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𝐩𝐚𝐜,, 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐞𝐫𝐚?

(𝘶𝘴𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 💀)

ʚ★ɞ pile one ๋࣭ ⭑

TW,, THIS PILE CONTAINS DARKER TOPICS OF TRAUMA, DISORDERS, SA.

you need confidence. don't go overboard with it though. you may have bipolar or a cluster b disorder which can cause issues regarding overconfidence and/ or confidence. take it how it resonates. you could have had a bad past with sexual trauma. you have to take back your power regarding your trauma. you could try to work for male validation and during this time, it'd be best for you to learn to seek validation from yourself instead of men.

ʚ★ɞ pile two ๋࣭ ⭑

money could be a problem for you. the best thing to do is to understand that you'll be taken care of by the universe, god, your spirit guides or whoever you believe in. it'll be taken care of. have more faith. for now, stop worrying about it. you'll be good. let go of your issues for a bit and let yourself have some actual fun. you could also have some toxic friends that are weighing you down. you don't owe your friends money, advice, venting or anything else. you clearly have your own issues and don't have to worry about anyone else's. take this time for yourself

ʚ★ɞ pile three ๋࣭ ⭑

you're literally the only one holding you back right now. stop self sabotaging yourself. you have to be the one rooting for you. you feel abandoned because you abandoned yourself. you aren't showing yourself any love or care. even if others aren't doing it, you have to. if nobody is gonna do it then that's your job. you could be feeling betrayed by someone right now. choose to let go and be happy. it might be difficult but go where your happiness takes you. if it's healthy and you want it, then go for it.

pac ☆ what next?

pile one

rn im getting the same energy as when princess carolyn from bojack horseman lectures herself for the first time 😭 like she was known for lecturing everybody else and it was a running thing but she had to do it to herself. you had all this knowledge on smth and it didn't go as planned but that's completely alright. just restart and learn more. could have been a breakup. basically you spent all that time worrying and it's time to just like... not? thinking about it won't make it go away. focus on you. you got this, believe in yourself.

pile two

you gotta stop trying to be perfect. just because you aren't the best at everything doesn't mean you aren't good or that you shouldn't see yourself as the best 💀 confidence is key. you just have childhood trauma you need to work on. it won't get better if you don't work on it. quit being stubborn. your idea of strength is based off what others think of strength and now what strength is. strength is not hiding emotions. strength is being able to deal with them. there's not much else to this reading because once you work on accepting how you are already, you'll be good.

pile three

i'm hearing "enjoy your gifts." you dealt w someone (probably romantic) who used you for money. like just mooched off all your money and shit. you were (reasonably) hurt but whatever you did, even if it's just letting yourself feel, you're getting your rewards. don't be impatient. you have your own financial independence now and it's your choice to do what you want with it. give from a place where you actually have extras to give. you definitely have a problem w being overgenerous 😶 don't do that anymore. give when you have extra. don't stress over this person, they're literally not all that. YOU'RE all that.

[[pick a card]] three affirmations to help your confidence

[[pile one]]

i deserve to choose myself

my peace is worth more than people's entertainment

i don't need anyone, i choose to have people around me

[[pile two]]

my kindness does not make me weak

i don't have to be perfect to be great

my passion only makes me stronger, my emotions are a gift

[[pile three]]

nobody owns me but me

im looking forward to seeing myself grow

my past is behind me, past people are beneath me

I HATE SPAM MSGS 😭😭😭

unrelated to witchcraft and tarot but i hate femboys w a passion 😭 they hate on women but lift up femboys for the same shit + the name is odd asl considering it was used to degrade trans women in p0rn 😕 they're barely even fem they just put on long socks and a big shirt

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