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day one - my stats !! ꒰ঌ ໒꒱
height: 160cm / 5’3
sw: 50kg / 110lbs
cw: 48.6kg / 106lbs
gw: 45kg / 100lbs (ugw: tbd)
unfortunately i do infact miss when i felt like i was gonna collapse from malnutrition
i’ll be back soon though, trust
day three - my th!nspo
my faves rn !! I like them because they truly represent my goals, but in a way that’s familiar to me and realistic to my body type :) im not really into the more extreme stuff like b0nesp0, so when I find good th!nspo like that it becomes an immediate fav lmao <3
it’s my birthday weekend !! im gonna up my limit to 500-600 net cals for it, because I’ve been good all week (kept it under 150 net cal !!) and I deserve to have some cake <3
it’s official !! I made it to 19 !! <3
god I’m never gonna stop this. he literally grabbed me by the waist and lifted me like I weighed nothing, only to finish it with a kiss to my head <3
I love being small and dainty so much
pretty disappointed at myself about the last 2 days… I should’ve had more self control, more discipline.
it’s ok tho, everything can be fixed. I just need to not eat for a couple of days and it’ll all be alright again <3
“im buying u food and u have to eat it. im not joking”
just kill me at this point !!!
I asked him why he likes to lift me when we hug and he just goes “it’s just so easy, ur so light” and then lifts me again to carry me bridal-style all the way !! <3
yea im never ever stopping this
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anon ur just the sweetest !! thank u for this adorable ask <3
there is nothing like the feeling of pulling a 50hr fast <3 it’s like a sport to me, and it just gets easier and more fun with time
my favourite way of getting my steps in while looking hot ?? shopping sprees !!
being thin but not skinny is literally the worst thing ever !! like im so close but soooo far
the worst part of being used to ⭐️ving is that ur body is used to it too and ur hitting plateaus so easily :((
I don’t want to be stuck at 48 anymore :,( any tips how to break this ??
finally out of the plateau !! 48.2kg this morning, god im so so happy <3
having a physically demanding job when it’s burning cals effortlessly: 🤭🩷🧘🏼♀️🫶🏼🥰
having a physically demanding job when it makes ur appetite huge and now ur body needs twice as many cals: 💀🫠🤬🫥
how do I have a thigh gap but my thighs are still so fat !! like how !!
yesterday was like a borderline binge (my OMAD was like 400 cals and I snacked really badly the night before) and now I need to ⭐️ve so bad !!
bruh im failing this recovery thing big time this blog might make a comeback
