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just came back from a trip and i feel like shit. i ate so much over the trip and while i didn't gain i didn't lose either. i want to be small for summer and id my fat ass can't pull it together i won't be
day 17:
yes. I have atypical anorexia, but I'm so close to having typical
SPOTIFY PLAYLIST
everyone I made a Spotify playlist! it's a very long playlist full of songs actually about anorexia, so if any of you are interested!
day 21:
i wear xs crop tops, small shorts/shirts, xl hoodies (my arms are REALLY long), but i don't really have a jean size
day 26:
that I'll look better in clothing, and you'll be able to see my muscular structure and bones. As a boy ana here that's a big deal for me
Shut up
Count your calories
If I'm pretty
Will you like me?
They say beauty
Makes girls happy.
I've been starving myself
Carving skin until my
Bones
are
showing.
I wanna be okay.
I wonder bwaht mai mum will fink wen she snoopz into mah phone cuz i got a lot of pikz of naked skinny guyz on dere
Haiii dis iz mai intro post!!!
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I am a puppy usin a 15 year old az a skin suit bacically!! But yaknow, dis iz a vent blog so i also talk about dat stuffz :3
I like music a lotz!!!1!1!1! Mai favwrite sad music rn iz psychonaut 4, an mai fav happe muzic iz S3RL!!1!1!11!1!
I vent abt a lotz of stuff on here but da main stuff iz $h and 3d content so DNI IF DAT TRIGGERZ U!!!1!1!1
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Other ppl da should NOT TALK TO MEH r old creepy men/women, kidz, an Nazis!
Or any1 pro 4n4!
Also i support PALISTINE!!1! Go away you meanie zioniztz!!
I am 15 so I am a MINOR so NO ADULTZ!!1!11!!
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TAGZ!!1!11!1!1!! (Most of em)
#spilly iz a little random 🐸, #spilly is high again, #spillys silly reblogz :3, #spillys silly moots :3, #spilly is starving, #spilly is a pup, #spillyz gotzta go to skool
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Oke bai :3
I feel like I'm rotting in my own body. My skin even feels weak. But I've heard that's a thing that happens when you're starving yourself. More hair has been falling out, too.
What am I doing to myself? I ask that a lot. But one look in the mirror, and I'm back to fasting for another day.
I'm so tired. I just wish I was skinny. I just wish I was dead.
I just want to be okay.
"I wish I had anorexia"
Nope.
No you don't.
Shut the fuck up.
sw/hw: 9.2 s/130lb/ 58.9 kg
gw1: 8.6 s/120lb/54.6 kg
gw2: 8.2 s/115lb/52 kg
cw: 7.7 s/108lb/48.9 kg
gw3: 7.8 s/110lb/49.9 kg
gw4: 7.4 s/105lb/46.9 kg
gw5: 7.1 s/100lb/45 kg
ugw: 6.4 s/90lb/40 kg
ugw2(?): 5.7 s/80lb/36.3 kg
^ the ugw2 is for if i’m able to get there i would like to
i’m 5’1! i hate my height bc it makes me dysphoric and it makes low weight look chubby on me
My mom wants me to think about others feelings about me being trans that they are allowed to misgender me if they want too, which is bullshit
I think I’ve re-entered the honeymoon phase again since I’ve found these easy four-minute exercises and easily restricting my calories again with little to no effort :) I’ve already shed around 6 pounds and I’m no longer 240+ pounds. My birthday is in around 35 days so I’m trying to be around 200 or less before my big birthday dinner and I’ll let myself splurge a bit since I wanted to drive two hours out for the occasion. Here’s to slowly getting to my last lw of 177 before 2025 🤗
tw meanspö for myself
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And after spending all day trying to think skinny and excited for a weigh-in tomorrow I binged at work like the fat pig I’ve always been 🥲 two binges back to back is pathetic; just because I work near food doesn’t mean I need to EAT ALL OF IT. Fat ugly bastard. You’ve got 60+ pounds to go before you even touch the 170s again, so work harder.