Boy Ana - Tumblr Posts
day 26:
that I'll look better in clothing, and you'll be able to see my muscular structure and bones. As a boy ana here that's a big deal for me
School is making it so easy to not eat anything all day
Haiii dis iz mai intro post!!!
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I am a puppy usin a 15 year old az a skin suit bacically!! But yaknow, dis iz a vent blog so i also talk about dat stuffz :3
I like music a lotz!!!1!1!1! Mai favwrite sad music rn iz psychonaut 4, an mai fav happe muzic iz S3RL!!1!1!11!1!
I vent abt a lotz of stuff on here but da main stuff iz $h and 3d content so DNI IF DAT TRIGGERZ U!!!1!1!1
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Other ppl da should NOT TALK TO MEH r old creepy men/women, kidz, an Nazis!
Or any1 pro 4n4!
Also i support PALISTINE!!1! Go away you meanie zioniztz!!
I am 15 so I am a MINOR so NO ADULTZ!!1!11!!
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TAGZ!!1!11!1!1!! (Most of em)
#spilly iz a little random 🐸, #spilly is high again, #spillys silly reblogz :3, #spillys silly moots :3, #spilly is starving, #spilly is a pup, #spillyz gotzta go to skool
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Oke bai :3
I feel like I'm rotting in my own body. My skin even feels weak. But I've heard that's a thing that happens when you're starving yourself. More hair has been falling out, too.
What am I doing to myself? I ask that a lot. But one look in the mirror, and I'm back to fasting for another day.
I'm so tired. I just wish I was skinny. I just wish I was dead.
I just want to be okay.
Stats ☆
My Weight ~
Starting: 130 lbs (58.967 kg)
Current: 125 lbs (56.699 kg)
Current: 123 lbs (55.7919 kg)
Goal: 115 lbs (52.1631 kg)
Ultimate Goal: 100 lbs (45.3592 kg)
My BMI ~
Starting: 22.3 (healthy)
Current: 21.5 (healthy)
Current: 21.1 (healthy)
Goal: under 18.5 (underweight)
Ultimate Goal: 17.2
My Waist Measurements ~
Starting: 29 in (73.66 cm)
Current: 28 in (71.12 cm)
Current: 27 in (68.58 cm)
Goal: 26.5 in (67.3 cm)
Ultimate Goal: 25 in (63.5 cm)
Achievements:
reached 125 lbs (56.699 kg)
go to gym
reach 120 lbs (54.4 kg)
waist = 27 in (68.58 cm)
bmi is underweight
have apparent abs
ribs show when standing
hip bones show when standing
thigh gap
get called skinny (not by parents lol)
completely fasted for over 24 hrs
UPDATE
I reached a few goals!
I saw my grandma for the first time in a few months and she kept mentioning that I was getting too skinny and how much weight I had lost.
School started 3 days ago, and I didn't loose as much weight as I had wanted, but it's definitely noticeable.
We get free school lunches, so my parents haven't been packing me lunch this year so I just don't eat. I pretty much only eat dinner and maybe a few snacks. The only exercise I really get though is walking to class and walking home.
Even though I have a lot of schoolwork already, I'm locked in and gonna continue with ana <3
Stats ☆
My Weight ~
Starting: 130 lbs (58.967 kg)
Current: 125 lbs (56.699 kg)
Current: 123 lbs (55.7919 kg)
Goal: 115 lbs (52.1631 kg)
Ultimate Goal: 100 lbs (45.3592 kg)
My BMI ~
Starting: 22.3 (healthy)
Current: 21.5 (healthy)
Current: 21.1 (healthy)
Goal: under 18.5 (underweight)
Ultimate Goal: 17.2
My Waist Measurements ~
Starting: 29 in (73.66 cm)
Current: 28 in (71.12 cm)
Current: 27 in (68.58 cm)
Goal: 26.5 in (67.3 cm)
Ultimate Goal: 25 in (63.5 cm)
Achievements:
reached 125 lbs (56.699 kg)
go to gym
reach 120 lbs (54.4 kg)
waist = 27 in (68.58 cm)
bmi is underweight
have apparent abs
ribs show when standing
hip bones show when standing
thigh gap
get called skinny (not by parents lol)
completely fasted for over 24 hrs
i think im broken i keep putting on weight, ive gained 8 pounds in a fucking month, people dont like me everyone avoids me
im broken im unfixable im unfixable and im tired, i tried to recover. i abandoned this account and tried to fix me, i ate three meals a day, i went to school, i was nice to everyone, i worked on my explosive rage and i consistently went to therapy every 2 weeks, for months and months, but it all ends the same fat ugly and alone
does anyone know any good cal tracking apps thatre free, i can't find any thatre that good
in my like personal opinion i think the 4n4 community needs to be more thoughtful about their posts sometimes
yes binging is bad and needing reminders on why not to do it is important but can we not use actual health conditions to describe why your 1800 cal binge is evil
i saw one where they had fucking diabetes as a binge con, no youre one binge wont cause diabetes, i watched family die from diabetes from 50 years of unhealthy eating and very little exercise and sometimes it was just genstic
i found this so fucking insensitive, be more thoughtful of things you say even in spaces like this, having an 3d still gives you no right to be hurtful
i love low cal foods, i feel like ive ate a lot but all together today ive only had 742 calories !!!!
3d tmblr stop calling people girls in every post/meme challenge (impossible)
A lot of us aren't girls, seriously >.> The trans/nonbinary communities have high rates of 3ds and a tonnn of us aren't girls, cis guys get them, people's nongirl alters get them. Be more inclusive.