Talking To Myself - Tumblr Posts
Wolfs rain anime is locked behind a paywall. Fkdndndndkksjd. I hate buying a subscription just to watch one show. Then I have to cancel it after. I feel pressured to finish the show super quick. Idk... It ruins it. Fml
Oops I fell off the face of the earth for a few weeks my bad
Listening to music and making cookies late at night might not solve all my problems but I can pretend like it does
Them getting memory-whipped was they're story wrap
reversing, a tragic sacrifice is actually the worst fuckin thing you can do—like??
((and I mean tragic on both sides. sad for Dean sure, but it is horrifying that these people had years and chunks of their lives removed from memory. And even though it was good for them, they didn't get a choice but is was the right move.
Its better that they not be part of Dean's life because they would’ve fucking died horrible deaths as Dean's family XD))
I'm sorry who keeps letting screenrant write about supernatural?
There is nothing wrong with being scared. I'm not the only one. It happens to many people too. There is nothing wrong with me. I am not to blame. I am no less than others. I don't have to do the things that triggers me now. I have time. I can heal. It will be better. I forgive myself. I choose myself.
Me: Today’s the day we do something!
You: Oh, yeah? What are we going to do?
Me: Drink coffee!
You: Oh, yeah, because that doesn’t make us more eccentric and crazy.
Me: Your sarcasm has no place here. Now are you in or are you out?
You: *Blank stare*
Frailty
I can only manage a whisper these days. Afraid to speak words. It doesn't stop my heart or mind. They still have so much to say. A maelstrom of words... Temple kiss, hand squeeze. You're going places, lovely. Just you wait and see.
"Currently learning not to rush things I am not ready for. Good things take time. Better things even take more ~ patience. That is what I am learning to have. I might have all the time in the world to prepare. But I don't think I have enough patience to wait. I don't want to rush. But I hate to wait either. There are so much contradictions inside."
-me being ovethinking
To everyone rebloging my Slutty Ace comic, I hope you know you are saving my life rn
i'm thinking if i should make a pinned post or something but at the same time i have everything in my bio so..
tonight really has been great for me because:
1) new Ena short just dropped (and right after i joined the fandom!! yay!!!)
2) the ATSV screenplay was just released online and there is SO much ghostflower... and also just so many details that are so nice to read.
ok i talk to myself constantly with people in mind in which i want to say the things im saying to like ill have full conversations with my friends but just in my head and like its an issue because i remember telling SOMEONE about SOMETHING but i have no idea who or when or if it was even real
or ill be like "remember when i told you about this" and theyre like "what no" and im like ah fuck no it was fake you
Marginalized
Noah's ark had no room for three legged dogs like me
I'm left on the edges with the two headed calves bawling into the dark
Barking at midgets and lobster clawed men; there is no mate for me, no two by two
I am the interloper, I am darkness.
*talking to myself, alone in my house* a lot of you guys *gestures to my collection of empty toothpaste tubes on my bathroom counter* have been requesting my skincare routine so here it is. first off i start with my hydrating toner
aight
anxious bitches rb this and put your brand of bodily/physical anxiety manifestation in the tags. i’ll go first mine is getting cold and shivering
Me:
Also Me: how did I end up, how did I end up here?
i'm going to draw darker skin/physically disabled/different body type/curly hair today! (<guy who has never drawn any of the above)
I’m in the process of changing my tumblr theme so if it looks like summer and fall procreated ignore it, thank yew 🥰
Small(ish) things like this though? Not too bad just to do out of fun and personal curiosity.
I'll try to write up a translation for this soon but not now cuz it's 4 in the morning, oof
Oof, I figured there was more to it than what MangaDex has, but how the heck am I gonna find more of the Long Riders! manga? (and maybe others that aren't publicly translated yet)
I think I found one option albeit it'll be a bit ridiculous and kinda overwhelming, but it's the only way..
Oh, the things I do to myself.. 😔