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Can u do 4 and hyunjin pls?

4. things you said over the phone (hwang hyunjin)

pairing: hwang hyunjin x fem!reader

genre: fluff

word count: 1.1 k

warnings: mentions of covid and the pandemic

THINGS YOU SAID MASTERLIST 

Your sleepy eyes focus on the screen of your laptop, your mind desperately trying to make you stay awake and take in the words that are currently coming out of your professor’s mouth. You’ve been doing online classes since the last october and even though it’s been a long, long time, you don’t think you’re ever going to fully get used to the fact that you wake up every day only to seat yourself behind your desk and listen to your lectures in your own room instead of taking the 30 minute route to school and attend your university in person. 

You’re fairly certain you look like a zombie right now, since the reality of online classes is cruel. Sometimes, you don’t even brush your teeth before connecting to your zoom class. It’s too much effort to even change out of your pyjamas and you don’t bother to put on makeup, because it’s a waste of money when no one’s going to see you after your online classes end anyway. The smell of tea you made yourself exactly 3 minutes prior connecting to your online business class slowly lulls you to sleep, the fact that the chamomile is supposed to help you relax not helping you one bit as you need to stay awake and focused. 

The faces of your classmates on the screen look the same everyday. You don’t even remember the last time you talked to your friend Minho or your friend Felix in person. You don’t even remember when was the last time the topic of your conversations wasn’t covid or the lectures. Times were simpler before the pandemic, that’s for sure. You miss being so carefree.

At first, there was a certain sense of anxiety in you before you turned your camera on in classes. You didn’t feel comfortable knowing people could just be staring at you all the time, you didn’t feel comfortable knowing that your classmates know your room now-- or at least the part of your room you chose to show them, depending on where you were sitting with your laptop. You also didn’t like calling, and well, online classes were all just one big call anyway. The lack of social interaction was making you stress and the more you thought about it, the more your hands trembled, but after some time, the stress and nerves became less and less noticeable and turning your camera on felt like a daily routine now-- you had no problems with it. Everyone was in the same position as you anyway. There was nothing to be stressed about.

Sometimes you watch your classmates in the small boxes of the zoom meeting when you zone out and don’t pay attention to the class. Sometimes, you watch yourself. You examine the way you look in class, the way your face moves when you understand something. You would be lying if you told the world you liked what you saw every single day, but you guess that’s just the curse you have. 

You talked about this with Hyunjin the last time you two called in your free period. You grew quite close to the boy over the time of quarantine, even though you didn’t quite understand how that could happen in a time where social interaction was prohibited. He understood you-- you guess everyone’s a little insecure, even though we may not seem like it. 

You search for the window with his face in the zoom meeting, smiling to yourself when you see him. The background of his room seems so familiar to you now, even though you’ve never actually visited him in his home before. His hair is a little messy around his face, but he still looks just as adorable and pretty as always. You are convinced he’d still look amazing even if you woke him up in the middle of the night, cheeks puffy and eyes droopy.

For a moment, it feels like your eyes meet-- even though it’s quite impossible with how many people there are in the conference-- before he gazes down at something, a gentle smile playing on his face. 

The moment he looks back up again, you hear your phone ring with the incoming notification, making you look at it to see you had a message from the boy himself, making you grin to yourself as you roll your eyes at his antics.

hyunjin: you look really cute today c:

You wonder if it’s him reflecting on your recent confession, or if it’s just him being nice. Your heart swells a little at the compliment and you battle to hide the wide grin sitting on your face, but it’s hard as you just sigh to yourself and decide to, politely, give up on paying attention in class once again, dialing his number. You make sure your microphone is turned off and see the little crossed microphone icon next to Hyunjin’s name as well, signaling that it’s safe for you to call him and not disturb the class.

“Hello?” you see him pick up the call in your laptop, giggling to himself.

“You should stop distracting me in class, Mr Hwang.” you say, smiling like an idiot. 

