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day 8:
i don't really have a super specific one but I do 15 sit-ups whenever i think about eating (if i can obvi) and i usually follow this: (but i do other kinda random stuff, lots of jumping jacks)
no that's actually so scary but I'd rather die skinny than live fat
I'm all for romanticising your own ed so you don't go insane, but sometimes the realisation hits that all of this is scary and you could just stop eating entirely one day and then it's basically over for you, you'll willingly die because of your bizarre view of yourself
day 13:
a mix of the two, all of April and all of February I was doing high res and was eating anywhere from 800-1200cals. Now I'm doing low res omad and fasting again so now I'm definitely doing it unhealthy
day 17:
yes. I have atypical anorexia, but I'm so close to having typical
day 20:
probably this keto or one of these
day 23:
at first not really, but the deeper i fell into my Ed the more ed content i consumed
why am i losing fat but not weight? ive lost a bit of weight but not nearly as much as I want, like I keep plateauing and then I'll have a metab day to try to help my metabolism but it never really works. Just wondering if anyone else has any ideas to help break a plateau
you can always be thinner. look better.
How long does it take to see results
It depends on what you do, how much you restrict, exercise and other stuff like that
Xoxo
Restarting and my rules
Bro I wanted to eat enough because I sported alot but since im rlly inactive and lazy I will just r3str!ct again because I feel so fat and unhealthy
My rules:
Try to eat as little as possible and stay hydrated at all times, preferally up 1000.
Never not go out because of food.
Enjoy my teen years.
Do ab workouts everyday unless i rlly cant
Make sure that if i eat i eat something nutricious with volume to keep me full.
And since I can't weigh myself, I can just make photo's of every week.
Also if I wanna binge, ill just try sleep or smth
And also sleep like 8 hours daily.
That's pretty much it!!
Ok so the omad is going good, an amazing tip is eating gum (don't eat alot though maybe like 1 a day but not too much because it apparently gives risks of cancer) . But I'm about to eat dinner and it's about 700kcals or less idk but I'm proud of myself. The gum really made me less hungry.
I’ve lost over a kilo on ritalin. I have not felt this good in so long.
Hoping that losing weight will do something about the state of my face cuz this is ridiculous
no cus why are so many ppl glamourising eds and calling it STARVEMAXXING like huh???
you guys i went to the mall today for fnaf and the place was packed with ppl my age and everyone was SO PRETTY AND SKINNY😭 literally irl thinspo all around me fr
like i wore a dress and makeup today and regretted it so bad cus i couldn't stop thinking of the "lipstick on a pig" quote...
also a group of ppl my age openly pointed at me and laughed as i walked by like help???
why is pretending to eat so damn exhausting 😩