I Can Write Them A Long Ass List About Things They Don't Know About Me....I Think They Will Have Fun

I can write them a long ass list about things they don't know about me....I think they will have fun

Me: wanting to have someone who I can tell everything and take everything off my chest

Also me: not telling anyone about myself and how I feel because I think I am being a burden

My "dad" is so weak....

He can't handle conversation about my self harm. He had left in the middle and now is mad at everyone.... My "mum" is sad about that....

And I'm the younger there but the strongest....

Funny

My mum finding my cuts on my arm: oh no....you can't hide it whole summer.... people will see...why can't you stop ?

My mum finding cuts on my thighs: oh no...people will see....you can't hide it whole summer....people will see ...why can't you stop ? If you really have to do something like that them go running or yell at me....

Me thinking: I hate running and I don't yell at people...even at those I hate....

Also me thinking: what about my mental health ? Guess it's not important

Call me 'doll' or a 'toy' and I am all yours....

I'm having guest now and my younger cousin is in my room with me....

Man.... she's spilling the hottest tea about her class right now...and she is not going to shut up