“You should stop calling me in class, then, Ms Y/L/N, I don’t think it’s doing wonders to your education either,” he diplomatically replies. It’s almost like the whole class disappeared, the voice of your professor drowned out somewhere deep inside of your consciousness, it’s only the two of you on the call, smiling at each other in pure bliss.

“It’s your fault, Mr Hwang. You shouldn’t message me such things when the mood needs to be serious and professional.” 

“Let me make it up to you, then,” he proposes diplomatically.

“Oh yeah? Now I’m intrigued. What’s your offer?” 

“Let me take you on a date,” he says and you swear you see his cheeks redden a little even in the greyed-out hue of his camera, “when the situation gets better, of course. Or we can just wear our masks. I don’t mind.”

Your heart skips a few beats, your insides swelling with warmness you’ve never experienced before, and it’s all because of Hyunjin-- the boy you grew close to in online classes. It’s strange, it’s unexpected, but you’re quite glad your fate isn’t how you expected it to be. The pandemic isn’t something you’re ever going to get used to, but the presence of Hwang Hyunjin in your life is something your heart would surely get used to quickly. He’s magnetic.

“Well then, I’m sure I can’t decline this offer.” 

Ahh this was so good😭😩

another thing that i can clearly see is that our cute jeongin is not that cute i mean he will fuck with the boys sleeping in the same room with a hand in the reader's mouth and saying that if she moans she will not be able to cum for weeks

anon, ahhh! fuck! this is so good. and i read this half asleep this morning and then fell asleep again and dreamt about it so thank you for that 😘

i think people dom for different reasons, like some like control, some like seeing their partner feel good, and some (like jeongin) are just so damn horny they need to use someone. like jeongin is messy and rough and just wants to feel good. he always makes you feel good too but half the time it's by accident, your orgasm often a side effect of him seeking his own.

and bc he's so horny he will touch you whenever my man is so into free use it's ridiculous but we'll leave that for another time and this includes in front of his hyungs. sometimes it's subtle stuff and there was this one movie night where he made you sit on his lap in a skirt, riding him in the back of the room. baby bread will do shit wherever, as long as it ended in him cumming.

keep quiet

wc: 1.1k

cw: hard dom!jeongin x afab sub!reader, unprotected sex (do not do this), exhibitionism, orgasm denial mentioned, degradation, pet names for reader (princess, slut, whore, baby), dacryphilia-ish, tiny bit of praise kink, panties stuffed in mouth, talk of sex with multiple partners, the tiniest amount of dumbification bc apparently i can't write anything without that

'don't you dare make a noise princess, okay?'

'be a good slut and let me use your pretty hole'

'if you wake any of my hyungs up you won't cum for a very long time.'

'don't you dare be bad'

the stretch of his cock always felt so good but you were trying not to focus on that. actually, you were trying to think of anything except your boyfriend towering over you, slowing fucking himself into you and the seven other men sound asleep around you. the taste of your own wetness in on your tongue as your panties, stuffed in your mouth, aided in him keeping you quiet.

you knew he wasn't joking around with his threats to withhold your orgasm from you for weeks, he has done it before, not letting you finish for so long that you begged him, crying on your knees to let you get off. you would do anything, you told him, and then you proved it, grinding yourself to your release on his thigh without any help from him, just some harsh words and names. the wet patch you left on his jeans vivid in your mind now as jeongin sped up slightly. the half pulled down pyjamas hidden under your shared blanket, as you internally hoped that the rest of stray kids were deep sleepers.

this wasn't your plan or idea to do this. when the guys initially suggested the sleepover you were so excited, having not seen much of the guys since they split the houses up and work on the next album began. but jeongin had woken you up in the middle of the night and told you he needed you, that he couldn't help it, he'd been dreaming about you, that he'd be quick, and you never could say no to that face. you wanted him too, being full of him was addicting.

