Bpd Culture Is Always Being The "it's Okay I Understand Your Feelings And Why You Acted This Way" Person

bpd culture is always being the "it's okay i understand your feelings and why you acted this way" person but never the one being understood

I am the biggest gatekeeper. I never tell my favorite bands, artists, or youtubers to people in real life. Like, that's MY escape. That youtuber is MINE. It makes my blood boil to see someone in real life enjoy the same stuff as I do, yet I want friends with the same interests.

Vacations are so torturous. I want to do so many things but my mental illness doesn't let me do anything.

that moment when you’re empty and nothing matters anymore . you don’t even know who you are anymore but it’s okay it doesn’t matter , you just want to disappear .

Somebody take my keys, I'm in no shape for driving

I made my bed but I'll sleep anywhere, anywhere

Are you ashamed of me, or did you buy what I'm selling?

It won't last you long, it'll disappear

all these voices in my head get loud, I wish that I could shut them out.