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Can we normalize listening to songs from TV shows and movies you watched as a kid? Cause you can't tell me the Descendants tracklist doesn't SLAP and I'm about to go through ALL OF IT.
It is finished. Was it corny? Absolutely.
Do I have any regrets? None.
Rewatching some scenes from those movies and listening to the music has reminded me that Descendants was the first step in my "style journey" you could say. I remember seeing all the studs and black and leather of the characters and admiring how awesome it looked. I recall the very second it dawned on my pea brain "hey, you choose your clothes you goof bag, just do it." So I did and just never stopped. Kinda funny how things like that happen, isn't it?
I have also had the realization that these movies are partially where I got my love of EDM from. But the biggest realization of all is I now understand where my type in men came from. Two words: Harry Hook.
Seriously, Thomas Doherty had a GRIP on me in that film. Bro was literally going around fawning over this dominant woman, swaying when he walked, slurring in a Scottish accent and being generally rebellious all while in O-ring belts and aggressive eyeliner. Like DAMN. This is a corny kid's musical produced by DISNEY and I STILL want him.
Can we normalize listening to songs from TV shows and movies you watched as a kid? Cause you can't tell me the Descendants tracklist doesn't SLAP and I'm about to go through ALL OF IT.
Golden Tracklist Thoughts
If you haven’t seen the tracklist, here it is and I do have some thoughts.

I actually am not sharing the same sentiment as a lot of people who are disappointed that JK has no writing credits on this album. Because honestly, I can relate to his burnout. Re: me not updating any of my fanfics in like a year and wanting to start over as a writer. We know Jungkook is talented in both producing and songwriting. I think the only sad part is the complete separation from his roots. All of these producers and writers are western which makes it feel less personal. Written in a language that isn’t his native tongue makes it feel less personal.
However, I am glad to see limited features. I expected them to throw a western artist on every single track, so I’m glad we will just get some JK. But then again, y/n stans especially are going to use this album as fuel for their “JK is straight” fire because I’m sure it’s going to be filled with girl, she, her, woman all over the place. These people will have no critical thinking skills to connect the dots that Jungkook didn’t write these songs, so they aren’t coming from a place of literal experience. See: people already screaming “WHO HURT JUNGKOOK” all over twitter just from the names of the songs. *eye rolling past every post that I’m seeing saying the same tired phrasing* Please. As if Jungkook hasn’t always loved a good ballad, and again, these songs were not written by him!!!
This is why the heteroification of JK as an artist is something I loathe. It’s not Jungkook himself. It’s not because I want him to be like Troye Sivan right now in drag giving a lap dance in a music video. Well, I could dream okay. By the way, Troye’s album is refreshing and amazing, but I digress. If Jungkook wants to sing these songs, fine. It’s the way that these y/n fans react that I can’t stand. It’s the way that it will only increase their rabid, lustful creepy behavior towards him which pisses me off. That’s why I hate this era for him. He’s just a tool for their sexual fantasies not an actual person. A person, I might add, that they don’t pay attention to his words, actions and mannerisms except for his thrusting on stage. 🙄
But make no mistake, I don’t think this is the real JK. I think the real JK loves his bandmate JM and has for years. But they are enlisting soon, so now is not really the time for Jungkook to dump all of his homo feelings for his bandmate on an album, is it? He probably did feel burnt out, lost, and uninspired to write music. With something as daunting as MS looming over your head, that leaves little space for creativity. He was probably a little stubborn too that he couldn’t really put it all out on the table. I personally think Jungkook wants out of the closet, even more so than Jimin and all of his bi colored themed photo shoots. I think JK would declare his love for Jimin tomorrow publicly if he could.
I still stand by my personal belief too that Jungkook was pushed into this western market direction to some extent. Yes, we know he likes western music and always has. Yes, he said he wants to be a big pop star, but we also know that he made no progress towards releasing an album until 🛴 stepped in. And that can’t be ignored from the equation either. The truth is probably somewhere in the middle.
So, I will keep an open mind, hoping that I like some of the songs. Hoping that some of them feel authentic to the real Jungkook. Hoping that they show off his immense vocal talent. And I’ll be looking forward to seeing Jimin continue to support him. Because that speaks volumes to me. More than songs written in a language foreign to Jungkook by other people.
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Blue Serenity: Phase 0 Pure Life Conditioned Into Darkness
i. trapped. ii. pure life, interrupted. iii. the elders. iv. forbidden beauty. v. butane games. vi. cast away. vii. detention. viii. breaking out.

Blue Serenity: Phase 1 Hollow Nights Under Starry Skies
i. hollow nights. ii. flower. iii. invisible. iv. blue emissions. v. do you? vi. help me now. vii. only me. viii. dreams. ix. control. x. paradise. xi. midnight. xii. nightwalker. xiii. someday. xiv. hollow nights II.


FIGHTING THE DEMON WITHIN – a Stiles / Nogitsune fanmix for Teen Wolf
1. Afraid - The Neighborhood 2. Who Are You, Really? - Mikky Ekko 3. Where Is My Mind - Yoav feat. Emily Browning 4. The New Flesh - Nine Inch Nails 5. The Hunted - Snow Ghosts 6. Parasite - How To Destroy Angels 7. Prince - Deftones 8. The Trick The Devil Did - Sick Puppies 9. Gasoline -Brand New 10. Tentacles - Ghost Town 11. The Draw - Bastille 12. Staying Up - The Neighborhood 13. Run Boy Run - Woodkid 14. War - Former Vandal 15. Sleep Paralysis - Gabriel Bruce
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Terrified Of What’s Inside — a Nogitsune Stiles fanmix for Teen Wolf
1. He Dreams, He’s Awake — Stars 2. Staying Up — The Neighbourhood 3. War — Former Vandal 4. A Stranger — A Perfect Circle 5. Afraid — The Neighbourhood 6 The Draw — Bastille 7. The Wolf — Fever Ray 8. Danger - Keep Away — Slipknot 9. Ghosts — Deftones 10. Climbing Up The Walls — Radiohead 11. Broken Voices — Ari Heist
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forget that you’re young— teen wolf, a stiles x derek fanmix
1. keep on running - robert francis 2. what you know - two door cinema club 3. love lost - temper trap 4. find a way - safteysuit 5. forget that you’re young - the raveonettes 6. honest - the neighborhood 7. pull me down - mikky ekko 8. tessellate - alt-j 9. wolf like me - t.v. on the radio 10. i want some more - dan auerbach 11. sex is on fire - kings of leon 12. satellite - guster 13. bloody shirt - to kill a king 14. easy now - sir sly 15. laughter lines - bastille 16. can’t pretend - tom odell 17. fire in the water - feist 18. higher love - james vincent mcmorrow 19. all of me - john legend 20. two men in love - the irrepressibles
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I TRY SO HARD IT ISN’T FUNNY. a stiles stilinski fanmix.
SAIL awolnation. KEEP RUNNING andy bull. REGRET everything everything . TALKING LIKE I’M FALLING DOWNSTAIRS sparkadia. COME WITH ME NOW kongos. RUN BOY RUN woodkid. WAR former vandal. HOLLOW cloudeater. SLEEP PARALYSIS gabriel bruce. THE DRAW bastille. WHERE I END AND YOU BEGIN radiohead. MONSTERS connor youngblood. TRAPDOOR twenty one pilots. RUN awolnation. CLIMBING UP THE WALLS radiohead. THE TRUTH foster the people. MILES TO GO stateless. HEADREST FOR MY SOUL awolnation. DEMONS the national. REST MY CHEMISTRY interpol. FORGETTING david gray. THE MUTE radical face. I’LL BE FINE raining and ok.
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