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Food Log: 12/19/2021
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Caramel chocolate (65cal)
Spearmint tea (2cal)
Apples & cinnamon oatmeal (130cal)
Rice cake (35cal)
Cookie butter 1 1/2 tsp (17cal)
Total: 279cal
Snack:
Binged on sum hot Cheeto puffs n 2 pieces of chocolate
Total: estimate 700cal
Todays total: 979 cal
Notes:
Grossed out with myself I can’t believe I let the binging get bad again man I was doing so good. I have to get back on track.
Food Log Jan. 4, 2022
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Beef ramen (370cal)
Green tea (0cal)
Total: 370cal
Todays total: 370cal
Notes:
Started my period during school today but I kept telling myself it was discharge. I knew my period was coming cus I’ve been cramping before n then today plus my moods been off the hinge. I want affection but then I’m like gtfo u disgusting mf n then there’s the need to cry even tho there’s nothing to cry abt n my overthinking gets worse like I thought I annoyed the homie today bc I was all moody n he could tell but at least he gave a hug. Safe hugs fr. Im extra bloated during my period so I get more self conscious with my body dysmorphia plus I’m sick all the time so it kinda helps with restricting but it also just makes me feel worse. Got up to shit after napping n almost passed out on the fuckin toilet. So at least I ate something.
Didn’t get a picture of my tea my bad
Food Log Jan. 6, 2021
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
2tbsp kimchi (20cal)
Half of large blueberry muffin (300cal)
Baby bel cheese (70cal)
Chamomile tea (0cal)
Total: 390cal
Todays total: 390cal
Notes:
I love how organized it looked. I love kimchi so much it helps with not eating hot Cheetos n pickles. I’m trynna avoid eating chips.
I forgot to take a picture of my tea again my bad.
Bodies I wish I had but don’t think I can achieve
Y’all see my dilemma right? I wanna be skinny but I wanna be thick and curvy. But most of all I just wanna be beautifully perfect. But if I gain weight to get the curves my face n arms n shoulders are fat. If I lose the weight, my face is skinny n dainty n my arms n shoulders, but I lose my ass n hips n chichis. To add to that if I get to my ugw I’ll be called a tweaker or crackhead bc of how skinny I’d get.
Liquid Fast
Started: September 11, 2022 10:06AM
Ended: September 12 , 2022 10:17AM
24 hour liquid fast
I like fasting after relapsing bc it’s like a kick start I guess. But I’ve been having the shits all day n they’re runny as fuck too. But I also got the little euphoric feeling of fasting n I love the skinny high.
I wanna post my body ch3ck$ but I don’t want my account deactivated again n again
Any tips to be able to post without getting banned?
Food Log Aug. 11, 2024
Breakfast:
2.5, short ribs Hawaiian (250cal)
Green tea (2cal)
Steamed cabbage (40cal)
Total: 292cal
Lunch:
Nothing (0cal)
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Mac n cheese Velveeta, 1 cup (380cal)
Blue Powerade (142cal)
Half a can of tuna (49cal)
Total: 571cal
Todays total: 863
Notes:
I had some coffee at lunch but very little I couldn’t finish it bc I got nauseous. So I made myself eat some Mac n cheese mixed with tuna (sounds nasty but don’t knock it till u try it). It was rlly good but I still felt nauseous so I took some midol n took a nap but still woke up nauseated. Sooooo I took a shower. I feel a lil better but still bleh. Bc of the nausea n heat n my cats kittens I didn’t get any cardio in. I’ll try to burn some calories tmrw.
There’s no way I could’ve made the Mac n cheese look appealing so there’s a lack of mealspo in this log n it low key bothers me😭
Food Log: Sep. 5, 2024
Breakfast:
3 egg omelette (237cals)
3 bacon slices (177cals)
1tbsp ketchup (18cal)
Cheese (100cals)
Onion (46cal)
Total: 662cals
Lunch:
Nothing (0cal)
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Nothing (0cal)
Total: 0cal
Snack:
Ten tbsp chocolate brownie ice cream (328cals)
Total: 328cals
Todays total: 990 calories
Notes:
My bf made us breakfast it was really goooooood but supa high in calories. I blame the bacon. I’m rlly annoyed with how high I ate BUT it’s fine bc I lost weight around my belly and I can wear my waist trainer at its tightest setting now 🙂↕️. The ice cream was so fucking good but I have to pace myself so I don’t binge. I rlly want to eat more rn.So I’m gonna finish an assignment and then watch some movies that has super skinny ppl n it for inspiration 🫡
Food Log: Sep. 6, 2024
Breakfast:
Instant coffee (2cal)
Thirteen tbsp (454cal)
Total: 456cals
Lunch:
Nothing (0cal)
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Upo with pork and shrimp (350cal)
White jasmine rice (180cal)
Total: 530cals
Todays total: 986 calories
Notes:
I ate the Upo left overs I had from the other day so I overestimated it again, I didn’t finish the rice though but I’m still counting it. The coffee was literally perfect, just the creamer being high in calories is what gets on my nerves. I wish I could track my steps. Today was super draining bc of the heat but I got a lot of work done so that’s good. I feel so bleh. I wanna restrict lower I hate being in the 900s.