he speeds up again and it's getting even harder to stay quiet now, your eyes screw shut trying to focus on not letting the whole room know how well jeongin's cock fit inside you, how rhythmically he was hitting that spot inside you, how you could feel every vein and ridge.

his heavy breathing is hidden as he buries his head in your neck, biting down on you hard enough to bruise, just to keep himself quiet. you were also struggling with that task, hands grabbing at his shirt with such force you were scared you'd rip it, but that would be far more explainable than you screaming out his name in the middle of the night and exposing that you were fucking in the same room as everyone.

after one particularly hard thrust, the quietest yet still audible squeak left your throat and jeongin immediately stilled, completely bottomed out inside you as he pushed himself up to look at you - clearly annoyed. he gestured at the body asleep not even a meter away from your left with his head before leaning into your ear;

'do you want to wake him up slut?'

'do you think you could handle both of us? that your desperate holes could deal with both of our cocks?'

the laugh that follows is so dark you're not even sure how it came from your baby bread but it makes you even wetter, as he continues, his voice barely audible but sending shivers down your spine

'what about all eight of us? bet you'd let us all use you, let us break you'

'desperate sluts like you are always so needy for cock, bet even the eight of us couldn't satisfy you'

'go ahead, scream, wake them up, let them all fuck you, fill you up with their cum - just remember i won't let you cum if you do'

a tear leaves one of your eyes as you look at him because all you want to do is cum. you somehow try to tell him with your eyes that you'll be good, you'll stay quiet, you'll do whatever he needs you to in order to cream around his cock - but that you need his help to do that; and that's the bit he understands. placing his hand firmly over your mouth before continuing;

'dumb slut needs me to do everything for her, huh?'

'as long as you're silent, you can cum once i have, okay?'

'see, i can be nice, helping you be good for me and letting you cum'

'you're so lucky'

and it's with that reminder of just how lucky you are that he begins moving again, the knot that was building in your stomach returning as you close your eyes tightly, focusing on being quiet, focusing on being a good whore for jeongin.

his thrusts had to be shallow to avoid the sounds of your skin slapping against each other from waking the others up, which meant there was little downtime between each directed hit on your spot. the pleasure making more tears form.

and soon enough you felt the familiar warmth spread as he came, burying himself fully in you and filling you up. he fucked himself through the final waves of his orgasm as you came with him, unable to make a sound - the tears simply pouring down your face the only expression of the pleasure you had.

after a moment he pulled out and immediately pulled both yours and his shorts back up, taking the panties that were in your mouth back out again, and rolling next to you. holding them in front of you both you could see how soaked they were from your spit mixed with your initial wetness, he breathlessly laughed at it before leaning back into your ear to whisper:

'these are almost as wet as your desperate pussy was for me'

'better keep all that cum inside you, princess, otherwise you'll have a mess to explain in the morning'

a third voice starts, coming from your left, as changbin just barely opens his eyes;

'is everything okay innie?' he asks, sleep heavy in his throat.

'yeah, hyung, y/n just had a really vivid dream and i was just calming them down.'

'oh-okay, get some sleep innie, y/n'

'yes, hyung.'

changbin rolled over and soon enough his soft snoring could be heard echoing through the room again. and jeongin moving back towards your ear again;

'i love how innocent they all think you are, that none of them know you're just a needy whore, letting me fuck them whilst they all sleep'

'my desperate slut'

We're here

So I had this idea for a cute drabble (said idea can be read below hehe) anyway your in a poly relationship with both Hyunjin and Bang Chan I think they would be so great together.

Pairing: Bang Chan x Hyunjin x reader (skz)

Warnings: slight panic attack, night terrors

Rating: mature with lots of fluff

Summary: As you stir awake in the middle of the night it's ok because you know the two best people in your life will be there for you

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Hyunjin was fast asleep, he wasn't facing you however his legs were tangled within yours. The soft rise and fall of his chest stayed at a steady pace which was a sign that he was in a nice and peaceful sleep.

