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WHY DO 90% OF SNAPCHAT FILTERS CHANGE MY GODDAMN FACIAL STRUCTURE. LET ME HAVE HELLO KITTY WHISKERS WITHOUT MAKING MY CHIN AND NOSE SMALLER. I DON'T WANT THAT. LIKE IS THERE AN ISSUE WITH MY FACE??? THIS IS NOT HEALTHY FOR THE PPL OUT THERE THAT ARE INSECURE ABOUT THE SIZE OF THEIR FACE, IT JUST MAKES THINGS WORSE, SEEING WHAT THEY "COULD LOOK LIKE" AND GETTING USED TO THAT VERSION OF THEM. YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL THE WAY YOU ARE, YOU DON'T NEED A SMALLER CHIN AND NOSE TO BE GORGEOUS.
ALSO, IT'S KIND OF RACIST IN MY WHITE OPINION (i'm not the authority on this it's just smth I've noticed) THAT IT MAKES UR NOSE SMALLER. LIKE, YOU DON'T NEED A SMALL NOSE TO BE PRETTY. BIG NOSES ARE GORGEOUS. Like. Why????? Why does it change your entire face??????? I like my face. I like your face. You don't need to change your face so why does it change the face of the user?? Is it saying people with round faces and big noses should change that???? Plus it makes ppl look very young (and I already look 14 when I am 17, I do NOT need to look 12) which is kinda???? Weird????? Like, you don't need to look like a teenager to be attractive.
So so bulletpoint list on why I don't like most sc filters:
• A lot of sc filters make your nose and chin smaller
• Changing someone's face like that implies that there was something wrong in the first place.
• It's bacically saying that having big chins and noses is "ugly" which is SO untrue.
• A lot of poc have big noses and chins, in fact most ppl with big noses (not caused by aging) are poc. So saying it's something you need to change is borderline racist (again, I'm not an authority on this bc I'm very white.)
• People who are insecure about their faces in this way don't need confirmation that they should change their looks.
• It makes you look a lot younger (because it also gives you bigger eyes, forgot to say), which another whole can of worms. And for the reasons listed above: it means that you look "prettier" younger. Not true.
• Maybe, possibly, could be shooting in the dark here, PEOPLE WANT TO HAVE A STUPID FILTER W/O CHANGING THEIR ENTIRE FACE???? I LIKE my face. I don't want to look like an anime character. I want to have clouds over my eyes and stars in my hair without looking like a whole other person, thank you.
• A lot of people already have the "desired" proportions, so add in the damn filter changing it, and it makes ppl look so uncanny.
I just think it's stupid that all the cute filters change your whole face and I CAN'T be the only one right???? Am I overreacting??
Rant
Ok so I'm probably gonna sound like an asshole but I really need to vent kinda
I kind of hate posts but also love posts that are "stop stereotyping all of _ as _"
Because I'm the stereotype, I'm the androgynous looking nonbinary, I'm the stereotypical autistic, I'm the gay furry, I'm the gay autistic, I'm the young therian, I'm the fucking stereotypes that people hate, I'm the stereotypes that people are trying to get rid of
But I'm that, so I always feel personally attacked even tho I know the post is meant for good
I'm just the unlucky person who has to see all these posts and think "wow that's me, I must be doing something wrong" and I feel like shit
I know it's stupid, I know I should just be happy that people are spreading awareness, but I just feel like I'll be looked down upon for "spreading the stereotype" when I'm just being me
I hate how I overthink things so much to the point I can't even be happy people are expressing themselves :(
Why do I have to be the stereotype? Why can't I be a little bit different?
God it sucks
Sorry I just kinda needed to say this, I know someone is probably gonna get mad at me for feeling this way and buddy, I'm mad as well
The urge to just disappear from everywhere and start a whole new life is getting harder to ignore
I realised that the reason why I’m just now understanding what seasonal depression feels like at 17 years old is because the years prior I was always so sad that nothing really changed lmaooo
Some people are unaware of their internalised fatphobia towards themself. Not me. I know and totally believe that whatever I wear would look better on someone skinnier.
having a body is so high maintenance, eat this, drink that, shower, bathe, sleep this much, it's all very stupid
*makes mistake of ordering Inscryption nsfw art*
*Inscryption fandom gives me looks*
Me; 😅
oh.
well uhhh i kin him. THATS FUN!!!🤗 (i got these from Pinterest nd in the 1st photo the pink marker is me:3)
How do I get more visibility for my fanfic writing? I don't like having a bunch of social media but I want to share. I post on ao3 and average 20 kudos per fic. I just posted my 20th fic last night. It makes me upset that the larger fics get more views and kudos because they're popular. If you're seeing this, feel free to check out my fics. I write for a few fandoms, I kinda float between writing for Miraculous Ladybug, Hazbin Hotel, Violet Evergarden, Little Witch Academia, and Red White and Royal Blue.
Main pairings(they're constantly changing)
Gabriel Agreste/Nathalie Sancoeur
Nathalie Sancoeur/Amélie Graham de Vanily
Alastor x Lucifer
Dietfried Bougainvillea x Claudia Hodgins
Chariot du Nord x Croix Meridies
Alex Claremont-Diaz x HRH Prince Henry
My name on ao3 is koi_is_a_crackhead_lesbian
I just wish somebody would cup the sides of my face in their hands and tell me to wake up. I want out. I'm so done, honestly. I want to wake up.
Please stand back now……
little further…..
Don’t know what this thing will do……
i promised edgy fanart when i got my drawing tablet and i am but a liar
I will not let there be silence.
How loud must we yell to be heard?
How deranged must my shouts be for someone to hear me?
How petulant? How annoying? How never ending must I be so that I can find a like minded person?
How long must I scream that- this is me! This is what I believe! This is what's right- and here's why!
Because I will do it.
Until my voice is hoarse and weak.
I will not give up.
I refuse to give into the silence.
I will fill it with noise and love.
I will drown out the anger the confusion others express. I will fill it with facts and experience. I will express every ounce of what has gone unvoiced, unknown for so long. For too long.
Until I hear the same words echoed back from the masses.
Until the stars hear my cries and answer them.
Not just until I am heard- but until I am understood.
Until we are understood.
I will not let there be silence.
im so scared for this election i cant vote as i am not old enough but trump being elected will make my life and so many other's lives hell. best case scenario i will move to canada, leaving my extended family, amazing school and hometown behind, worst case scenario i will have to detransition and go back in the closet which would end up killing me, if i don't already get killed by the time im 18 and can transition by some sicko with a gun. please vote. please fucking vote please i dont want anyone to have to go through this shit