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Food Log Dec. 7, 2021
Breakfast:
Half belvita (115cal)
Ginger tea (19cal)
Total: 134cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Half ribeye steak (423.5cal)
Half baked potato (80.5cal)
Garlic bread (206cal)
Sour cream 2tbsp (20cal)
Total: 730cal
Todays total: 864cal
Notes:
Purged out my dinner I hope it was enough. I really wish I could do better and not just with this ED but as a person for everyone in my life. This existence is so fucking burdening.
(Forgot to take a picture of ginger tea)
Food Log Jan. 14, 2022
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Coffee (75cal)
Rice cake (35cal)
Strawberry jam 1 1/2 tbsp (25cal)
Strawberry yogurt (90cal)
Seaweed (20cal)
Total: 245cal
Todays total: 245 cal
Notes:
He tried making me eat but I can’t eat in front of him bro. I have a hard time eating in front of ppl not so much my family but regardless I don’t really feel comfortable with it. So I ate once I got home. (TW MENTION OF SELF HARM) He kissed my scars tho 🙁. This boy makes my heart hurt but in the good excited way and that hasn’t happened in a while n that scares me.
Liquid Fast
Started: September 11, 2022 10:06AM
Ended: September 12 , 2022 10:17AM
24 hour liquid fast
I like fasting after relapsing bc it’s like a kick start I guess. But I’ve been having the shits all day n they’re runny as fuck too. But I also got the little euphoric feeling of fasting n I love the skinny high.
Food log: Aug. 17, 2024
Breakfast:
Menudo, 1 1/2 cup (195cal)
Total: 195cal
Lunch:
Baby carrots, 1 cup (34cal)
Celery, 2 stalks (14cal)
Cream cheese, 1tbsp (35cal)
Total: 83cal
Dinner:
Nothing (0cal)
Total: 0cal
Exercise:
3,120 steps (103cal)
Total burned: 103cal
Todays total: 174 cals
Notes:
Rlly glad I ate low today, menudo hits ALWAYS n it’s low in calories. I ate the veggies while watching mukbang n I kept thinking abt how much I hate having an ED bc I can’t enjoy the food I love especially after relapsing. I’ve been pacing around the room or walking/running in place to get steps in. Tmrw I’ll get more steps in.
Food Log: Sep. 4, 2024
Breakfast:
Two altoids (10cal)
Total: 10cals
Lunch:
Nothing (0cal)
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Upo ginesang with pork and shrimp (350cals)
1 cup white jasmine rice (180cals)
Total: 530cals
Snack:
Seven trolli gummy worms (27cal)
Cinnamon roll (150cal)
Total: 177cals
Todays total: 717 calories
Notes
My food looks super disorganized I hate it. The Upo is normally low in cals but bc I don’t know the true amount of cals I just overestimated it. I haven’t had my home food in so long it was nice eating it again. The cinnamon roll was rlly good there was a lot of frosting. Until I microwaved it n it got rlly liquidy n I got pissed off I just let my bf eat most of it. I didn’t take a picture of the altoids sorry. Gummy worms were mid but it felt nice eating them with my bf. Overall burning n hot day this month is so fucking hot n it’s supposed to be fall UGHHHH.
Food Log: Sep. 5, 2024
Breakfast:
3 egg omelette (237cals)
3 bacon slices (177cals)
1tbsp ketchup (18cal)
Cheese (100cals)
Onion (46cal)
Total: 662cals
Lunch:
Nothing (0cal)
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Nothing (0cal)
Total: 0cal
Snack:
Ten tbsp chocolate brownie ice cream (328cals)
Total: 328cals
Todays total: 990 calories
Notes:
My bf made us breakfast it was really goooooood but supa high in calories. I blame the bacon. I’m rlly annoyed with how high I ate BUT it’s fine bc I lost weight around my belly and I can wear my waist trainer at its tightest setting now 🙂↕️. The ice cream was so fucking good but I have to pace myself so I don’t binge. I rlly want to eat more rn.So I’m gonna finish an assignment and then watch some movies that has super skinny ppl n it for inspiration 🫡
Food log: Sep. 9, 2024
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Rice cake (35cals)
Half tbsp, mayo (50cal)
Half tbsp, relish (10cal)
Half, can tuna (50cal)
Total: 144cals
Todays total: 144 calories
Notes:
Ate really low this day which I’m vv happy and surprised abt it bc I almost fully gave in to a bite of my bfs taco. And almost had a break down bc I hate not being able to eat. But I did it yay. This is your sign to recover I hate not fucking eating.
Food Diary
Breakfast - 460
Coffee (Cream & Sugar)
Raspberry Strudel
Lunch - 510
BEC Sandwich
Kiwi & Blueberries
Snacks - 360
Ritz Crackers
Raspberry Crisp Bar
Total : 1330
CW: 137lbs(-.4), BMI : 21.5
An apple a day, keeps the doctor away
I swear I’m obsessed with mealspo