Bang Chan was also asleep, he was facing you and had one arm draped over you. Warmth radiated off of him and it made the whole room feel warm, he too was quite enjoying his sleep.

However, you were wishing with all your might that you would wake up. You were currently being chased by a vampire who wanted to suck you dry after he caught both of your boyfriends and sucked them both dry.

It feels so real, your running even faster now. Your not entirely sure where your running too but as long as it is away from the bloody creature then it was fine.

All throughout your life you had suffered from night terrors, most doctors said that it was normal but that most kids grew out of it.

What concerned the doctors the most is that you never grew out of it, turning 12, 13, 14, 15 and so on and still being harassed in your sleep. You were prescribed therapy sessions to hopefully help you in any way. It was defiantly a slow process but you could start to see some progress none the less.

When you told Hyunjin and Bang Chan about it, you were at first scared because you didn't wanna be made fun of however when they showed nothing buy kindness and love it just melted your heart.

You flutter your eyes open with a deep need to make sure your boyfriends aren't hurt, your sounds of distress didn't go unnoticed by Bang Chan at first who woke up in worry.

"Hey babygirl whats wrong?" Chan asked as he took your shaking hands in his.

"Oh thank god your ok because you were just eaten by a vampire and so was Hyunjin and I-i l-ost"

"Shh shh" Bang Chan brought you into his chest and the sudden extra space had Hyunjin waking up. "Deep breaths baby it was just a dream yeah."

"We're right here princess and we're never going anywhere" Hyunjin piped in and also joined in on the cuddle. Having direct skin to skin contact always seemed to help calm your nerves.

Hyunjin softly kissed your neck as Bang Chan rubbed circles into your stomach. You once had such a bad night terror that you made yourself sick so one of the boys always rubs your tummy just to keep it at bay. Your crying fills the room and both boys share a look of worry since this was your third one this week though they could always chat about that later when you weren't currently in this state.

They both whispered words of sweet nothings and watched as your loud distressed sobs slowly turned into small sniffles. Thanking them in the process.

"Do you feel better Princess?" Hyunjin asked once he thought your answer to this question would be a yes, to which is thankfully was.

Hyunjin leaned in give your lips a sweet peck and Bang Chan refused to let go of his tight grip around you. Hyunjin opted to try and get you to fall asleep again this time hopefully dream free so he softly sang to you and smiled when you started to drift off.

Sweet thing

Pairing: Seungmin stray kids (dom) x reader (sub)

WC: 1151

Warnings: Hypno kink, use of toys, crying kink, overstimulaton. Hybrid AU!

You were such a sweet thing, how could he not play with you

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"Cum, again!"

And you did so; because Seungmin commanded.

Whatever Seungmin asked you to do you were to do it, and you wanted to do it.

There was a part of you deep within that wanted to obey his every word like a lifeline.

If Seungmin asked you to drop deeper then you were to drop deeper.

If Seungmin asked you to stop touching then you were to stop touching.

So how did you get yourself in this situation where you obeyed his every word?

It's simple, you asked him too.

"Hi gorgeous how was work?" Seungmin asked you, as he watched you practically slam the front door closed. "not good I presume?" he mused, walking over to you.

It was a new day and age where hybrids were actually treated with respect and were actually allowed to have jobs since a new notion was passed. The notion was only passed 2 years ago so you've only had a job for a small amount of time and being a bunny hybrid came with its challenges.

Hybrids were now treated with respect, but that was only the majority of people. There were still some people out there who hated the hybrids and wished they never existed. One of those annoying people happened to be your manager, and he only hired you because discrimination against hybrids was now against the law. That didn't mean he made your life easy at work.

Your manager never liked how you always had to have a few days off a month for your heat cycle. Nor did he like that your emotions were heightened which meant when you were angry you were mad and when you were sad you were depressed however when you were happy you were overjoyed.

You had a laugh that lightened up every room which was one of the many reasons Seungmin fell in love with you. Your ability to trust him completely was another.

