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These words popped into my head a few months ago and I was able to write them down...

"I'll let you live, only one time. Then you'll love me, only you're mine."

Lol, weird right??? Of course! 🤭

Does anyone remember Quotev? I still love that site. So uninvolved in all the major media bullshit happening. It used to be a better, back when it was Quizazz, but still leagues above Twitter.

Today I started with the medication

What a wild sensations came!

I feel ready to sleep, but it's not the same.

Am I loosing counciousness or am I insane?

Is it normal? Or an overdose is about to break?

Do you have a favourite conspiracy theory

I'm between that conspiracy about bots managing internet traffic, data mining and manipulating the public's opinion to certain agendas and the alleged vampire attacks in central america staged by some US agencies in order to cause mass hysteria.

Me when I listen to episode 10 of  “ Welcome to Night Vale” and, being an arachnophobe, I heard about a spider on the body:

I feel it in my heart, yet i fail to describe

It's 2024, new year! 🎉

*blinks*

Wait it's July already?!!!

I don’t cry, I just get frowny

Another one of my comic con treasures!!!!

Also, if you really think about it, dragons are just crows in lizard form with fire.

Reasons: like for shiny things, collects treasures, holds grudges, highly intelligent, has wings, can fly.

Started Vinland saga totally not because of askeladd, watched the first four eps, and I can't stop thinking about Dagur (and maybe Heather too?) trying/using regularly the shroom the Bjorn eats before fighting Thors. I feel like Dagur with his Berserker pride and Berserker cry into battle and everything would have at least tried it once or twice, especially more so in his more deranged years

I find it super weird how normal it is for grown ass people to describe sex scenes between teens in their books. I don't want to be the morality police here, but like, would it kill you to age em up a bit?

I don't know if this is still a thing in YA books (I think the very popular series fourth wing has 20 year olds which is fine) but the books I enjoyed as a teen were filled with steamy/suggestive scenes between teens. And like. I mean why are you as a 36 year old woman writing about 16 year olds fucking. It's weird. Make them 20 or 21. If you want your character to be in their teens, describe sex in a way that isn't crass. I think Cassandra clare's way of handling it is especially weird, how she'll publish little extra hot sex scenes that arent in the book. Like dude theyre 16. I just hate they're sexualizing teens for a profit.

And look, I get it, I was 16 too once and I wanted to read about other 16 year olds like me having sex, its natural, but I still think that ......... idk.....its weird. If someone has a better counterargument Im all ears. I would love to know somebody else's opinion on this

Also disclaimer I know its not just the YA industry that profits off sexualizing teens, it's the entertainment industry as a whole.

I wish I could bury the past with a big shovel and take a fat nap on the mound knowing it will never haunt me again.

Isn't it so sad that once you become an adult you're no longer allowed to cry, even if you're very upset? It's only permissible in very specific situations. Otherwise you're just a nuisance.

God forbid you make somebody else uncomfortable with your feelings. And I get it! You gotta toughen up, that's part of life! But isn't it so tiring? Isn't it exhausting to keep up appearances? To come up with excuses, wait till you get home so you can have a quiet sniffle in the privacy of your bathroom and then go to sleep? I'm 21, I can't cry just because someone screamed at me, but like, I wish I could, not gonna lie.. I certainly want to, because it sucks like it sucked when I was 15.

They should invent an ace tag that isnt filled to the brim with porn accounts

Does anybody else have such a peculiar and annoyingly hyper-specific relationship with sex and romance that it straight up makes u undatable???

I catch myself fantasizing about relationships and if an outsider heard me to their ears it would sound something like "I am comfortable with 5 things in the bedroom. But only when jupiter aligns with venus and if the tempersture is below 25°C. I like 3 ½ romantic gestures, provided they occur on the seventh of november. Everything else is disgusting and repulsive"

yeah im gonna die alone

I got permabanned from wiiverse when I was 10 for cussing too much. Im like a beast that cant be tamed...