I Am In A Constant State Of Mourning

I am in a constant state of mourning

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dontwannabealive

3 years ago

why can't you take the fucking hint that I don't wanna be here any longer?

I don't know what more to say or do to make you worry.

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dontwannabealive

3 years ago

I hate every part of me

my face

my back

my arms

my legs

my stomach

my feet

I look in the mirror nowadays and can't even recognize who I used to be

I'm a stranger in my own body

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dontwannabealive

3 years ago

<3

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dontwannabealive

2 years ago

I bought new razors and the guilt of hiding them from my roommate is getting to me

it’s like I know they’re there but they don’t

and that somehow makes me feel worse

they think that I’m doing better

how do I tell them that I’m not?

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dontwannabealive

3 years ago

Help me choose what to eat tomorrow!

Option 1🍏:

Gerber apple cinnamon puffs ( 150)

1 cup unsweetened almond milk (30)

*I would eat this like cereal for a total of 180 calories

Option 2🐟:

3 packets of lemon pepper tuna (210)

pickles (0)

* I would mix together for a total of 210 cal

Option 3🍄:

mushrooms (~15)

1/4 cup of Jasmine rice ( 160)

2 tbsps of low sodium soy sauce (20)

* I would stir it all together to make a mushroom rice for a total of 195 calories

Option 4🥣:

2/3 cup of Greek nonfat plain yogurt (130)

1 green apple (95)

1 tbsp of cinnamon (19)

*I would stir it all together for a delicious apple cinnamon yogurt for a total of 244 calories

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