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day 3:
i love this thinspo sm cuz they're all just so bony and small and they look so sick and beatiful. i want all my bones to peak through my skin and be able to wrap my fingers around almost every part of my body with ease. i want to be thin. i will be a skeleton.









4/4/24
gonna start a 15 hour fast! td I ate 400 calories 😖
kinda high but I burnt 480 cals!
is it just me or does anyone feel kinda guilty abt starving? 🫠
my birthday’s in 100 days! so I’m gonna try to drop 13 lbs/5.9 kg before then
any tips? I’m currently doing fasting and a low fat diet.
Y’all ⭐️ving’s been going good!!
I’m at 103.5 lbs now. 1.5 more lbs and I’ll be at my second gw! And I only have 8 more lbs until my current ugw. I’m so happy omg.
Help me lose more weight 😘

(but srsly I need to get rid of this fat fucking body now.)
I just realized I can drink zero and diet drinks during a fast. I'm celebrating!!
I'm gonna fast for 72 hours. I will post when I feel the need to eat or binge. After my fast, I will do a week of eating fruits only and during it all up the intensity of my workouts. Today I did 200 jump ropes so yay.
Does anyone else like, not believe the scale sometimes? I feel like I’ve been eating over my limit for the past few days so I avoided weighing myself but I did today and I’m still losing????? Apparently I’ve lost 15 pounds since July but when I look in the mirror I still look exactly the same. Fat.
Like I don’t know if it’s cause I’m not losing in the right places or if it’s body dysmorphia and I do look different or if my scale is fucking broken and I haven’t actually lost anything.
It’s just so irritating because I thought I’d be happy to see a lower number on the scale but it’s just stressing me out because I feel like I’m not seeing ANY change or results. After losing 15 pounds I feel like I should look a little different?! I’m going crazy.
My coworker asked if I was eating lunch today and I said no so she offered to get me something from Chipotle and I said no, and she brought me back chips and guacamole. There’s no way I’m eating that but now I feel bad throwing it away. I wish people would just accept it when I say I don’t want to eat anything for lunch.
Cleaned my room instead of eating and now I feel motivated and inspired to be better this month! Just keeping busy and distracted is the key y’all! 😌✨

Had a really nice and productive day. Not eating really makes me target other areas of my life that I can fix 😌✨


Buying this scale right now. I’ve been using one that only tells me my weight, and this review sold me immediately 😭
My coworker asked me how much I weigh and I was about to freak out but then she said I look really small and guessed that I weigh 110 (which is crazy because I definitely don’t look like I weigh that little) and then I had to lie and say
“oh I honestly have no idea how much I weigh.”
As if my psycho ass didn’t weigh myself twice today.

Walked for an hour. Losing weight, toning my body, getting a dopamine rush, getting a tan & having a socially acceptable excuse for losing a bunch of weight!
“Oh I’ve just been walking and running a lot. That’s why I’m so thin 😉😏😇”
Went in to work to get my check and they asked what I was doing today
I said I was gonna go grocery shopping, and my coworker said, “what?! You’re actually gonna eat?!”
First of all, rude. Second, yes. I’m gonna eat pickles, cucumbers and 50 cal salad & I need to restock my diet coke bitch 🫠
My coworker told me “What are you eating for lunch? Now that you’re running and working out more you actually have to eat a lot of protein.”
Hahaha that’s so funny.
No thank you I will just run until I fall over ❤️
Yo wtf. I felt like I binged a little yesterday and I drank wine which usually makes me gain like crazy, so I wasn’t gonna weigh myself today but I did anyway
And I’m down 2 pounds. Huh?
Weight loss is so confusing 😭
I think the universe is on my side guys.
Last night I drank wine and my drunk ass decided to order food (which would have totaled 800 cals !!!!!)
But I fell asleep before it got here and I woke up to find it outside ripped apart by the neighborhood cats
So I got saved from the calories and fed some kitties!
And I woke up one pound lighter 😇✨
Honestly sometimes I get irritated when people call me skinny or small. Like obviously I’m flattered and I feel less gross looking, but i know it’s a lie.
Like if you could see me under these baggy clothes I’m hiding in you’d see stomach rolls. So no, I’m not skinny.
Stop spreading misinformation 🙄