Me Ending Up On Mentally Ill Girlblogging Tumblr As A Trans Guy Because I Use BPD Related Tags And I'm

Me ending up on mentally ill girlblogging tumblr as a trans guy because I use BPD related tags and I'm just staring at everyone like

am I still welcome?

You see, if everyone around you tells you you're the problem. You eventually internalize it. I wish I never existed, maybe then people around me wouldn't be so miserable. They'd be happy. And that's all I want.

how the "I support my friends with BPD!" motherfuckers look at me when I constantly complain about me having no friends and feeling lonely all the time because my perception of relationships is completely distorted and it makes be believe that them not talking to me one time is a sign that they want me to kill myself, or otherwise show any traits that aren't just "uwu kawaii yandere" typa bullshit:

this but instead I'm watching some of Tony Crynight's older videos

BPD is having a complete breakdown, finally hitting the breaking point from a depressive episode and spiraling, and then three hours later eating a slice of cake while listening to Sonic theme songs, completely unbothered. 😎

nvm fuck it, I'll just go with "femcel" cause it fits me better, and I'll orient between incel and femcel as needed.

does anyone know what to call a nonbinary incel? I think I might be an incel but I don't identify as a girl or boy (well, i do identify as a boy, but i'm still nonbinary regardless)

I was thinking about calling them "excels" or "encels", but idk :p