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I really liked the way this makup effect looked!
What do you guyz think?
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Tw, fake blood!


Before and after :3



Haiii dis iz mai intro post!!!
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I am a puppy usin a 15 year old az a skin suit bacically!! But yaknow, dis iz a vent blog so i also talk about dat stuffz :3
I like music a lotz!!!1!1!1! Mai favwrite sad music rn iz psychonaut 4, an mai fav happe muzic iz S3RL!!1!1!11!1!
I vent abt a lotz of stuff on here but da main stuff iz $h and 3d content so DNI IF DAT TRIGGERZ U!!!1!1!1
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Other ppl da should NOT TALK TO MEH r old creepy men/women, kidz, an Nazis!
Or any1 pro 4n4!
Also i support PALISTINE!!1! Go away you meanie zioniztz!!
I am 15 so I am a MINOR so NO ADULTZ!!1!11!!
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TAGZ!!1!11!1!1!! (Most of em)
#spilly iz a little random 🐸, #spilly is high again, #spillys silly reblogz :3, #spillys silly moots :3, #spilly is starving, #spilly is a pup, #spillyz gotzta go to skool
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Oke bai :3

Makeup I did last night! How do we feel?
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So....many...pikturez...!
OMG THESE SFX LOOK SO KEWL GUYZ LOOK!!
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Yayayayayay cat scratchiez :3
omg can u belibe deez sfx?!?!?!?
Tw: fake woundz!!!

I burend maiself heheh :3
sooo uhm
heyyy TW for $/H
these are FAKE it’s SFX makeup for halloween



Around some of my sc4rs is purple and really sore (these are from today)
does this mean they are healing or are they
close to being infected or what?
Something about cutting in the school bathroom just hits different
I had to stand in a full body mirror today.
I have never been so disgusted.
I look like a sea cow
I look like a fat pig
I wish I could cur my stomach open and rip all the fat out.
And I also wish I could carv down my hips and cut parts of my thighs of.
I wish I would be pretty.
I might try to make myself pretty, I mean o do have blades all arround my room...
Okay okay I know im fucking sick okay I know I need fucking help BUT WHY DO I HAVE TO BLEAD SO FUCKING MUTXH.
Like okay blood is fun, I like blood and crimson is my favorite color but WHY I BEARLEY CVT MYSELF THE WOUNDS ARENT DEEP AT ALL WHY ARE YOU BLEADING!
Like bruh I can't see what I'm trying to fucking do.
I'm also such a pussy that I don't really cvt I car ve so they look like scratches and my friend always cvts more and deeper.
Her scares are way more pronounced than my little pussy scares.
I need to man up and cvt like a man and not just a little pussy bitch.
I spiller some... ketchup...
On the floor and...
Tw ketchup 🤫
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I’m getting desperate if anyone can get me blades please I’ll do anything i need something and i cant get this stupid pencil sharpener open.
TW ED N SH VENT
always needing to cvt myself.
always cutting out the bad parts or at least trying to.
this stupid fvcking fat body.
always feeling invalid u less i'm seen, but i don't want to be seen.
do anything to hurt myself in the slightest way.
To starve.
what is wrong with me.
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i'll get to the point of posting pictures of my $h and progress soon so then maybe i might feel valid or at least have smth to do??!
Y'all ever moan/groan while cvtting?
What level of confidence/delusional behaviour is it to be in bed, with an adult man holding you, and sleeping on your shoulder while scrolling sh/ed posts on Twitter?
Itchy cuts, UGH Itchy Itchy Itchy Itchy! Hate it would rather the shower sting then this shit.
How to ask my friends if they'd be mad at me if I kill3d myself, without worrying or upsetting them
