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2 years ago

The hidden treasure

I dreamed of something sad.

I dreamed that I was the mc in an Au soulmate and that I was luci's soulmate, a soulmate universe where soulmates gain 1% of each other's power when they meet.

However, for being human, luci hated me, or rather he was indifferent to my existence, events occur in a way -+ equal to the cannon and I can make pacts with the brothers.

Out of respect for his wish, threat, I never told you about him being my soulmate.

I believed that if I worked hard enough, if I proved myself, I could have your love...

However when I see mammon holding the dying body of my own, I passed lesson 16 I realize that while I was running after someone who never called me..... I was ignoring those who took a lot of risk for my well being....

When all was said, when the truth was revealed I asked my first one to sleep in his room, that's where I gave myself to him....

And when it dawned, I went back to my timeline... because I knew I didn't belong in that place, because I knew that if I stayed, I would lose my self....

The only thing that remained was my DDD and a letter apologizing for the abandonment, explaining that because of the laws of time I wouldn't live to see another day...

"........You gave me something I've always looked for, blinded by pain as I sought the favor of my soulmate that I neglected the one who cared the most for me, you always were and always will be the most precious person in my life , no matter how much time passes in my life after death I will always love you, my hidden treasure... the one I chose, I love you always and forever.

Signed your human MC"

The Hidden Treasure

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2 years ago

Did Henry get ab*sed by his parents, or something else?

[Who do you think had the worst experience..?]

Did Henry Get Ab*sed By His Parents, Or Something Else?

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2 years ago

Henry does Charles and Ellie know about the other endings or should I say timelines

Henry Does Charles And Ellie Know About The Other Endings Or Should I Say Timelines

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2 years ago

There is not enough time to explain what he's hiding but all I can say right now is what he is hiding is hurting him mentally you need to go find him right now

There Is Not Enough Time To Explain What He's Hiding But All I Can Say Right Now Is What He Is Hiding
There Is Not Enough Time To Explain What He's Hiding But All I Can Say Right Now Is What He Is Hiding
There Is Not Enough Time To Explain What He's Hiding But All I Can Say Right Now Is What He Is Hiding
There Is Not Enough Time To Explain What He's Hiding But All I Can Say Right Now Is What He Is Hiding
There Is Not Enough Time To Explain What He's Hiding But All I Can Say Right Now Is What He Is Hiding
There Is Not Enough Time To Explain What He's Hiding But All I Can Say Right Now Is What He Is Hiding
There Is Not Enough Time To Explain What He's Hiding But All I Can Say Right Now Is What He Is Hiding
There Is Not Enough Time To Explain What He's Hiding But All I Can Say Right Now Is What He Is Hiding

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3 years ago

I don't often like to be touched

But only because of how sensitive I am to it.

My chief love language

I fantasize about someone's fingers

Running down my side.

In the hands of someone who cares

I could utterly disintegrate.

At the mercy of someone who loves me

I would lose my mind completely.

I crave it

Long for it

Yearn for the sensation.

Starved for affection

I quake when a crush passes too close.

There is a fire that rages within me

Hatred for those I do not wish to touch me

And agonizing need for those I fancy.


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PLEASE AUGHHH

STUPID HIGHLY SPECIFIC GRIPE

STUPID HIGHLY SPECIFIC GRIPE

(and of course the only time this ISNT an issue is on MOBILE)


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1 year ago

Ahh, but do we feel it well~ 🥰💕✨

I'm just gonna leave this picturesque Phinks riiiight here...

Ahh, But Do We Feel It Well~

“As a small child, I felt in my heart two contradictory feelings, the horror of life and the ecstasy of life.”

— Charles Baudelaire


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8 months ago
Digital painting of hands on an abstract laptop. Words say, "even though we don't talk anymore, I still call you my friend in stories, I still check the forecast for your town."

take a jacket just in case


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7 months ago
 Caught In 4k UltraHD 293G Pro-Maximum Limited Idision 2840p Quality Rtx 780 Alight Motion Pro What Do

🤨📸 Caught in 4k UltraHD 293G Pro-Maximum Limited Idision 2840p Quality Rtx × 780 alight motion pro what do you have to say for yourself?

@doodle17

phyconauts or die, also shadow the Hedgehog because yes and what's that? Delicious art too!

Phyconauts Or Die, Also Shadow The Hedgehog Because Yes And What's That? Delicious Art Too!

*giggles*


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1 year ago

On todays episode, our main character (me) wonders if she’s being too hard to herself or if she actually does just suck at writing bc everything she reads that she’s written is absolute trash


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11 months ago
I Scream At The Screen, Try And Will A Piece Of My Anger And Rage Into The Silicon. I Ask The Net How

I scream at the screen, try and will a piece of my anger and rage into the silicon. I ask the net how it can connect me with everyone in the world, and yet I feel so alone. I demand to know how it can show me all the world's atrocities, knowing I can't fix them all.

I pound my fist on the keyboard and demand to know why I feel this way. Who's fault it is, but the black void of the blank screen offers no answers, no remorse. Just a reflection of my own face.


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7 months ago

i will now go stare at a wall for an hour and wonder why i let myself like star wars


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