Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.
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Confession
Confession
A few days ago while at the mall, I stopped in at the store that sells his cologne. I pretended to browse for a gift, but really I just needed a fix.
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Healing in a nutshell
Consistently trying to resolve completely contradictory feelings and convincing myself amid my confusion and misery that it's ok to feel this way.
Devolving
But I'm guessing you already knew that.
A particularly troubling symptom at this juncture
I had a nice Christmas with my mother’s side of the family. Good food and everyone was very sweet to one another. We played cards, and laughed. It’s was lovely. I didn’t think about him for a moment.
And now I feel awful. I can’t really explain why.
I expect the flashbacks, the triggers, and the horrible memories. I expect to feel bad when it makes sense to feel bad.
Why does the good have to be ruined too?
Things I worry about while I should be working.
He has so many nudes of me. So much dirt. He could ruin what is left of my life.