This Is For My Au! A A Teaser Of Sorts?

This is for my au! A a teaser of sorts? 👀

It's a poem from Butters perspective, I made art to go with it because,,, I love visuals and I'm extra

I will not let there be silence.

How loud must we yell to be heard?

How deranged must my shouts be for someone to hear me?

How petulant? How annoying? How never ending must I be so that I can find a like minded person?

How long must I scream that- this is me! This is what I believe! This is what's right- and here's why!

Because I will do it.

Until my voice is hoarse and weak.

I will not give up.

I refuse to give into the silence.

I will fill it with noise and love.

I will drown out the anger the confusion others express. I will fill it with facts and experience. I will express every ounce of what has gone unvoiced, unknown for so long. For too long.

Until I hear the same words echoed back from the masses.

Until the stars hear my cries and answer them.

Not just until I am heard- but until I am understood.

Until we are understood.

I will not let there be silence.

I had a dream.

But Sensei... you didn't want me like that. You didn't care for the weak little boy with nothing to offer.

Just thought that Genos probably dreams about being 'human', and he probably wonders about what his life would be like if he still was... Would Saitama still let him be his disciple? Or would he find Genos even more annoying?

Some dreams are nightmares in disguise :(

I use to want kids, when I was little. Then I realized I just wanted to be a better parent then my own, to prove I wasn't like them.

And I'm not. Which is why I know I don't want kids, and shouldn't have them.

I decided I wanted to get married.

But I only wanted that because it's what was expected of me.

I wanted to go to art school, I wanted to draw for a living. Because everyone said I should.

Then I realized I could never be drawing what I was told to draw, only what I wanted. I realized drawing was a hobby, and that I found other work more fulfilling as a job

When I was little I wanted to be pretty, I wanted to be different. I wanted to become someone else entirely, so that I could be lovable. So that I could be perfect.

Now I know I don't want to change. I want to love myself for how I am. For who I am.

Losing a dream isn't bad. It just means you've made room for a new dream. It means you've learned more about the world, and about yourself, and that now you know what you really want.

I ruined all the dreams I had as a kid

And that’s a good thing.

When I was a kid, I wanted to marry a man like my father.

Now I see how manipulative and toxic he really is.

When I was a kid, I wanted to be like my mom.

Now I know I’m actually a guy, not a girl at all.

When I was a kid I wanted to be a vet.

Now I know that was me just doing what my parents wanted.

When I was a kid I thought true happiness would come from others, and I should never be selfish.

Now I know that my happiness is important too, so I should be selfish sometimes.

Of course, dashing dreams is usually a bad thing,

But when those dreams come between your joy and those around you,

Please follow the dreams you really want.

Sometimes I get sad thoughts like, "I'm not here to entertain you" and then I end up drawing stuff like this to get over it

DON'T OUT ME LIKE THIS

I'd feel too guilty scheming something mean, so making plans to be nice is the only way ill ever have any thrill in my life 😤😤

does anyone else get mischievous joy out of being nice sometimes? like “Haha, I knew you were going to be hungry so I got you your favorite food so I can surprise you with it being ready when you get here GOT YOU”