A Stranger Came Into My DMs To Send Me Horrible Messages Like: "I'm Going To Rape You," Blah Blah Blah

A stranger came into my DMs to send me horrible messages like: "I'm going to rape you," blah blah blah

I first thought it was a bot but he told me than he was not, then I told it to my friend and my bf and...

Well, my bf sent him threats in a message and suddenly the stranger deleted his account???

Then my bf called me a red flag because I didn't want to block the stranger right away (I wanted to know who he was and why he was sending me these types of messages) ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

After calling me a red flag, he told me I was too busy texting the stranger when I was busy studying lolll it just made me so mad bruh

Mostly he was the busy one texting him if he was sending him threats, and also, I should be thankful he reacted this way but idk

It doesn't make me happy to know that

i'm just a kid

i never use my brain

i only use my heart

and my imagination

I don't understand, he asked me if I would block someone that came to DMS to flirt because of what happened earlier, then after long minutes, he sent me reels suddenly as if nothing happened??? I'm so confused

bruh he left me on delivered for 30 mins, I feel alone and sad, because I talk to no one else but him and one of my friends, the list is short, I'm lonely and need someone to talk to

I tried to tell him, I'm not the best at communication but I just want him to tell me what he's doing, his hobbies etc, it's just frustrating that I always feel guilty after

It's killing me inside I just want to be well, but since the 1st of September, I'm just sad and feeling more depressed than everything else

I feel like he's so sensitive and I'm already too sensitive, it's destroying everything because I'm not happy with it

But if I say nothing about him being absent, he would just tell me that he feels like I'm not loving him anymore and that we're getting distant ughh

Is it all my fault ? I feel like there's no issue

It's a bigger venting lol I feel so overwhelmed and sad

He's the man that I wanted but why is everything getting so bad lately

The world is against me (⁠ ⁠･ั⁠﹏⁠･ั⁠)

(I like putting cute gifs after saying the most depressing sh!t lol)

studying to make myself believe that I can survive until I grow old۫ ꣑ৎ

I apply lipstick until I feel pretty enough

(I'm never satisfied)