"Minnie" you cried into his chest while he rubbed your back slowly.

"Shh sweet thing, it's ok I'm here" Seungmin replied with a frown on his face, he had to do something.

"Please just take over for a while, it hurts and I want it to stop" you sobbed, chest heaving at the remembrance of what happened today.

"Of course sweetness. Let's take a breath yeah, In for 4..."

Seungmin was trying his best to calm you down, while also planning what to do when he took over.

Whenever you asked him to take over, it meant that you wanted him to completely take over your every thought, action, and word. It was a part of a hybrids need to be submissive at times but it also helped you to relieve sadness and stress.

Seungmin had no objections to this, he quite enjoyed whenever you asked him to do this. Seungmin had a kink for hypnosis, he just loved the way you trusted him so much so that he could do this.

Once Seungmin had gotten you into the position he wanted you in (on the floor on your knees) and he had you naked for him that's when the fun started.

"You are such a sweet thing, a sweet plaything, drop for me sweet thing" Seungmin started, and he smiled when he saw you hunch over slightly, lips parting.

"Take a deep breath sweet thing, hold it for 10 seconds and when you let it out you will drop again. Breathe in, 1 2 3..."

Seungmin continued to say things like this until he noticed that you had dropped a significant amount and were in a deep enough trance to start commanding other things.

Seungmin already had everything he needed in the room, so he could get started right away.

Dildos don't stick very well on carpet which is why he bought one small square of fake flooring so that a dildo could stick to that. After placing the attachment on the floor and commanding you to sit on it; he grabbed the other things. Seungmin grabbed a riding crop, wand vibrator, and a chair to sit on so he can watch it all.

Seungmin turns the vibrating dildo on without warning and it has you yelping in surprise, but all Seungmin does in response is ask you to drop again.

"Feel the pleasure spread through you, and drop deeper sweet thing"

You obeyed his every word, but if there ever was hesitation even for a second he would smack one of your boobs with the riding crop.

"I told you to drop darling" he spoke in a tone that had dominance laced all through it. You shook once more, gasps and small moans were your only source of sound now.

"I think it's time we amp this up don't you darling, drop"

This is where the wand vibrator came in, he wanted you to feel the most amount of pleasure possible.

Seungmin is quick to place it directly on your clit and turn it on to its most intense setting, which almost makes you scream with how loud you sound.

"That's a good girl, such a sweet thing, edge for me sweet thing"

All of the pleasure amounts, getting more and more strong until you feel that you might tip over, but you don't tip over just yet.

"Continue edging sweet thing, I want it to hurt. I want you to be crying with the need to cum" Seungmin lands a few harsh smacks to your boobs, red imprints where he landed them.

You started crying almost instantly, you had buzzing inside of you and buzzing outside of you and you just wanted to cum so bad.

"Drop again sweet thing, and cum"

You practically exploded, finally giving permission to fall off the edge. You sob as you spasm around the dildo, but it doesn't end here.

The buzzing continues, the dildo is turned to its highest setting so that now both devices are turned to its highest setting.

"Cum, again!"

And you cum again, this time seems even more intense than the first one.

"Continue cuming!"

You gasp and moan weakly, everything feels too much but oh so amazing.

"Beautiful darling. Be a good girl and cum once more"

Seungmin doesn't stop until you've cum for the 5th time, openly sobbing so loudly he thinks the neighbours might here, and shaking even when the buzzing stops.

"Such a good girl for me, you did so well, calm down" was another command he often used before he started the wake-up process.

You thanked Seungmin once awake, telling him that you felt much better now. Seungmin did believe that you felt better but that didn't stop him from running you a bath and softly washing you with continued praise and affection.

It had been a very intense night for you, but he didn't mind putting you back together so he could hear your laugh once again.

