man or two now and again as well, if not for male prostitutes being so hard to find. It was technically illegal, though fuck knows why. So he sticks to the women. He pays well, he's courteous to what the women are and aren't okay with, and he leaves when they're tired, even if his longing for touch and his witcher stamina could keep him going. Geralt hasn't gotten his oats sowed so to speak for quite a while. Like,, Quite a while. Too long, he thinks to himself on behalf of hindsight's laughing voice. He finds the first brothel in a town in seemingly forever. Within seconds of walking in, he already detests the way the women are clearly treated. "Ah, Witcher! Here for a night of pleasure? Young, Old, Sweet, Mean, Women, Men-" "You have men here?" Geralt is just genuinely in awe. The first time he finds a man to hire, it's in this dump? "Oh, just the one. Julian. Would you like to pay for his services, Witcher?" ... And Geralt says yes. Stink of fear and disgust and distrust aside, it's been too long since he's laid with a man. The man soon walks in, with a big bright smile, and fluffy brown hair that would flop in front of his eyes if it weren't so well-trained from what must be frequent hair-tosses. He's beautiful. He begins introducing himself and rambles for quite a long time, really. "...Alright, that's it! What is it? What's wrong?" "Wrong?" "What's wrong with me? You've been staring at me silently the whole time with that odd look on your face. I'm sorry if you were wishing for a... Man like you, but I know many tricks, and I've it on good authority that I do them well!" Geralt stares at him some more. Intrigued. "...You're not afraid." "...Um- No.. I don't... Should I be afraid? Oh! Is this roleplay? Do you want rope? There's some in the back office-" "No- I mean. You. Real you. You're not afraid of me. Even though I'm a witcher." "Well, obviously? Witchers kill evil monsters and save the day, don't they?" And before he knows it, Geralt is talking to Julian. Talking, talking, talking. He finds out that Julian is a disowned noble, his favorite flowers are buttercups and dandelions, he wants to see the world, and his greatest wish is to leave this place and be a bard someday. They talk, talk, talk, until eventually there's a knock at the door, sunlight shining through the windows. It's the man in charge. "Julian. Your time is up." "Oh- Can't I stay and talk to Geralt a little lon-" "Julian. You have customers." Geralt hadn't even realized it was morning. They had talked through the night. They hadn't even had sex. Was he really going to make Julian continue working? "He needs time to rest." "Don't tell me what to do with my whores, Witcher." The man snarls, grabbing Julian's arm and yanking him out of the room. Geralt decides then and there that he has a new mission. Geralt leaves, and goes on with life as normal for a whole year, nearly to the day. He rides back into that same town, over to that same brothel, and asks to buy Julian. "You mean... For the night?" "Forever." And Geralt lays down the most money he's ever spent in one place. The man scoffs and nods, gesturing lazily to a barracks of sorts. Julian spots him, and beams that same smile.
"Geralt! You came back! How long do we have? You must tell me everything!" "I didn't buy you for the night."
Geralt blurts, and Julian deflates in place, his grin dropping to a frown.
"Oh.. O- Of course. Right-"
He begins to fidget in place, awkwardly, and Geralt inhales through his teeth.
"I bought you. Out of here." "P a r d o n?"
And he leads Julian out to reveal all the things Geralt used his money on throughout the year. A fine horse to take Julian around the world, A lute, personalized with engravings of buttercups and dandelions, and a whole wardrobe's worth of clothing to get him started.
Julian cries, and hugs him, and assures him it's good tears, and cries some more, and hugs his new horse, and hugs his new lute, and hugs his new clothes, and cries, and kisses Geralt, and mounts his horse, and turns to Geralt to ask where they're headed.
"..You're… Wanting to follow me?" "But of course! Lead the way, my witcher!"
And so Geralt does.
Fuck people who are anti sex work. Putting women out of jobs you think are icky is not the feminist move you think it is :)
when people like me say we're pro sex work we don't mean we're pro sex industry. We want to see heavy improvement with how that industry handles its workers, and trying to abolish sex work makes things fucking worse. If sex work is outlawed, sex workers will have even less legal protections, you dumb fucks. Y'all claim to be for women's rights until a woman goes into a line of work you think is icky. you claim being pro sex work is 'pro rape', because certainly people advocating for better atmospheres for sex workers definitely want to abolish consent too (heavy sarcasm). It's irritating, these people are irritating.
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