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Witchy-v1xen - There Is An Esoteric Pinnacle Within Everyone. - Tumblr Blog
Hiii, I'm so sorry you are feeling the you do, and I know we don't know eachother but if you want to rant, you can rant to me and I'll listen, or try to help, whatever you needโค๏ธ
Thank you, I really need that. Everything is just so, frustrating for me right now. Of course, I'll try to be open and talk about it more often. I just have difficult time opening up.
You know your fucked up in the head when you can longer make sense of what is it you feel anymore. You know your messed up when you can't tell the difference between what's love and what isn't because, some of your family members are really weird and toxic. Instead you rather wait for the ๐๐๐ because, you feel you'll be able to trust him more than your own kinfolk. Until that happens your an endless void of unhealed problems and people say others have it worser than you as excuse of not to hear your ranting. Why not just tell me you don't give a shit to my face? That would be better than lying about everything. If I ever get hugged again, I won't be able to get hugged without breaking down. To not have a father there too is a huge gash in my side, you get jealous seeing others bond with their two parents who are still together or just bonding with their father. You can only think about how'd you'd take all your pain out on him if he ever bothers to show back up. You crave the love and affection that you see others have and know that you'll never get it. It just consumes you and turns you bitter, making you rot on the inside slowly decaying. You manage to hide all of that though beneath your facade trying to build a strong mentality up from the that.

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CD:JACKIEGAYLOR @tiktok
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CD:RXCAMERON @tiktok

I love the Hightowers and their history is interesting. It leaves me wondering of their origin.
Never let team Black stans and Targ fanboys gaslight you to believe that house Hightower is an enemy of house Targaryen:
1) Before the conquest, Aegon and Visenya visited the Oldtown and spent time at the Citadel.
2) The Hightowers did not march to the Field of Fire, and surrendered without a fight.
3) Aegon's reign officially began in Oldtown after he was anointed and crowned by the High Septon (who was a Hightower) in the Starry Sept, and was celebrated by the people of the city as he rode over the city on Balerion.
4) House Hightower was one of the few houses that helped the Targaryens in the First Dornish War.
5) Aegon agreed to betroth his son Maegor to Ceryse Hightower when Ceryse's uncle suggested that Maegor should be wed to his niece, and look what F&B has to say about Maegor and Ceryse: "Maegor boasted to having consummated the marriage a dozen times the night of the wedding, and those who had seen the bedding agreed that Maegor was a lusty husband."
6) Maegor recognized Ceryse as the official Queen of Westeros, even though he had two more wives, and gave all of her lands and titles back to her.
7) When Rhaena Targaryen fled from Maegor, he sent a rider to Oldtown commanding Lord Hightower to behead Rhaella (who was training to become a Septa) as punishment for her mother's betrayal. Lord Hightower refused, and imprisoned the messenger instead.
8) Alicent fetched old Jaehaerys' meals, helped him wash and dress, and read to him. On her deathbed, she said: "I want to see my sons again, andย Helaena, my sweet girl. Oh... and Kingย Jaehaerys. I will read to him, as i did when i was little. He used to say i had a lovely voice." She didn't mention her father or her brother, but she mentioned Jaehaerys. That shows how much she loved him.
9) Rhaena Targaryen (Daemon's daughter) married Garmund Hightower, and had six daughters by him. As one of the few remaining heirs to the iron throne and the sister of the King, she had no reason to marry a third son and have not one, not two, but six daughters by him if she didn't love him.
10) They remained loyal to the Targaryens during the Robert's Rebellion.
11) Unlike Jaime Lannister and Barristan Selmy, Gerold Hightower remained loyal to Rhaegar till his last breath. He refused several opportunities to leave unharmed, and eventually died while he was defending Rhaegar's son.
12) Daenaerys thinks house Hightower is among the houses that will help her take back the iron throne. She assumes correctly because the Hightowers believe in a prophecy that says Oldtown would burn and its monuments would be cast down if they opposed the "Blood of the Dragon." That's why they gave full support to neither side during the First Blackfyre Rebellion, keeping a foot in both Targaryen and Blackfyre camps.
Me cause I'm homeschooled <3

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You ever just feel misunderstood by everybody around you? It's like I want to cry but, I can bring myself to do so. I feel so numb and it sucks. The emotions, I suppose to have and don't have. My family doesn't like listening to me rant and vent. I'm ready to just grab my bags and go somewhere far away when I get the chance since, Apparently I can't claim victim-hood when it's the other person's fault for not thinking rationally and I'm wrong for holding a grudge against them. I simply want an apology and I still haven't gotten one. I'm just really hurt and feel so misunderstood. My grandmother tells me not to make friends with people outside the religion but, it's like I have to and I'm eventually going to because, they just don't understand me and I find very fucking sad that people in my need shit broken down for them to get where I'm coming from. It sucks and I'm eventually going to disappear and walk off, hopefully they'll think to themselves at least that I'm dead or something. In all actuality I'll be alive though because, I'm trying to keep my positivity. I'M TRYING. And yes, I get everyone has their problems and I'm not saying mine are bigger but, I just want a fucking apology, something that could've been given to me long ago but, I've been denied of it.
they didnโt include aemond wearing the conquerorโs crown and saying โit looks better on me than it ever did on himโ because aemond saw this and knows that just could not be true


