It Seems I Have Written Yet Another One-shot While I Was Procrastinating My Bigger Works... Oh Well,

It seems I have written yet another one-shot while I was procrastinating my bigger works... Oh well, at least I had fun writing it for the past three hours.

If you're looking to read some suicidal and angsty Bright Eyes/Frederick fic in which I explore my take on Bright's behavior, here you go!

Sometimes when things got too loud and too much, when the pit in Tanks chest got too heavy and too deep and it felt like it was eating everything up in them. They’d got to Christian, sometimes they’d climb in through his window, sometimes they’d come knocking at his door, sometimes they’d just shoot him a text.

They always went to him though, always go searching for him when they felt the most lost and floating away. When they needed something to tether them back down.

In the beginning, Christian had little to no idea what to do with Tank in that state—hell he didn’t even know what to do with himself most days so there was definitely a learning curve. He never gave up though, he kept helping them get back to themselves.

He knew everyone of Tanks cues and ticks when it came to a fight, when it came to getting under their skin and poking that raging fire that could turn into a warm hearth. Learning their tells for this was a bit harder, they were better at hiding it then the bristling anger.

Tank needed softer hands, softer than what he was used to, needed someone to gently hold them together as they were floating away as their eyes searched for something neither of them knew what for.

Christian knew Tank was small, smaller than Milo especially when they are younger. Tank never cared about their height, even when he would pick on them for it they’d just kick his ass and make him eat concrete. A small smirk on their lips, now though?

It felt like Tank was too small, the way they curled up in his arms, the way he was able to fully cover them like this as they hid from everything in his embrace. Tank was no piece of glass, Christian knew from years of experience and seeing and hearing exactly what they could take to know. But god, it felt like they could shatter at any moment.

All Christian could do was hold them as tightly as he could without hurting them and hide them away from the cruel and harsh world they both knew. Just hold them and gently guide them back to him, soft words falling from his lips and he leaned his head against Tanks. Combing his fingers through their hair, a trick he picked up early when it first started to happen. See how they’d slowly open their eyes and see that dark haze slowly life from those deep eyes.

Watch his Tanker come back to him, they alway did.

“ welcome back Tankie “

“ mm..hi Chrissy… “

How To Quickly Categorize Redacted Audio Listeners By Using Iced Tea:

-Drinks iced tea straight from its two-liter carton:

Darlin

Angel

Bright Eyes

Seer Obscura

Cutie

Bestie

-Drinks iced tea from a glass like a normal person but the glass is filled with more ice than tea:

Sweetheart

Lovely

Sunshine

Yandere Ivan's Baby

Smartass

-Drinks iced tea warm, defeating the whole purpose of it being iced:

Warden

Asset

-Prefers hot tea:

Baabe

Starlight

Precious

Flyboi Ivan's Baby

Honey

Anton's Listener

Lasko's Water Elemental

"Why would you drink tea when [sugary, over-caffeinated thing that will one day give them diabetes] exists?":

Ollie's Babe

Freelancer

Headcanons, Anyone? Yes, No, Maybe So? Well, Whether You Want Them Or Not: Here Are Some Milo "def cried after his re7 playthrough" Greer Ones!

-Sweetheart and him played re7 together because Sweetheart loves it. The original idea was for Milo to play it and for Sweetheart to watch, but whenever Milo got too terrified and wanted to "take a break" (-and never return), Sweetheart played through that section for him.

-Milo Greer is the second character I know to have had an alt phase.

^Unlike Lasko, however, Milo actually talks about it sometimes (mainly because Ash, David, and Tank witnessed this phase, and it gets brought up on occasion whether he likes it or not) and credits his makeup and dressing skills to it.

-Aggro just sits on his head every once in a while as Milo is working or watching tv. He'll just climb over the backrest and then tippy tappy his way onto Milo's head.

^Sweetheart laughs about it, but Milo finds it strangely comforting whenever his cat does that.

-He owns at least two pairs of plateaued boots. And we're talking a lot of plateau here. He's easily Asher's height when he puts them on.

-Milo Greer, in his teens, was part of his school band. And when the school disbanded it, he joined a band outside of school and became their second vocalist and guitarist mainly because he has a very good scream.

^Ash still gets goosebumps whenever he watches the video he took of Milo's first gig with that band.

-Milo prefers anime over other types of shows purely because he wants to watch movies/series without having to think about them too much. Needless to say, he mainly watches slice of life anime and "The Disastrous Life of Saiki K" is one of his favorites.

Here Are Some Names The Listeners Call Our Redacted Boys! Solaire Clan And Shaw Pack Edition:

Angel: Davey/Cutie or Babe/Handsome depending on whether they want to annoy Davey or not

Baabe: Ash/Darling

Sweetheart: My Love/Love (get it? because milo and my love sound similar? yea no, i'll leave-)

Lovely: Vince/Vinny and any (and every) other short version of Vincent or Lover/My Beloved

Darlin: Sammy/Dear

Bright Eyes: Freddy/Moissanite (because it's the most reflective gem and fred is the light of their life, get it? i'm so creative, i know /s (<-but in addition to this: Fred doesn't get it at all and just feels sorta insulted that Bright compares him to a rock all the time))

When you've started writing a fic.

And then start making notes and drafts for an original project.

And then start writing a different fic.

You know you've done something either terribly right or devastatingly wrong. And I have yet to find out which one applies to me-