Self H4te - Tumblr Posts
Is school supposed to ruin me this bad?
tw bl00d sh
practicing sfx for halloween
block, don't report
styro is so yummy
i love love love the look of blood pooling
sorry for shitty photo quality lol
wish i could go deeper :(

tw fake blood sh
block, don't report
sfx practice
useless bitch.

all these voices in my head get loud, I wish that I could shut them out.
all these voices in my head get loud, I wish that I could shut them out.
all these voices in my head get loud, I wish that I could shut them out.
You ever sh and your like "oh great just a small relapse so that my scars don't fade too much and I can hop back onto recovery"
And then two months later you just THINK about giving your arm a break and letting those heal up and your sick to your stomach,
and you haven't had a clean streak longer than two days.
I'm sure the scars look so pretty but I haven't given enough time to actually look at them and see them, whatever I'll get clean some other year.
They can't hurt me if I do it first.
I thought love was meat to help...
Why I'm I sitting on the floor with half a bottle of gin gone?
Fucking fucked up my streak of being clean. I was doing so well. It's pathetic