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Y'all ever just wanna see a therapist ?
Not like 'damn Im depressed ,I need to get my shit together 'way but like you know you will both get along really well .
Like you'll make a hell of a besties ..?
I think I opted against posting this because I was "happy" for a time, but for me, that never lasts and most the time it's never even real.
It's all just...
Motionless
Sometimes, I feel motionless and it is something I wish would never leave.
Other times, I feel motionless and want it to go away, to never return to me.
I don't control either of these feelings, but they show how I'm feeling better than I could ever explain.
Sometimes, I'm motionless and everything stops. My fears, stress, and anxiety all stop.
Almost as if whatever I was dealing with has ran its course and is behind me.
Other times, I feel motionless like the world is trapping me in my worries and the future I know nothing about.
Feeling motionless is something I wish would happen more often, but I also wish to cease as well.
I try not to take this for granted. The feeling that I need to stop and pause because there's no rush to get to the end. I should take my time and just be motionless when I need to.
That feeling that the next second I waste doing nothing is only trapping me in my difficult moments. That staying still will only be my downfall.
No matter which one passed my night away, it's happening to remind me of the things that are gone and the things that will come.
Something about emptiness feels like comfort. Loneliness is the peace that settles in my bones. The steadiness of no waves and the immensity of endless horizon.
If it’s only me here on this beach, I will never be too much again.
Can anyone or anyguys:
Distract me
Cheer me up
Comfort me in anything way u can
Anyone anybody!? 🫠👉🏻👈🏻
Anyone or any feedee or bloaters etc cheer me up !!!!!!??????
Not in a good mood today and next month but theses tags are related to me #lol or how people see me tbh it’s complicated tho i don’t want to talk about it and there is nothing that can cheer me up
Thank you for speaking out about this. With my nerodivergent I can definitely relate, I feel so lonely sometimes. Like I can't connect with anyone, like there's these unspoken rules I don't know so everyone thinks I'm a psycho when I speak. They make fun of the way I phrase them and pick apart my round about explanations. I wish people could know this, know that I'm just like anyone else, that I just want a friend.
Honestly one of the worst things about being autistic is that sometimes it just feels like I’m speaking a whole other language than everyone around me.
Like, my family often complains about my short answers and how I apparently “talk in circles” or something, but what I say makes total sense to me.
It’s just…. So frustrating…..
Coax me into sweet dreams and stow me away for I cannot bear it any longer
When one cock leaves another enters or however the saying goes ….
"The one who always waits for others is mostly the one who will be left alone."
don't know what to feel for guys
love? no? what, WHAT?
