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day 6
30 days writing challenge
day 6 : single and happy
“Nobody can love you more than you can love yourself.” I think this is so true. We don’t need someone to feel full and happy. After all, you’re the one responsible for your happiness. Of course, sometimes I feel like I want a girlfriend or a boyfriend, since I'm also a teen and all. Besides that, I do believe what I mentioned above. Plus, my past relationships brought nothing but headaches for me. Well, being single means freedom, less headache, and more time to invest in yourself. Single or in a relationship doesn't’t really matter when you’re happy. I enjoy my own company and my standards are kinda too high. Also, I do believe self love is the best love you can give yourself.
Day 7
30 days writing challenge
day 7 :favourite movie
As I'm an otaku; my first and foremost favourite movie must be Howl’s moving castle. I love that movie very much, I love both the illustrations and storyline. I think it’s a wonderful movie.
Another one has to be spirited away, although I'm not a fan of the female protagonist, I really love the plot and the male protagonist. This also is a wonderful movie, and I love the supernatural genres.
Have a nice day everyone!
~Melody~
Maladaptive daydreaming
Today I learned that my addiction with daydreaming and my habit of constantly daydreaming in order to fall asleep is a psychology disorder called maladaptive daydreaming. It is said to be caused by trauma. It usually serves as an escape from reality when things get too hard for me to manage and in doing so, I cultivated a hobby of writing stories and daydreaming on a daily basic. I also need to create these scenarios for me to actually fall asleep. If I clear these things out from my head and my head is clear, I won’t be able to fall asleep or get insomnia. I didn’t know that it was related to childhood trauma. Since I was young, this had been my way of coping with the reality. I escaped into this dream-like realm that I created in my head and immerse myself into it until I lose sense of reality and what is happening around me. I thought I was just too addicted to daydreaming.