Being A Polyfrag DID System Is Like

Being a polyfrag DID system is like

"Yeah ik I'm this alter... Am I alone fronting? Who knows, maybe, maybe not, am I being influenced by other alters in front? Maybe, maybe not"

And then you forgot you say you were X alter and you continue your life as normal till someone or something reminds you you're that alter and you remember you're a system

And then doing some normal shit you became aware you're not fronting alone and you hear the other alters at front talking or they talk to you/externals so you're now like "Oh yeah... I'm not fronting alone"

Sometimes forgetting about the existing of fronting, alters and all this shit is hilarious and random, it's like the thing that most of the community talks about when talking about symptoms and it's the thing that we forget most of the time about DID lmao

It's so weird when your not the host but someone new at front and people assuming you're the host just because we share personalities

Bonus points if you believe them because you don't fucking care till you care and you're left wondering "Who tf am I?" without an answer

Did I just use Tumblr to say I'm a new formed alter and people assumed I was the hoste? Yeah pretty much

I like how some systems have their own singletsona online that basically is a drawing of the body or how they wanna look

But everytime that I see an avatar singlet sona they're alway pretty human-like, or if they're non-human they look like an elf or something that's enough human like, and I mean, there's nothing wrong with that, after all systems can present themselves as a whole however the heck they want, but I want to see more non-human avatar singletsonas

So in the same topic here, I present a full body drawing of our avatar singletsona :D

When you think about us think about this

That's us irl /j

Also if you pay enough attention you'll see our pfp is a drawing of our singletsona, it was originally a gif, but it was to big to put the gis as a pfp, so bonus point, here's the gif

And if you have an avatar singletsona and you're willing to share, please repost this with yours, I will love to see them!! /nf

My personal hot take

The CDD community is so focused in the alters part of the dissorder that it became bullshit and some kind of annoying, the community ignoring all the things outside alters and trauma is the reason why CDD community can't be taken seriously by CDD systems that don't care about glorifying and making pretty the disorder

I found so funny everytime a non human of our sys says "I'm otherkin" and we're like "bro you're already non human 😭"

Like mostly they talk about fronting experiences with their otherkins, and the most interesting things is that they're kins aren't based on their inner appearances lol

Get your point, but as we stated we feel more comfortable using brainmade rather than introject in this cases, labels and roles for alters aren't obligations and you have to follow them exactly as they are, what you have to priotitize is your comfort and what works best for you and your system in order to heal and understand

Maybe for you they're introjects, for us not, and that's ok cause everyone has different points of view and preferences regarding labels

Labels like brainmade and introject aren't obligatory and are just for the alter comfort and understanding, so if isn't affecting you nor the other system in a bad way, let's learn not to correct things about preference and personal understanding :) /nbr

I'm curious, do you have a "verse" in your system?

Explanation: A verse is when you have multiple alters from the same source and/or are classified as similar or the same; it's not always about introjects cause we have brainmades who are a verse

We have like 10 verses lol

Brain doesn't have budget to make original ideas /j