Falling For Someone - Tumblr Posts
Tempered
And he drove clear across town for no other reason than that I wanted a hug.
God, please don't let me fuck this up.
Conscious Stream
We can go for weeks being superficial and then one or the other lets something deeper slip and there it is the connection that transcends sex and jokes and simple platitudes and it touches that part that scares me yet at the same time it's the part I've been looking for seeking to reclaim and then I don't hear from him for hours afterward like he felt it and was scared away too and dear God why can't this be simple, it feels good so why does it have to be so complicated?
AM
At 0400 the light creeping through the windows is grey, matches his bedding and his hair; but waking in his arms everything is infused with colors I don't even have names for.
1K Kiss
With no hesitation he takes my hand and holds my waist and brushes my lips and here
now
in front of the milling crowd oblivious
now I finally believe that this is real.
Sin
I can see New York New York with it's fountain running sign from the bed where I lay dripping neon gold.
It is nearly silent, broken by irate horn blares and the occasional slamming door.
I'm 20 floors up in the air and hundreds of miles from home. Miles from pressure and control and responsibility, miles from reality.
Tonight, home will be his arms.