I Just Wanted To Say That I Might Not Have Been In The Right State Earlier, I Wrote On My Feelings, My

I just wanted to say that I might not have been in the right state earlier, I wrote on my feelings, my boyfriend is very kind, beautiful, gentle, we didn't even have a fight, I protected him from my own emotions by writing on Tumblr, I didn't mean to be AGAINST him!! I love him a lot, like I never loved anyone before ❤️❤️❤️ I'm just very sv!cid4l lately, I needed to get my feelings out on Tumblr!!

I don't understand, he asked me if I would block someone that came to DMS to flirt because of what happened earlier, then after long minutes, he sent me reels suddenly as if nothing happened??? I'm so confused

A stranger came into my DMs to send me horrible messages like: "I'm going to rape you," blah blah blah

I first thought it was a bot but he told me than he was not, then I told it to my friend and my bf and...

Well, my bf sent him threats in a message and suddenly the stranger deleted his account???

Then my bf called me a red flag because I didn't want to block the stranger right away (I wanted to know who he was and why he was sending me these types of messages) ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

After calling me a red flag, he told me I was too busy texting the stranger when I was busy studying lolll it just made me so mad bruh

Mostly he was the busy one texting him if he was sending him threats, and also, I should be thankful he reacted this way but idk

It doesn't make me happy to know that

:D

⭒ ⋆ 🩹 martyrs (2008) ⋆ฺ࿐🩸⁎˚

He doesn't have the right to send me a "love :(" whenever I don't answer him for 20 minutes when he's leaving me on delivery for one hour, I understand he has a life, but I have one too

I was playing piano bruh it's normal that I don't answer if I'm focused, it's just frustrating me so bad and I know that he'll maybe see this so :

Don't feel bad (⁠◕⁠દ⁠◕⁠)

I'm just so bad at loving, when it's me that I feel bad I'm not nonchalant but when it's someone else, I can't comfort them 😖

Maybe I just don't know how to love, and when he'll read this, I hope he doesn't feel unloved