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These words popped into my head a few months ago and I was able to write them down...

"I'll let you live, only one time. Then you'll love me, only you're mine."

Lol, weird right??? Of course! 🤭

I know I haven't posted fanfiction in a while...and it's because my brain is stuck, and writer's block is KILLING meeeeee! My John Wick fanfic sequel is now at 2,640 some words long, I only typed up two paragraphs...that was it! And it's a freakin' slow burn and I haven't gotten to the "juicy" stuff yet...all the shoot-shoot bang-bang stuff...please bear with me and my drama cuz I'm just wanting to vent...

Plus me talking to Dagan on c.ai is not helping any...lol

very apt time for this

The Madonna of the Carnation

 A/N: I wrote this long ago for a writing competition, but never turned it in due to me feeling it wasn't good enough.

Anne Bonny had been far and wide in the small span of her life. She and her husband had been to places the rich dream of seeing. Constantly traveling had it’s ups and downs. The beauty of the new world in person could not be done justice in the papers and drawings sent to Ireland. The new world was one undiscovered by man for many years and held endless adventure.

    Anne had woken up to the sound of metal clattering to the floor. A cup had fallen from the table in her quarters. The ship was creaking and groaning with the harsh waves of the Atlantic. They were heading for North Carolina after raiding merchant ships from France and Spain. With all the commotion and excitement of their recent winnings, Anne put on socks not bothering to put on boots. 

She made her way down below deck. She arrived where they stored all goods and riches from their pickings and started to sift through them. There was the  usual gold, jewelry, fine china, fine wines and food. However as she kept looking through the loot, a large frame caught her eye. A painting? Why would her crew gather something that had no value or use to the likes of them? The back of the painting had very small writing on it. Leonardo da Vinci 1468; La Madonna del Garofano (The Madonna of the Carnation).

Confused, Anne turned the portrait around and looked at the painting. It was a woman sitting down ,holding a child who was trying to grasp at the flower the woman held in her hand. Looking at the painting for a solid minute, Anne shook away her haze and put the portrait back in it’s place. Goosebumps, covered her skin and a cool breeze filled the empty deck. She decided to go back to her quarters and went back to sleep. As she slept, her dreams were filled with a baby, except she, was the one holding it and the baby looked like a mixture of her and her husband. She laughed as the baby giggled, suckling it’s thumb.

Happy Mar10 day!

Hunter as a Goomba lol

Art block sucks * dies *

That's all I could squeeze out of my brain :C

Anyways

We should be able to have ocs with heterochromia without it being called a " pick me" behaviour

Wheelie ( Hot Wheels)

One of the main cast of my Au

Forbidden ref. Sheet ( it's a bit old)

Wheelie - obvious ( I took inspiration from Fire Star and Rodimus obviously) he also has a twin brother ( ig lore is coming soon)

Tetra-Aqua - blue mech ( I think the name is cool)

Bolt - un-finished semi-organic predacon

The color was supposed to be baby shell pink with baby shell blue

With glowing scales

Inspo : seawing from WOF

Tetra Aqua and Wheelie being new builds

Only a couple of thousand-year-old

So, I have an idea.

Hear me out. I'm thinking of making a comic of two murderers/cannibals/assassins (you get the idea) who are in a relationship. Like, it would be a mixture of comedy and horror showing how detached from their humanity they are.

hardware vs software: mental disorder edition

I was trying to explain the difference between AuDHD and OSDD's source to an acquaintance the other week, found the note I wrote in my google keep, and thought it might be worth sharing.

I hope I have come up with a good way of explaining. I'm open to kind criticism.

Hardware: Neurodevelopmental disorders

Hardware cannot be changed. The brain is wired like that. Hardware includes ASD, ADHD, dyslexia, dyscalculia, dyspraxia, intellectual disability, some kinds of visual and hearing imparements.

It's like when you buy a laptop, it comes with a set of keys, screen, RAM etc, you can't really change it (you can if you force it but for now, think that you can't. Be like Apple, you get what you get!). Everyone has hardware, but it'll look different. Think, an autistic keyboard has a different set of keys to a neurotypical keyboard.

Software: things that develop out of trauma or stress

Software can be changed beyond the original purchase of hardware. It can be installed and added. However, unlike software, most disorders can't be uninstalled (but they can be improved with time and therapy).

Disassociative disorders (DID, OSDD, DPDR etc) install to manage trauma. Depression, PTSD and anxiety is software.. or even a bug... or... virus? is it a virus???

Some software is more likely to install on specific hardware types.

I also had a thought that communicating between neurodivergent people and neurotypicals as like trying to communicate apple with android, it doesn't always work perfectly, though often gets the point across, however sometimes it completely misses the mark??

I will not apologize for drawing this

It was Friday night and I was bored and earlier in school this really cursed idea popped into my head so I of course had to make it a reality and what’s scary is it turned out EXACTLY how I pictured it—

Do not show bloodred this I’m begging you

I was there for glitchx baby!! I’m already loaded with so many drawing ideas they fed us SO WELL OMG I LOVED IT!!!

Oh and also I binge watched heluva boss for the first time so combine that with the art I already need to post aaaand I am going to be drawing all weekend.

So..

So.. much art..

All because of GlitchX, a Helluva boss binge watch, and new fineliners that were long overdue.

TADC OC drawings (she Dosent have a color pallete yet I already have lore for her.)

So Um my friends begged me to watch Helluva boss

I’m a little scared of my fineliners bc I didn’t know they could do that…

Just guess who is my favorite dickass based on the space and my history with Jax and Reboot Wally (I’m more predictable than a white Starbucks girl)

Here’s 2 Misc. drawings with a doodle page from school and proof that you can change a LOT in 3 months…

If you don’t get the Jax and Bubble joke then just look for it, I promise you’ll find 5 thousand animatics.

Art dump part 3

Ocs, doodles, and TADC.

This last week of school is gonna be hell

It's very unlike me to actually draw a trend, so I guess this is a first of mine. Anyway, Here's Flutters and Angel. Flutters probably gave Angel THE stare to throw away his cigarette after this.

Original:

Btw I know their height difference is inaccurate ok

imagine just doing a huge art posting dump because you keep forgetting to post couldn’t be me

I have a migraine, but really wanted to draw, so it needed to be dark, and this is what happened. Mable is so fun to draw, idk why. She just is. She’s probably either just woken up from a nightmare, or it’s two AM and she hasn’t fallen asleep because night thoughts.

THIS IS MY DND SIREN BARD GIRLY MARIS

I SPENT ALL NIGHT DRAWING THESE FOR MY FASHION AND APPAREL CLASS

I AM SO TIRED PLS APPRECIATE HER