SERIES ONLY MASTERLIST

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IT GETS WORSE BEFORE IT GETS BETTER (skz n atz mxm ft bts)

Yeontan university and Jongsung university have always hated each other ever since "the incident" Jongsung was given a bad rep and now most Yeontan students prefer to stay away, well, as far away as you can get when the two university's aren't that far away from each other. Both being smaller university's around half the size of an ivy league, most people in their 20's went to either of them. Trouble, desire, trauma, love, and maybe even some joy ensure when the two worlds seem to collide. Who knew a weed dealer of all things would bring everyone together. Not to mention their all werwolves and have to navigate that part of them as well, as if things couldn't get any more complicated.

Warnings: college AU, werewolf AU, talk of things like heat/ruts, omegas have pussys no matter gender, drinking, smut, if the specific chap has smut I'll warn that chap, multiple p.o.v's, Woo has ptsd

WE RUN THIS WORLD BABY (Hongjoong x Mingi x reader)

As an EMT shift worker the last person you expected to encounter was the crime lord himself kim Hongjoong, but you did and now you're entangled in his gang and a new dangerous world!

Warnings: very dark, descriptions of injuries, torture, minor character death (no major characters as that pains me too much) smut, bdsm, dom Hongjoong, dom leaning switch Mingi (doms reader but may sub for Hongjoong) sub reader, sexual awakening, ofc aftercare, drug use, drug selling, use of weapons, fighting, blood, darker themes cause you know gang stuff, tiny bit of fluff but not much

I WANT TO BE A ROCK IN MY NEXT LIFE (Yoongi x reader)

Hybrids, Yoongi thought they were extinct until he comes across a cat hybrid shivering late at night near his apartment. His head tells him to call someone, his heart tells him to bring her up to his place. He listens to his heart.

Warnings/tags: Very fluffy but also hurt/comfort, also very smutty, dom Yoongi, sub reader, aftercare, somewhat slice of life, law breaking because owning an unregistered hybrid is well law breaking

MUNCH MUCH (Yoongi x Jungkook x reader)

Your new to the bdsm lifestyle having only recently discovering it and wanting to try. At your first munch you meet two guys looking for a 3rd roommate not knowing they were also looking for a 3rd playmate.

Warnings: bdsm lifestyle focused but also some slice of life plot too, falling in love over time, aftercare, enjoying bdsm while still being an active member of society! dom Jungkook, dom Yoongi, sub reader, very kinky (spec warnings in each chapter) (they don't sub but somehow it works with 2 doms ok its my fic-)

OF POMERANIANS AND LATTES (Taehyung x reader)

When desperate times call for desperate measures as an aspiring yet struggling artist you create an onlyfans where you paint naked seated on a sybain machine. An interesting man one day gives you the biggest tip imaginable and his only request in return is to meet you.

Warnings: sex on camera, solo fun on camera, light bdsm not the focus, aftercare, love of art, falling in love, they both own Pomeranians, reader has coffee addiction, reader has insomnia and migraines, taetae is rich

DECISIONS FOR YOUR HAPPINESS (Jimin x Taehyung mxm) (title may change)

Taehyung and Jimin are in a happy 24/7 TPE relationship and this fic will be more like one shots of their life (bdsm scenes, plain sex, fluffy slice of life, other bts members are their friends also in the lifestyle)

can u do skz fake texts? -> pov: they saw y/n while y/n was changing clothes in the room (make it spicy for hyungs and cute for maknaes) *winks*

| They accidentally saw you changing clothes (Stray Kids)

HYUNG LINE

MAKNAE LINE

| BangChan

| Lee Know

| Changbin

| Hyunjin

🤍🎧💧

[10:05] ~ Late ~

you were holding your phone up to your face, the ringing sound echoing in your empty hallway. you've been trying to call your boyfriend Chan for an hour now, but he hasn't been responding to any of the calls.

you gave up and slid down the wall, soon hitting the floor and hugging your knees. you hated times like these. times where you needed Chan the most, but he just didn't show up. times where your own mind started to nag at you, where voices started to fill your head due to all the stuff going on in your life. you thought dating Chan will help since he understands these problems, but with him always being late... nothing could help.

soon after you started to quietly cry to yourself you heard the door open and quick steps approach you. Chan's strong arms wrapped around you as he knelt next to your shivering figure and he leaned his forehead against your head.

