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Internet withdrawal

I was out of state visiting a friend and I couldn't connect to their internet at all not matter what we tried. I had a blast hanging with my pal, but now that I'm back and have internet again, I realized how addicted I am to it lol

CW: VENT, SUICIDE MENTIONS

Why can't I just fucking mean something to someone?

I'm tired of being cooped up in my house all day long and never actually getting to hang out with any of my friends, while also never getting a single bit of attention online outside of people being a dick to me and shaming me for having a different opinion than theirs, and atp, i'm giving up.

I stopped asking my friends if they want to hang out, I stopped trying to rack up conversations with people, and I just don't care anymore.

I'm only still active on social media anymore because even with the isolation I still have this stupid ass internet addiction that's never gonna go away and I just-... (honestly it wouldn't matter what I post anyway considering my reputation's already ruined by some stupid actions I did years ago.

I just wish someone actually needed me in their life. Like they literally depend on my attention so that they don't kill themselves. That way I wouldn't be so damn lonely all the time.

Mecore:

I kin two characters.

Tomoko from Watamote, and OMG Kawaii Angel from Needy streamer Overload.

Both of them got something in common: Internet addiction and mental illness (specifically the kind that makes you hate everyone and believe everyone hates you).

I am probably not okay :3

This and also reblogging random shit to my vent blog lmao