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just binged after being <500 cals for the day UGHHHHH. I GOTTA LOCK IN FOR OCTOBER AND GET OUT OF THIS BINGE RESTRICT CYCLE. gonna start a new diet tomorrow. maybe the abc one or an october themed one idk we’ll see.
Letter 4 from Ana
Hey sweetheart,
Did you really think that you could escape me? Just because you talked to a therapist once? Wow, that's so pathetic, you're so pathetic.
Get a grip. All I did was only trying to help you. You did so well. You lost 7 kg thanks to ME, don't you remember? You kept being distracted from that house you live in ONLY. THANKS. TO. ME.
Look what you did. You came home and first thing you hear is your parents screaming at you for absolutely nothing. Your stomach dropped and you suddenly regretted eating. Could you escape them after ONE therapy session?
You won't escape me, never, my darling.
I am you, you cannot delete me alive.
You better focus on your progress or no one will like you, not even me.
You better reach your first GW until the end of the week.
See you then,
Ana
when did food stop being just food?
yo the stuffing food into your tumbler/bottle and throwing it away later is actually genius😩 i hate wasting food but sometimes ppl just won't get off my back bro