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✨Lunch✨

~ 30 cals total ~

On my period and I still went down a pound, hell yeah! 😇

Last June I was 155 pounds and I wore shorts one super hot day when I went out and literally had a panic attack in a dressing room because I hated how I looked in them.

Today I’m 132.8 pounds and as relieved I am that I’m 22 pounds smaller, I can’t help but think how much thinner I could be if I had stayed fully consistent the whole time instead of on and off every few months…

But now I’m fully motivated to becoming the prettiest, thinnest version of myself so that next June I can wear those shorts comfortably and feel beautiful. Even if it’s just another 20 pounds lost in a year, it’s progress. But I know I can do better than that.

This time I don’t want to wait a year.

🧡Lunch🧡

~ 56 cals ~

🕯️Dinner🕯️

~ 125 cal soup ~

After a day of eating nothing but a couple pickles and running errands I decided to actually cook a lil meal for myself so I can actually fall asleep tonight 😇

🍓Lunch 🍋

I went to the drugstore on my break at work to buy the super low cal soup they usually have for lunch but they were out so I spent 15 mins panicking and reading labels and everything was too high calorie &

I felt like people were watching me read all the labels so I got overwhelmed &

Now this is my lunch &

I’m honestly pretty happy with it 😇

I fear I may have gotten too excited about reaching my first goal weight, because I drank alcohol after 4 days of sobriety and now I’m ordering chips 😭

Finally broke below 130! I’m 129.5 pounds!!!

I’m trying to remember not to celebrate reaching goal weights by eating or drinking alcohol this time.

The goal weight is the reward!

I repeat:

The goal weight is the reward!!

I NEED APPETITE SUPPRESSANTS PLEASSSSSE

Feeling a little naughty today…care to join me ?💕

I want to be so skinny, that I can wear kids clothes