Currently Drinking A Can Of Soda That Contains 13.5 Grams Of Sugar Per 100 Milliliters.

Currently drinking a can of soda that contains 13.5 grams of sugar per 100 milliliters.

I finally understand how it feels to be Asher.

WHY DID AO3 DELETE MY DRAFT?

IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DELETED TOMORROW!!

I DON'T REMEMBER THE TAGS!!!

Ao3 is going to delete my draft if I don't post this tomorrow so woo! The first part of my one-shot series "Undying" is up now!

Mind the tags and warnings, but rest assured that this abomination of a death scene is not required to read the later (and slightly more wholesome) parts of the series. I'll probably put the second and third parts up sometime next week when Ao3 threatens to delete them, so look forward to that maybe!

(Also, I just might be working on a fourth part, but you didn't hear that from me-)

Hi, hello, and good day, I am an existing existence, and this is my blog "an existing existence" on which I exist and do stuff mostly related to audio rp that then also exists very existently. You may call me Existence and refer to me by they/it pronouns.

In case you're looking for something specific:

☆Audio RP Fics☆

"Because They All Mean Well" - Darlin & Bright Eyes (Sam also exists) | Angst/Aftermath of Non-consensual Vampire Turning/Several Triggers for Suicidal People, People with Depression or ed, Victims of sa

"Don't Want to Say It/Don't Want to Hear It" - Frederick & Suicidal Bright Eyes | Angst/Reconciliation

"One of Sixteen" - Darlin & Quinn | Gore/Revenge

"Please and Thank You" - David & Darlin | Queerplatonic Relationship/Fluff/Pre-canon/Discontinued&Unfinished

"It's My Favorite" - Freelancer & Gavin | Fluff/Marriage Proposal (kind of)

"Undying" part 1: "Dying" - Darlin & Sam | Angst/Major Character Death

"Undying" part 2: "Dead" - Darlin or Sam & William | Angst/Grief & Mourning

"Undying" part 3: "Alive" - Darlin & Sam | Angst/Fluff/Hurt&Comfort

☆Fics for Other Fandoms☆

[Attack on Titan] "There is Love for You out there" - Annie Leonhart & Male Reader, Tom Ksaver/Male Reader | Some Fluff/Mostly Angst/Homophobia/Character Death

☆Edits☆

○Redacted Audio - Guy & Honey [Fluff]

○Redacted Audio - David/Darlin/Quinn [Angst/Gore]

○Redacted Audio - Avior [Melancholy]

○Yuurivoice - Auron [Escape pt.4]

☆Aesthetics☆

•Angel

•Avior

•Baaabe

•Bright Eyes

•Darlin

•Doc

●Freelancer

●Gavin

●Hush

•Lovely Solaire

•Sweetheart

☆Secret Tags☆

•#an existing post (me :D)

•#[insert character] with a ribbon (e.g: "#guy with a ribbon")

=Daily posts since June 2023=

Redacted Characters And Listeners As Things That I Or My Friends Have Said/Conversations We've Had:

Marcus: I wish I saw what people see in me fr

Asset: A bunch of organs?

Milo: But ok I wouldn't have high standards if I was Benedict Cumberbatch

Asher: Anyway, hope you're having fun with your book. Don't bite it in half or smth.

(Later)

Baabe: I surprisingly did not.

(Conversation about two different romance books)

Gavin: I was like, yes Rhys, get it-

Freelancer: I thought we were talking about Edward and Bella

Gavin: WHAT. GOODNIGHT. No.

Freelancer: I did not check the switch from Edward and Bella to Mister Fake-Latin-Name

Gavin: FAKE LATIN NAME💀

(Discussion of past relationships)

Darlin: I will show you convos of me and my ex-bf

Angel: Hold up when did you have a bf?

Darlin: Used to be my gf, turned out to be trans

Angel: Ohhh right right I remember

Darlin: The only time my friends believed I was gay

Lovely: Okay, Twilight shaped me into the deranged mess I am today, you should thank it.

Milo: Happy new year

Sweetheart: Make a wish

Milo: I want a big ass

Sweetheart: I want big tits

Milo: You can have mine

Sweetheart: Gladly

Milo: Only for you bbg

Vincent: Are you team Edward or team Jacob?

Sam: Neither- but if I had to pick I'm with the wolf all the way

Vincent: I FUCKING KNEW IT

Vincent: You werewolf-obsessed ass...

Sam: Though, Alice and Jasper were my pansexual awakening I'll be honest

Vincent: Alice 🧎‍♀️

Darlin: But still, call a therapist so you can get an appointment in a year. The longer you wait the longer... you'll have to wait- That sounded better in my head.

David: I have noticed just by talking to you.

Lasko: Can you promise me something real quick because otherwise I'll forget

Freelancer: Okok I mean tell me what to promise and maybe I'll do it.

Lasko: When I get my next paycheck you need to force me to buy the "Are You Lasky?" Shirt.

Lasko: I need to be the joke.

Our beloved Redacted cast as sodas I drink regularly (and sodas I loathe with my entire existence) in order of how much I like said drink:

Darlin - Coke. No debate.

Damien - Diet Coke. No difference between this one and the first.

Angel - Chupa Chups strawberry and cream flavor. Because they're so sweet <3

Guy - Mountain Dew. Always a good time and knows how to keep me up all night.

Freelancer - Coke and orange juice mix. Always a solid choice and Freelancer knows it.

Frederick - Fanta pineapple flavor. So sweet, too much sugar - my poor heart can't take it! /pos in the most "/pos" way to ever "/pos."

Lasko - Chupa Chups watermelon flavor. Very sweet but somehow still refreshing.

Asher - Fanta berry flavor. For some reason it makes me think of him.

Blake - Regular Fanta. Usually too sticky for my tastes, but I can enjoy it like once every six months-

Gavin - 7 Up. Only better than Sprite because it's not as sticky.

Elliott - Pepsi. I honestly have no idea why.

Vinecnt - Coke cherry flavor. It just doesn't mix well in terms of soda - take Coke or cherry but not both for the love of god (Still love Vincent tho and a coke/cherry slushy does taste amazing <3).

Kody - Sprite. He and it are sticky and I don't like it.

Regulus - Dr.Pepper - Better than Root Beer by like .0001%

Sam - Root Beer. He might like it but I sure as hell don't (but unlike Vincent, I am severely judging this man despite my undying love for him).