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i’m actually SO mad i think i deleted my post instead of posting it 😭😭😭

i had an anon ask what i did when questioning if i’m a system since they believe they might be. i’m so sorry for accidentally deleting your ask, i hope you see this!

basically i knew from therapy that i had some “identity fragmenting” due to trauma-caused dissociation (even though i kept trying to insist i wasn’t plural 😭) i knew i wasn’t a full-fledged system like my friends with DID, but things weren’t like how they were before. all i had for my google searches was then “trauma dissociation identity fragmenting help” 😭

then i found pluralpedia and looked through a bunch of random pages/terms until i found median and i was like GUYS!! THEY WROTE THIS ABOUT US!!!!

Pluralpedia

Median

A median system (also called midcontinuum) is a system where members are not as distinct or separate from each other. It can be considered b

from there i had a better keyword for research. obviously don’t use tumblr as a dsm-5 and take everything online with a grain of salt, but hearing experiences and advice from others really helped. this is something more specific to me but i also researched the theory of structural dissociation to help me better understand things:

DID-Research.org

Apparently Normal and Emotional Parts

Trauma can lead to a dissociation between apparently normal parts that try to resume normal life and emotional parts that hold traumatic mem

https://www.nataliarachel.com/trauma/trauma-and-fragmentation#:~:text=When%20a%20person%20experiences%20severe,space%20for%20expression%20is%20provided.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4579498/#:~:text=Patients%20with%20structural%20dissociation%20of,concepts%20of%20self%20and%20relationships.

PubMed Central (PMC)

Early experience, structural dissociation, and emotional dysregulation in borderline personality disorder: the role of insecure and disorgan

Persistent problems in emotional regulation and interpersonal relationships in borderline patients can be understood as developing from diff

Natalia Rachel

Trauma and Fragmentation — Natalia Rachel

Trauma and fragmentation reflect and cause one another. When a person experiences severe trauma, their identity, including personality and e

as for personal experience, i can’t share too much of that but i was very generously given advice/experience similar to mine here!:

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cockatoo online

Im going to try to simplify a lot of things here (big word is try). Because there's a lot. We're a traumatic osdd-1b system btw! However, b

i know this stuff can be really scary and overwhelming, take things as slow as you need to! it’s not a race and everyone’s experience really is different. it was super brave and cool of you to submit an ask, and i wish you luck in figuring things out. take care!!

(old) the rainbow system

this was back when i thought they were just ocs (silly me)

more info about us here

god i hate twitter why did it show me two anti-endos in a row

its crazy thinking about how my system formed because all i did was download simply plural for the hell of it

"hmm i know im not plural but ill download this anyway cuz i wanna"

"WHERE DID YOU GUYS COME FROM"

im praying that i stop being frontstuck soon bc this is actually unbearable

one of my biggest pet peeves is when people say "u need trauma to have DID/OSDD" in response to endogenic plurality. like..no shit you need trauma for those but you dont need those disorders to be a system

hi

WHY IS JT SO LOW QUALITY

me and drvggie (weed/it/that) are hanging out n stuff :3

weed told me to put a gir gif cuz they like gir

using the term plural but being anti-endo is like using neurodivergent and hating people on that spectrum

im so cold i feel like that lobster with the mittens

a bit suggestive cw

karkat (me) u cant say that !!!!

vent

i do not like having to be reminded of how disgusting i am because i cant shower every day of the week

im trying really hard and i know the other headmates are upset with me as well

KEEP TALKING ABOUT PALESTINE

https://arab.org/click-to-help/palestine/

i saw "non traumagenic "systems", sysmeds" on the same dni list

what do they think sysmed means..

is there a specific term for a headspace thats just void except you can see, feel, and hear the presence of other headmates bc thats how i would describe ours

cat dan cat dan

i feel like somethings missing but idgaf ‼

CW SCREAMING AND YELLING

I ALREADY MADE A POST LIKE THIS BUT PEOPLE WHO USE THE TERM PLURAL BUT EXCLUDE NON TRAUMAGENIC SYSTEMS BOIL MY BLOOD !!!!!!!!!!!! IM IICBSVOHVSVOFDODFHOEFHSOFDH I SWEAR I CANT GO ANYWHERE WITHOUT SEEING SYSMEDS IM GONNA HURL

Sysmeds are literally all around you dumbass

babys first hate mail ❤

vent

we dont feel safe anywhere because its like every corner we turn theres a big neon sign saying "fuck endos + their supporters" i never asked to be plural.

it fucks with our already declining mental state and the fact that we'll never be able to make friends because of this makes it worse

if i had a dollar for every time i saw "endos dni" in the plural system tag id prob be rich!

using the term plural but being anti-endo is like using neurodivergent and hating people on that spectrum