Being A Polyfrag DID System Is Like

Being a polyfrag DID system is like

"Yeah ik I'm this alter... Am I alone fronting? Who knows, maybe, maybe not, am I being influenced by other alters in front? Maybe, maybe not"

And then you forgot you say you were X alter and you continue your life as normal till someone or something reminds you you're that alter and you remember you're a system

And then doing some normal shit you became aware you're not fronting alone and you hear the other alters at front talking or they talk to you/externals so you're now like "Oh yeah... I'm not fronting alone"

Sometimes forgetting about the existing of fronting, alters and all this shit is hilarious and random, it's like the thing that most of the community talks about when talking about symptoms and it's the thing that we forget most of the time about DID lmao

Sometimes I don't know who's mos toxic

Fakeclaimers or the CDD community with itself

The moment when your brain decide is time to get a flashback and dreams about that person/system who hurt us a lot so all the system gets triggered and now all the subsystem of introjects of that person/system is frontstuck alone feeling like they're their source even though they know they're not

Help us, we don't want to front like this

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Gonna be honest with you

CDD community is shitty 98% of the time and systems don't help to make it a better place but worst

Thx for reading

I find so interesting how many times you don't get the proper credit just because you're an alter in a system

Like you do something but other alter, normally the host, takes the credit of that thing you did, and because you all share body you can't say nothing, and if you do people would say "well is a collective thing" so you don't get the proper credit

Sometimes is funny, sometimes is sad, sometimes is frustrating, but at the end you learn how to accept it as your fate

Self diagnosed systems, this is for you

Remember that you can always be wrong about being a system, damn even profesional diagnosis can get wrong sometimes, and that's ok!

Just because you're self diagnosed doesn't mean you're not valid, but remember not to stick only to this possibility, is ok to be wrong about being a system and that doesn't make you a bad person at all

But please, be aware you can be wrong, and if you do, don't be harsh on yourself neither assure you're a system even if you know you're not now

Mistakes can happen, acknowledge them, move on and don't be bad with yourself, I assure you no one will hate you if they're really a good person, cause life is about mistakes and learning