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I hate being the eldest daughter, eldest sibling, eldest cousin it's aggravating and frustrating. I have nobody to socialize with in my family around my age, closet person to my age is my younger brother were just two years apart and don't have shit in common. I feel like I can't have fun alone (I'm hindered really, I'm not allowed to go anywhere by myself) so, I just bed rot. Outside the house since, I come from a religious community where all the girls I hung around at some point in time were mediocre to me and we didn't have one thing in common. Being the eldest, is both a blessing and a curse, I get independence but at the same time I don't have it. I just feel so lonely. It fucking sucks and I can't help but, want to cry about it. I just want to be a kid again at this point not a senior on my last year of high school.
Sending a virtual hug and manifesting the people who didn't put him for nomination get their karma.


Imagine being an actor, go beyond your limits, putting all of you in the scene, and it gets cut down. And you won't be even nominated for Emmy, even though you are the best thing in the whole season. You did something that not every actor can โ made an unlikable character into something real and raw, even though writers butchered your character with every single decision.
I can't imagine it either.
Wโโcโโโ Fแตฃแตขโโdโ โโโโโแตฃโ โโโ โโbโโ โf Cโโโโโโโ
๐๐ผ๐๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ๐
แดดแตแตหขแต แตแถ แตสฐแต แตสณแตแตแตโฟ แตแตโฑแตหข
แตหขแตโฑแตแถ แตแตโฑแตหข
แตแตสณแต สฐแตแตแต แตแตโฑแตหข
แดฟสฐแตแตโฟโฑแถแตโฟแต แตแตโฑแตหข
แดนแตสณแต แดฟสฐแตแตโฟโฑแถแตโฟแต แตแตโฑแตหข
แตสฐแต สทโฑแถปแตสณแตโฑโฟแต สทแตสณหกแต แตแถ สฐแตสณสณสธ แตแตแตแตแตสณ
แดผแตสฐแตสณ แถ แตโฟแตแตหขสธ แตแตโฑแตหข โฝแถแตแตโฑโฟแต หขแตแตโฟโพ
๐ฐ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐
๐'๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ
๐๐บ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ
๐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐ฏ๐ค๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ
๐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐บ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฅo ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฐ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ค ๐ด๐ต๐ถ๐ง๐ง
๐'๐ฎ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ด๐บ๐ญ๐ท๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ข
๐'๐ฎ ๐ข ๐๐ญ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ
๐'๐ฎ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฎ
๐๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ท๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ

I'm gagged.
early morning doggystyle with aemond on the castle balcony before the council meeting startsโฆ. ๐ฆ
watching the sun slowly rise over the entirety of kingโs landing while getting pounded and stuffed full of the prince regentโs seed











Is that what I am to you? A prize to proffer about to the great houses? โ requested by anonymous
HOUSE OF THE DRAGON | 1.03 "Second of His Name" dir. Greg Yaitanes
5 songs :)
Tagging: @bucknastysbabe @alicentflorent @rhaenyraapologist @elaratyrell @lady-clouves @ladythornofrivia
๐ถโจwhen u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, tag 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool)๐ถโจ
Thank you for tagging me @guiltyasdave (and @stephendorff and @gyllenhaalstories it just took me over a month, oops, sowy ๐ฅบ๐ฌ)
didn't tag 10 because I'm a rebel, npt: @she-likesorchids @toomanystoriessolittletime @hoeruiner @whocaresstillthelouvre @notjustjavierpena


We had this dilemma: โWell, where do we place Alicent?โ And it seemed that there was a kind of nice irony that she would end up in Rhaenyraโs apartment. Interesting seeing as thatโs where Rhaenyra lost her virginity and then thatโs where sheโs having sex with Cole. They both had sex with Cole in the same room. (x)
RHAENYRA TARGARYEN & ALICENT HIGHTOWER โ 1.04 // 2.01
In another life I guess...
one of the biggest tragedies of hotd is that rhaenyra would have actually had a really great older sister dynamic with her siblings in a different life. it was already shown that she has a soft spot for helaena and would have likely gone out of her way to protect her. she also would have been able to weirdly relate to aemonds feelings of not being good enough and always getting passed over. she would have held aegon by his legs upside-down outside the window of the red keep









when you're the saddest most relatable character on the show and the writers keep fucking you up
I'm actually sad now.

to think this is the only time aemond rode vhagar with full vision
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
WHY DID THEY CUT THIS I HATE RYAN CONDAL I HATE SARA HESS I HATE HBO