BPD Warrior❤️🩹 Graphic Designer👩🏼💻Sharing what I learned from therapy and DBT group, my life, and BPD thoughts.Billie Eilish & Taylor Swift are my FPs
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The Soundtrack Of My Life Lately As Im Processing My Break-up, Battling My Latest Self-image Issues And
The soundtrack of my life lately as I’m processing my break-up, battling my latest self-image issues and searching for reasons to live:
Hits Different by Taylor Swift
I Almost Do by Taylor Swift
What Was I Made For? by Billie Eilish
Death By A Thousand Cuts by Taylor Swift
Moon by Reneé Rapp
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The urge to bother my mutuals
Every day is hard, just being awake, alive, aware. I know what I have to do to feel better, to feel good in my skin and feel like my life isn’t a waste. Knowing the solution and implementing it are two completely separate things though. That’s what I have the hardest time with. And while I sit around waiting for the motivation to do the healthy things that will bring me closer to stability, or at least a little further from this hopeless feeling and depression, I have to constantly list the people I’d be traumatizing if I took my own life. The impulse is there, daily, hourly, because it’s so overwhelming being an adult human, or just being in general. I can’t picture any future for myself, just this meager existence, so talking myself off the ledge is constant work. I never get to clock out.
Made this a while ago, wanted a Swiftie phone background that made me feel hopeful and reminded me to breathe💗
speak now week day 5: create something that celebrates individuality and standing up for yourself.
and all you’re ever gonna be is mean
you’re losing me — t.s