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The Scary Place
The Scary Place
It is a scary place. My mind. A madhouse. A circus. A laboratory. A burning house. A prison. A funhouse mirror room. There is nowhere to run. Nowhere to hide. Anyone stuck in here would go mad. I'm sure you understand. No, you couldn't. No one can. I am not insane. Just driven to it by being trapped in here for 14 years and counting. My thoughts hunt me down. Bully me. Push me. Break me.
It is a scary place, my mind. I am terrified to be left alone here. Left alone with these thoughts. No longer my own. Were they ever? How can such vicious things come from me? These screaming, yelling, screeching things. They reverberate through my skull. Until I cover my ears and beg for mercy.
And
There
Is
None.
I scream. Till the shouting is all I hear. Echoing off these in-shatterable walls. Drowning me. Drowning out everything. Everyone.
It is a scary place, my mind. A torture chamber. An isolation cell. A black hole. I am petrified to be left alone with myself. Lest these thoughts kill me.
Please
Don’t
Leave.
@writerscreed
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Chain of Gold
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