Talking Into The Void - Tumblr Posts

how would yall feel if i just start dropping some writing content here? like my poetry mainly

Small(ish) things like this though? Not too bad just to do out of fun and personal curiosity.

I'll try to write up a translation for this soon but not now cuz it's 4 in the morning, oof

Oof, I figured there was more to it than what MangaDex has, but how the heck am I gonna find more of the Long Riders! manga? (and maybe others that aren't publicly translated yet)

I think I found one option albeit it'll be a bit ridiculous and kinda overwhelming, but it's the only way..

Oh, the things I do to myself.. 😔

Quick note before I go to bed...

I'm tempted to make more lists of my interests and then embed them into my pinned post somewhere like I did with my old account, but I dunno, we'll see.

Like, if I say who all my biases are or whatever, will that make people want to stay and get to know me better or nah?

Or like, say I try to make a compilation of songs I love most so I might actually have an answer if people ask what my favorite song or singer is

I'm gonna start building a foundation for my profile, so don't mind me. Just messing around with some stuff

Alright, hopefully that cleans things up a bit. I'll add more stuff later, but right now it's almost 6AM and I need sleep

Why must I love so many things? The lists I'm making are never gonna end

H E L P

Why am I like this

There was a mosquito in the bathroom and I shut ourselves in together for a little while, trying to kill it. I guess I hit it a few times cuz a little blood was left on the swatter, but I don't know where the body is. For all I know, it's wounded and is slowly dying in a corner or whatever. So I guess mission accomplished

Miwa is so relatable and I love her, heh

Just a little update post for those interested. I'm really investing a lot in the characters and honestly I'm fighting back tears right now :'>

The manga is just so real and I can understand everyone's struggles, which I guess is one part of why I'm enjoying it so much.

To try keeping things short (but I apologize if it turns into a rant), I've had terrible and I mean TERRIBLE relationships in the past. I've had to learn things the hard way, and I've gotten so many things wrong. I look back on my past self and I wish I could tell my younger self what I know now. If I could, I'd love to have save myself from dealing with all the heartbreak and trauma and stuff like that.. But y'know, you also have to be grateful for experiencing all the chaos. Like, yeah, it's awful and I've been close to death a few times due to everything, but all that has made me who I am today. Even though I'm still miserable, I'm happier than I was. And I'm glad I have a better understanding as to what I need in life, y'know?

Anyway, just know that I'm loving How Do We Relationship? because yes indeed, how does one relationship?

So sometimes when we're watching AGT or whatever other talent show, my mom is all "Raley, sign up for auditions"

But I don't exactly have a talent, heh. I guess I can do voice-work like impressions and things. But just picture this innocent shy girl who just starts going Grudge/Ju-on on you

Would that be cool or no?

Just finished Chapter 30 and I wanted to put my thoughts and feelings out there, so don't mind me

Again, this manga is making me cry a h h h

It hurts me just as much as the other characters while I read this cuz I've experienced the same things and I subconsciously relive those terrible memories along with them T^T Like, I have to limit how much I read before I start going mental

Why does love and maintaining a relationship have to be so complicated? All these different feelings and not knowing how to deal with them, it just sucks. Having a rough past and having it affect your current lifestyle so much.. Just- UGH, this manga is so real and I have a love-hate relationship with it right now

*sigh* I'm hoping things start looking up for the two as I continue reading, but with my luck, I wouldn't be surprised to see more of my life experiences on the pages. Please please please no one start harming themselves and the other is forced to just watch it unfold in front of them and there's nothing they can do to stop it. And then it gets to a point where the person harming themselves tries different ways to kill themselves and then they're in the hospital all hooked up to heart monitors and stuff cuz they went and tried to OD, making the other feel guilty and feel forced to do whatever in order to keep them from self-sabotaging their life further. PLEASE, I can't go through that again

Noooo, don't have Miwa feel just like I did back in middle school T^T

I mean, I still want to die but..

Part of me wants to stop reading because my heart is seriously hurting when I see stuff like this happen, especially if it's stuff I personally went through too.

Ugh, I'm so conflicted. I kinda also want to continue reading in hopes that things do in fact get better and then I can have an easier time falling asleep, but who knows what's gonna happen next. Please, please, let the girls be happy. I beg of you

So I'm caught up on all the chapters so far, but updates are coming soon! I'm so glad I didn't give up reading this, yes there's been more really rough stuff, but things are finally starting to look up again. Let's just hope I don't jinx it >.> *knocks on wood*

Side note, this one Miwa panel has me thinking of the old lady / young lady optical illusion thing, heh

Why is Miwa so relatable, someone please help me I'm crying

So adding onto this, I just wanna have a little post here to kinda brainstorm ideas

It's been at least a week since I last streamed something, so I wanna make up for my lack of content. And y'know, try to post more regularly.. >.> Plus, October's coming up so if things go well, I'll be able to cover several horror-related games (y'know, in the spirit of things).

So starting off, there's Late Homework which says roughly takes a half-hour to finish. As of the moment I post this, I'll skim through my Itch.io list and see what like-minded games I may be able to group it with. But it might be better to just keep it on its lonesome, I dunno. That's a future-me problem, heh.

Anyway, I'll be adding onto this with reblogs later

Yay more of just more of me talking- no but fr Hi, hello, how you doing i have 2 things i want to blab about, Sooo First things first, I'm still working on the fic I mention in my last post but I will actually be posting a teaser I swear I just suuuuck at making posts that make sense 'n stuff, so that will be coming

soon but I'm not sure what to title the wip so i'll be posting a poll with a few possible titles that I think will work, for y'all to chose from.

And now for the second thing im thinking of making a side blog just for my art since i've been drawing more and i have no were to post them, and i know that i can post them hear on my main but im not sure if i should (It's not anything inappropriate or something I just don't know where I should share it) and if i do, i would put a link here and any older art the i've posted here (wow i say here a lot don't i-oh well) would probaly just be rebloged over their. i'm not suure if ill make a poll for it thow, but we'll just have to wait and see any way--- thoughts on what i should do would be very appreciated pls and tank you ;)

---sazalea ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♥