"shhhhh baby... i'm here now... i'm so sorry i didn't pick up your calls, but i knew what was wrong so i had to rush home..." he softly whispered into your ear, his warm breath wandering across your skin.

his hands rubbed your arms comfortingly and soon you felt yourself melt into his touches, your tears drying and your mind slowly calming down, blocking all the bad away.

he picked you up and carried you to your shared bedroom, gently placing you on your bed before crawling under the sheets with you. his arms snaked around your waist and sweet nothings kept leaving his lips, making their way into your mind. his fingers drew little figures on the skin of your waist and his lips pecked the skin beneath your ear.

"i'm sorry for being late love" he mumbled against your skin, clearly upset by his own actions. "i promise to better myself... i promise to fight against those voices together with you" was the last thing you heard before exhaustion hit you and you drifted off into a deep sleep.

no matter how late Chan was, you couldn't stop yourself from loving the boy and you knew you never would stop this love.

[11:49] ~ Change ~

it was your fault and you knew that. you kept staying with him and that was your big mistake. you kept being naive, thinking he'll change and that was your worst flaw. because it didn't take long for you to figure out that Lee Minho wouldn't change for anyone.

so here you stood, in your shared bedroom, and you looked around. the room that you left clean and tidy was now a mess. the bedsheets were tangled up, books and papers were pushed off the desk that you worked on and clothes were scattered around the floor.

your head started buzzing. you weren't stupid, you knew what went down in this room god knows when before you came home. you put down your bag and listened to the silence in the house. the only sound was the shower running in the bathroom that was vice versa to your bedroom. but even that sound died soon after and was replaced by naked footsteps walking towards you.

"oh hey, babe" Minho said casually, ruffling his damp hair. the towel wrapped around his waist was the only fabric on his body, the rest being on display. god, if you wouldn't be mad at the boy you'd probably drool over his tanned, well-built body.

"hi" you said, no emotion grazing your tone.

minho soon realized in what condition your bedroom was and his eyes widened slightly.

"oh" he chuckled nervously. "i was looking for some documents babe, sorry for the mess imade" he said and walked towards your frame, wanting to wrap his arms around your waist.

you push him away. you had enough of the same damn lies all the time. soon you feel the tears building up in your eyes, threatening to spill even before saying anything.

"i want you" you say with a clenched jaw, poking his bare chest "to take your fucking stuff and leave. and i want that to happen now."

you hate how it pains you to throw him out. you hate how after all the times you sat in the bathroom, crying your soul out, he managed to make you feel something for him. and you hate looking at his pain-filled expression as his shaky hands try to hold yours.

"y/n... w-what do you mean..." he stuttered out, but you just shook your head and looked down. "i want you to get out Minho... now..." you took a shaky breath and continued "i'm sure there's someone that wouldn't mind taking you in" you nod at the messed up bed.

in that very moment Minho knew he lost you. his first ever love was now not his anymore and it was him, that was at fault for that. his head lowered in guilt and he did what you wanted him to.

Lee Minho took his things and left.

12:35 ~ always by your side ~

the insomnia was killing you. you were wiggling around in your sheets, forcing your eyes to close and trying to get your body to relax, but with no success. suddenly a pair of strong, bare arms wrap around your waist, pulling you against a broad chest.

“hey babe... can’t sleep?” chan’s raspy voice sounds into your ear.

you shake your head, giving him a clear response.

“sorry for waking you channie...” you mumble back, but he only tightens his grasp on you. his warm breath grazes the crook of your neck as he interlaces your hands.

“i’m by your side babe, no matter the circumstances” he says softly before kissing your skin gently and lying with you until you both drift off to sleep slowly.