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i did shrooms tonight and i genuinely didnt think abt my weight. i felt so skinny and happy. i felt pretty. wish i felt this way all the time

looking for pro @na and active moots! feel free to DM i wanna make friends 🩷🩷

does anyone else also have this weird unexplainable attraction to older men or is @na just messing with my brain

had three people say i looked sk1nn1er today. just won at life or wtv

ugh i am dreading 4th of july. The entire holiday is just for eating😭😭

I can’t believe I ate myself to my current weight like how pathetic and embarrassing is that

the day i found out 0 c@l foods existed , THAT was my roman empire.

just weighed myself and lost 2 pounds. maybe life is worth living 😍🙌

I love when people say I look sickly or tired. Just motivates me to keep going.

my f@sting tips

So I know a lot of ppl have trouble restricting, but these my tips.

(This is not completely foolproof, I do binge at times. Significantly less now, though.)

firstly -- drink SO MUCH water

Drink so much water, and leave no room for anything else. you will not feel hungry if you do this.

Try to keep your mouth occupied (0 sugar gum, lollipop, etc) to trick your brain

Keep your self occupied, do things you like to do, or even just sleep, so you dont constantly think of food.

dont over do your fasts, this will lead to binging.

If at a social gathering -- use an excuse like nausea, stomach bug, or just say its religious/cultural (this one will only work for some, I also dont reccomend this one)

Lastly, keep yourself motivated, watch videos, look at inspo, interact with others who will encourage you.

does anyone know any low c@l desserts, that actually taste good? I hate those prtein bars and brownies. Sugar craving are probably the worst for me, since I cant resist it. Any ecs would be good!

(when i say low c@l i mean around 20-90 c@ls)

i want my bones to stick out of tight clothing, not my stupid piggy fat rolls

REBLOG IF YOUR AN ACTIVE ED BLOG IN JUNE 2024

one day i wont have to worry about buying oversized clothes on purpose

one day i wont have to worry about constantly covering my stomach

one day i wont have to worry about my thighs touching

one day i wont have to worry about others seeing my side profile

one day i wont have to worry about being able to wear swimsuits comfortably

!! INTRO POST !!

HEIGHT: 5'2 (158cm)

WEIGHT: 125

GOAL WEIGHT: 110

Some more things abt me!!

Fav Music: Lana Del ray, A$AP ROCKY, Chapell Roan, Frank Ocean and Radiohead

I love journaling

I am a collecter of all things (sonny angels, trinkets, stickets, etc)

ao3 warrior

member of all fandoms (probably)

(TW FOR NEXT PART)

I've been struggling with an €d since my whole life basically but really got into it in 2023. Ive been mostly @nor3x14 , but struggled with mia too during my early €d.

some things ive experiences during my journey:

so much hairloss, i am starting to bald a bit. (if anyone has tips)

my dark circles have gotten worse

little to no energy, sleeping for 13-14 hours a day

i binge less the more i fast

body dysmorphia has only gotten worse

Feel free to reach out through DM, Looking to make any new friends.!!

worst feeling ever is eating junk food right after breaking a long fast. I feel like I did all that for nothing. I had around 3 boneless wings and 6 pieces of fries and 4 peices of candy. I feel like an actual whale.

i hate being fat how to loose weight fast. I dont care about the method. I need to be skinny.

Watching this mf when I want to eat during a fast

IDK WHAT TO POST ON HERE 😿

thanks jimmy neutron

Random concept for byler first kiss

Mike and Will have a sweet, angsty conversation.

At some point Mike says ‘you know how I said befriending you was the best thing I’ve ever done? Well, it wasn’t.”

Will looks devastated and stunned, I thought we were getting along, but before he can speak Mike takes a deep breath.

“This is.”

And Mike grabs his face and kisses him.

certified mike fans, come get ur badges

So ep 1-6: most of mike's scenes are having " charged heart to heart moments with Will". And Will is clearly gay and into mike- even to oblivious audience reviewers. Some reviewers even call it a "love triangle". I mean we will see, but I don't get the pessimism (just cause byler isn't cnfirmed one way or another yet, by part 1). They haven't seen part 2( which equals about 5 episodes if it were the original 45 minute runtime). Byler wouldn't be rushed... it's a slow burn.

Who knows what will happen . They could go the cliche unrequited track: but that would just be sad and an overdone trope meant to cater to straight fans. queer fans have always hated the trope. God who knows s4 may be used to subtly build up byler for the general oblivious audiences, and breakup m*leven by the end. And before byler can even officially occur Will is taken by the lab or something else- (lonnie getting custody, if joyce is stuck in russia,etc to stop momentum ) . Who knows what cliffhanger they may do to get us to watch s5 XD

Frankly I'm more worried about part 1 reviews- in terms of plot. Cause the reviews are all over the place. Like very mixed reactions to the russian subplot.And Like ... be worried sbp's storyline is possibly minor and jonathan, Will,and mike may be neglected plot wise and apparently "sidelined' . And their subplot isn' t deep and doesn't explore their tra*ma/feelings more . I guess that could change in part 2- especially if the gov baddies aren't just after el. That could be a twist... and ofcourse if the sbp gang does face vecna too, we may see a darker plotline emerge for the sbp group in part 2. Several movies hint jonathan and Will may deal with vecna visions...