Rb If Youre Still Active On Edblr January 2024!! Moots? Happy New Year!

rb if you’re still active on edblr january 2024!! moots? happy new year! 🎉

no cus why are so many ppl glamourising eds and calling it STARVEMAXXING like huh???

as someone with an ed i subconsciously became so aware of other people's eating habits

i notice when they just push around their food around their plate or when they eat smaller portions than normal and wonder are they a picky eater or have an ed?

or when they go to the bathroom soon after a meal and i wonder are they throwing up or just have to use the bathroom?

and when they eat so much food in one sitting and i wonder are they just hungry and have a fast metabolism or did they binge eat?

and i feel so guilty all the time because one of the first things that always pops into my mind is that...

"i can't let them be better/thinner than me."

as much as a love visiting my sister's house, it's always so horrible because they always try to feed me😭

like i know it's their love language but goddammit it's my hate language or whatever cus i keep thinking they're trying to get me fat or something💀

no kidding they pile food onto my plate and get kinda offended if i can't finish

Reblog if you're an active 3d blog in November 2023 and are 18+ please !

you guys i went to the mall today for fnaf and the place was packed with ppl my age and everyone was SO PRETTY AND SKINNY😭 literally irl thinspo all around me fr

like i wore a dress and makeup today and regretted it so bad cus i couldn't stop thinking of the "lipstick on a pig" quote...

also a group of ppl my age openly pointed at me and laughed as i walked by like help???