Going Strong

going strong

any tips to reduce sweet cravings are welcome

i ate soo much today 😞

i’ll remember this shameful feeling the next time i want to eat

my motivations to lose weight!!

so i wont compare myself as much to others

so i will be able to always fit cute, small clothes

so i wont worry about my stomach

so people will like me more

so if a boy ever likes me ill be small and dainty for him

so people will be amazed at how small i am

so people wont even believe i can weigh so little

looking cute and thin in pretty dresses!!

summer/warm weather!!

so i can learn to love myself

so i can feel happy

so i will look effortlessly good because of how small i will be

so i can be guys' crushes

so people will admire me

so people will talk to me more

so people will worry about me

so i can be small and fragile

so people might be jealous

revenge on the guy who played w me (bonus!)

and also..

so i can workout without hating it

so i can be less hungry

so i will have more self-control

so i will be more active

so i will look good in photos and videos

I am determined to do this, even if I fail one day, I will get on track the next.

Day 2

Breakfast

Twix bar (my friend gave it to me)

Work food (this was shared)——>>>

Study meal

Cals burnt: 774

Steps: 13k+

Have state tests this week, eating more than usual.

I have 2 friends. One is starting to talk to me less and the other is moving away. I’m going to be all alone AGAIN.

I don’t mind it but investing so much time and money is pointless if i’m gonna keep losing people.

It’s also just exhausting getting excited and being happy only for it to be temporary. I should stop getting my hopes up.

If i post something on tumblr i feel like i’m more likely to do it so….

I started fasting timer at 10:02pm and i will end fast at 6-615pm (next day) so i can eat the chicken and veggies at work for protein intake.

This goes without being said but, LOADS OF WATER

edit: I had gum in my mouth when i fell asleep, i think i swallowed 💔💔💔😰😰😰