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Melanie via Instagram story's before her show in London 💘

Today is my birthday and no one showed up, this does feel like a Pity Party to me.

"Carousel" deleted scene

The picture you're looking at right now is a leaked picture (deleted scene) of the "Carousel" music video, although, some people say this is a picture of Melanie for the "99 Cent Store" (unreleased song) music video because the skirt is different and the shirt, other than that, everything else is similar to "Carousel". Let me know what you think about this

This is for all my lovely followers thank you for the endless support I appreciate it a lot even tho I don't show it thank you so much for 317 followers, love you all so much can't wait to see our little community grow even more and evolve 💕

Melanie looks stunning here so glad I have this rare video 💕

Saddest girl she has to be. Salty tears stream down her cheek, her heart's bigger than her body, her name is Cry Baby

"I think, being emotional is this thing that people think you’re not strong. They don’t look at you as a strong person, and it’s weird ‘cuz honestly being emotional has nothing to do with your strength."

- Melanie Martinez

besties that kill together are. still together?

When I walk in the kitchen

My heart hits the floor

'Cause' it's you that I'm missing

I still see a vision of us cooking dinner

And you holding me from behind (from behind)

And you say, "Please be careful

The knife is so big

And we can't have another ER trip

We're too young, too dumb, too in love to afford it" (to afford it)

Now it's just me

And a hundred square feet of bittersweet memories

Deleted the playlist

But I still hear all your favorite melodies

Strangers, to lovers, to enemies

So I'll dance with your ghost in the living room

And I'll play the piano alone

But I'm too scared to delete all our videos

'Cause it's real once everyone knows

Could've at least shown me some decency

Done me a favor and packed up your clothes

Falling in love, no, it ain't for the weak

So don't try this at home

The couch that we sat on back in New York

Has made its way three thousand miles to L.A

These pillows been talking

Asking me where the hell you've been (where the hell you've been)

Told me you loved me two weeks in

And I knew I would fall for you over and over

But who would've known that the falling would come to an end (come to an end)

But now it's just me

And a hundred square feet of bittersweet memories

Deleted the playlist

But I still hear all your favorite melodies

Strangers, to lovers, to enemies

So I'll dance with your ghost in the living room

And I'll play the piano alone

But I'm too scared to delete all our videos

'Cause it's real once everyone knows

You could've at least shown me some decency

Done me a favor and packed up your clothes

Falling in love, no, it ain't for the weak

So don't try this at home

So don't try this at home

(Ooh, ooh, ooh)

Ain't it funny how time shows you

You know nothing

'Cause I used to love you

But now you're dead to me

Strangers, to lovers, to enemies

Want it, so I got it, did it, so it's done

Another thing I ruined I used to do for fun

Another piece of plastic I could just throw away

Another conversation with nothing good to say

I thought it, so I said it, took it 'cause I can

Another day pretendin' I'm older than I am

Another perfect moment that doesn't feel like mine

Another thing I forced to be a sign

Well, sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am

Gettin' drunk at a club with my fair-weather friends

Push away all the people who know me the best

But it's me who's been making the bed

I'm so tired of bein' the girl that I am

Every good thing has turned into something I dread

And I'm playin' the victim so well in my head

But it's me who's been making the bed

~ I said you were too much so you made yourself small ~

Tell them...

Tell them about the constant bouts of silent treatment you put me through when you wouldn't get your way or when I would beg for communication.

Tell them...

Tell them how you told my ex my depression was a burden, I wouldn't let you leave the relationship or I would threaten suicide, pretended to leave me just to trigger it ( all so you could take screenshots of the manipulation to send to her and call me crazy, while simultaneously telling me you love and 'I can't believe I almost lost you')

Tell them...

Tell them how my ex sent me videos of all the conversations so when I saw everything you were doing to me, I immediately left out of respect for myself because I WAS NOT going to be abused any longer.

Tell them...

Tell them how to this day you take ZERO ACCOUNTABILITY.

Tell them...

Tell them how a few months later you said you did and said all of that ' because you were lashing out'. That it was a symptom of your BPD. How everything was always your BPD.

Tell them...

Tell them how you begged me to stay. Begged me to go to therapy after I saw the video. And when you realized I was putting myself first, you immediately switched to attacking me and tearing me down.

Tell them.

Tell them the truth.

Kevin Can Fuck Himself, Dead to Me, and Do Revenge all followed the female besties where the explicitly queer one plays second fiddle formula. KCFH tried to challenge it as a trope but failed (in my opinion), Dead to Me just played it straight in a very tired way, and Do Revenge was buckwild.

Throwback: Kevin Can Fuck Himself and Dead to Me ran concurrently. Both shows centered on strong female friendships. Both shows had a canonically queer best friend deuteragonist. One show had the creator confirm one half of the pair was in love with the other, the other confirm there was nothing romantic intended.

How many canonical queer romances did both shows conclude with?

Zero.

How many fandoms had a significant portion of commenters go "Just for once can we have a well-written platonic female friendship without making it about sex??"

Two.

besties that kill together are. still together?

A John & David (Blackout)

Link to the story it was taken from: https://archiveofourown.org/works/24946627

There is no “safe” Everything ground to a halt The tide turned Against

We are stupid when we get scared Make it stop

He used to be my husband I can’t imagine calling this marriage

His eyes all that is left of him Almost forgiven

No photographs anywhere

Desperation makes people stuipid as fear Promise not to hurt

It’s hard these days Depressingly easy to complain

He was dead lately It should have been enough

If they’d listened This would be different

I slump back No one would care how hard I worked

Quiet and pretty, I was A party, our engagement

It was a John & David’s party. Wouldn’t’a missed it.

We were all buttoned up Trimmed to geometric perfection

Today is just those eyes and dirty hair And that stupid mewling

So convincingly suburban beneath decay and rot He is just about done

He makes his last bid to escape Death looms, the final sickening pain

I know the feeling

Gut-wrenching. Never easier.

Maybe he’s thankful

The dead are surprisingly gentle.

His chest no longer rises. Milky dead eyes

I don’t pretend to understand It’s a stupid trick, to pretend it’s easy

Now we’re this.

The blood is still red. As fresh as it gets.

Freshly dead.

So much of his life had been fear. He learned from past mistakes.

My relationship with David no longer is.

He was broken. I had no idea how to fix him.

Our old lives had been defined by what we had. I didn’t know how to let go.

His face a nightmare of gore and blood

David was a little less broken And I a little more

besties that kill together are. still together?

i can't get jen harding out of my mind

DEAD TO ME | 1x5: i’ve gotta get away

Dead To Me (2019-2022). We Need to Talk.

According to my business partner, Christopher, my anger is an “issue”.

DEAD TO ME — 1.01: Pilot

besties that kill together are. still together?